Midnight Wisdom

09.01.2022 Sunday, Amman Jordan. My dad is alive. Heart still beating. Better so but everything hurts. The chest opens, and the movement is limited. His mind is strong and he is will though. Much happens behind hospital doors, sleepless as they may be. I am grateful for the truth of now and the beauty that is the possibility of a tomorrow. Let’s continue. And I will hopefully reflect on all if it...

Recorded it after dropping the Vietnamese painting home. Not sober. I walked to the hill of the park, sat down and talked. To feel in tune with the nature around me. To be totally with the present moment. And see how fast that moment, or slow, it seems to pass as you’re in it. Time is different when you’re present. I am grateful for all I’m saying on this podcast and having the capability of sayin...

31.12.2021 Friday 6:11 PM  It feels like everything my mind can generate is a dream, and the moments that matter are when those dreams meet the physical world. They're a fact so long as they're in me.  The new year is around the corner and what is there to think? Hope you're all well. All the best, Khalid

Can you know your thoughts? Can you own them? You can find yourself sitting down with them enough to nurture the intuition to organise them.

22.12.2021 ~9 at netto parking lot after physiotherapy and listening to an older episode. I burn inside, a lot and often, for no reason. I was faster yesterday. I find it nice to fast.

19.12.2021, Sonntag, 21:30, Vollmond (Google Translate sagt: "Es ist Vollmond")  Viele Gruesse, Khalid

Sonntag 12.12.2021 Ich bin 25 und 6 Monate alt. Ich habe nur 5 Jahre mehr dieses Podcast aufzunehmen. So war der Deal oder? Ich habe nichts vieles zu sagen, ich freue mich auf Leben, und mal sehen. Mann konnte nur besser werden. Gute Nacht.

30.11.2021 23:22 Wie lange muss man warten bevor man gut tust. Zu sich selbst, zu der Gesellschaft, zu dem Körper, zu der Geist, zu der Familie. Lass uns schon uns sein, bevor wir nicht mehr tun können. Viele Liebe, Khalid

Sonntag 28.11.2021 11:28 pm. Ich finde es interessant wie viel Leute trinken und rauchen koennen.  Atmung ist Life. Ich fange ein neuen Podcast an. 'Midnight Meditations'. Kurze spezifischen Themen. Ruhig und authenticsch. Ruhig. Und authentisch. Bis dann. Der Teufel ist immer hier.

21.11.2021 11:19 pm Es gab einen vollen Mund diese Woche. Ich habe das ein bisschen gemerkt.  Ich kaufe ein paar Sachen die meinen Writing besser organisieren werden.  Ich habe lange mit mienem Vater nicht gesprochen. Habe auch davon getraumt.  Mein Bruders Frau ist jetzt Schwanger. Bam bis dann.

14.11.2021 Gute Woche.

07/11/2021 Januar 2021. Mann konnte immer neu anfangen. Und so fangt es an. Ich habe Liebe zu mir selbst, meine Mutter, mein Vater, meine Familia und die Welt.  May you all be happy.

Recorded 26.10.2021 Three years out of eight. I talk about my experience during the 10 days of Vipassana. I apologize for not uploading anything else that week I came back from Vipassana. I could have, but I am fine with it.  It's interesting how close one can feel to wisdom and love, and how in a different moment it seems something a little further away. The truth of impermanence, now that i...

Recorded 26.10.2021  A random tune popped into my head. I sang it in a minute before recording a longer episode. I'M JUST A GIIIRLLL.

Remember that in any moment you may find silence.

Remember that in any given moment you may find silence.

Recorded 12.10.2021 I need about two hours to the Vipassana center. Noble silence for 10 days. Self purification and soul. Attention and silence. Awe and wonder. Let us exist. What I feel towards it in a few words? Openness. I was a little ill the last days, and with that comes doubt. But I was always committed. And I’m going.

10.10.2021 Before Vipassana, in Amsterdam. Watched scent of a woman, loved it. Watched The Guilty. Watched Silver Skates. Drinking and eating citrus.

It's 10:17 PM Sunday 03/10/2021. I'm back in Berlin, there is a lot of learnings concentrated into this episode, and I'm grateful for it. Joy, truth, the word, the world. I'm looking forward to next week. I'm grateful for being here. Khalid Yassin

Recorded 25th September at 1 am. I slept for a long time afterwards. I’m glad my laptop still works. There is urgency, but there is also joy.

Recorded 11pm 18/09/2021 felt great to. Ended up writing another 5.1k words before falling asleep at 3 am. Rode a Buggy(?) didn’t die. Progress. Plus Ultra.

14.09.2021 recorded 9 pm at Lakehouse. I note mainly the difference in writing books as different as Understanding Intelligence and Vernon. I would also like to discuss attention again soon.

Day 7 10.09.2021 23:51 A close one to my heart. What I’m going through.

Day 7. Lakehouse, couch, sitting upright. Everyday I see the number of the new day in capital letters! (I know numbers aren’t letters) that pass in front of my eyes. A very productive week so far.

07.09.2021 21:23 arguably one of the more important recordings I do. How I’m feeling right now in the midst of this. Am I anything? I don’t want to feel useless. I want to feel solid in what I am. But what’s it when what I am is air? It’s the life and doubt of a writer.