Midnight Wisdom

23:23 05.07.2026 I recorded this on Thursday 3 pm. I was jogging lightly around a football field in the sun. A bit high.

23:16 05.07.2026 In bed. About to sleep. Will meditate and write a bit. I bought ankle weights. My bro fired me from my job then gave me a month to own the process.

23:26 28.06.2026 I’m going to enjoy sleeping now. Recover from last night properly. Though I slept from 6 till 1 pm (waking up a few times)

23:29 21.06.2026 I had to cancel a sweat lodge! Because of the delayed train. Probably for the best. I can start my week strong.

21:08 14.06.2026 Time passes. We gain and lose things. And love happens.

Recorded Thursday Uploaded 21:07 Sunday 14.06 Time passes

23:58 07.06.2026 Flowing with my energy well Loving myself Not generating negative feelings Excited for my growth Creative, loving, writing

31.05.2026 Last day of May Moms bday tomorrow Full moon tonight

24.05.2026 23:55 Donuts!

17.05.2026 23:53 In bed excited to sleep. Broken dryspell. Loving life.

23:56 ​05.2026 Alcohooool isnt so Cool I had a night where it felt like a slept 100 Years and loved it Took me 2 minutes to upload! I could have kept talking.

23:48 03.05.2026 I understand. Weeks go by and I die.

393: Shaved Eyebrows 04.2026 22:52 I’ll have to see who I am now. Connect with the darkness. I still do want an energetic, fluffy Rottweiler. And a cat. And a new apartment. And 25k to 30k a month in revenue.

22:33 19.04.2026

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12.04.2026 23:50 More more more There is peace here already Give yourself to it Write Read Love

22:00 05.04.2026 Imm in bed, tired and looking forward to recovery.

29.03.2026 23:47 Learning so much.

23:07 29.03.2026 Recorded 28.03.2026 after breakfast. I’ve been going through understanding feminine and masculine energy a lot more and God has put me in a place to get deeper and deeper into that understanding. So thank you for that. I even have Jo visiting for the weekend and got to see my feminine reflecting against his. Started writing a new novel. Thank you universe. Your waves make sense.

22:52 22.03.2026 succeeded in keeping sexual energy for much longer. Proud. Possible because of how tired of got of how much I came uselessly in life and how much energy that took from me. Live is not the ejaculation. Dealt with a lot of emotions from the yoga school. Still some left. Looking forward to love more.

23:31 15.03.2026 Recorded Thursday 12th around 1 pm

23:20 08.03.2026 I’m done with everything. It’s all so stupid. I’m giving everyone the benefit of the doubt when they’re shit. Can’t believe it took me this long to really see the world’s darkness. And I’m darker sweetheart. Believe me. Khara 3a kulshi.

22:51 01.03.2026 ​03.2028 is going to be a special date How long are you willing to wait for your love? Instead of chasing it? I bought 4 wine tasting event tickets in Berlin. - overkill? Where would I go! I need a plan. After meditating 30 mins 3x a day I remember after a midday meditation I went and passed out on the couch and disappeared from consciousness for a while. I picked a fortune cookie...

22.02.2026 22:33 Ramadan Decisions made and being made Got rid of a lot of things in the apartment Understanding my sensitivity more and more.

23:46 15.02.2026 Commitment and growth. To a good next 6 weeks. There’s a floss string stuck between my molars Couldnt take it out Ambiguity is the word of the week - being ok with it Ambient music. Russian dubstep. Eagle. Giraffe. Bysone.