Midnight Wisdom

Week 184 New Moon 01.05.2022 Sunday 11:41 PM. I saw Mahmoud for lunch. Meditated, ate a small amount of chocolate, made a glass of fresh lemon with a little salt, I had listened to a podcast on ADHD in the train to and back, I ate three bio eggs with raisins and sunflower seeds, whole wheat bread with honey, worked out my back (around 40 pullups with negatives), laid on the acupuncture mat and rec...

Dreamt it some time this week 24.04.2022 23:11  The book of lost things Someone might be listening

24.04.2022 23:06 In Arabic Let's see how we grow right. Conflict of now and what we want to be. Housemate took oven from 1 to 6, which is weird but he has good qualities in him too The other is saying I called her a liar Fun stuff Best, Khalid

14.04.2022 19:39 PM love and peace. Intention and sleep. I’m grateful for being 25 and able to donate blood while fully fasted. There is strength in fasting, and also youth.

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11.04.2022 22:36 pm It’s too much.

10.04.2022 1:31 PM I read through Capitalism, Marxism, and Socialism. I look at their definitions and discuss how they can be beneficial or non-beneficial for their societies. I will continue doing this more often. Learning more, in general, than trap myself in loops of self reflection. All the best, Khalid 

05.04.2022 Artifacts, a trip, people and friends. The shop and all in it.

03.04.2022 15:28 PM Dreams. Standing in front of the world. Seeing it generated. You. All the best, Dreamer

03.04.2022 15:26 PM Sunday They're all they're own people, aren't they? Taking more deliberate control. Being the patience. Surrendering the fear. Seeing what comes instead.  I am. All the best, Khalid

27.03.2022 after a conversation. Be the change you are. Instead of negativity in trying to keep up with the change that you always are.

27.03.2022 12:50 am I’m putting my weight on a paper in the bathroom. Tension at home. Going sauna and holmes place.

20.03.2022 11:49 PM It's always Midnight on Midnight Wisdom. I got accepted to Vipassana, was willing to serve, I see the value in that. Working out more, heavier weights, was at the sauna at Holmes place on Friday. Saw Viktor and Felix. Thought I lost the ring. Talked and walked with Victor a lot. Housemates sleeping together. Meditation is a constant right. Essential Training.me Deena Khayyat. J...

13.03.2022 22:07 I went to an anti-vax and anti mask demonstration and it was full of love. My brother called me on Friday and talked to me about initiative in making money, I found it interesting he said that, I have my own thoughts, it’s good to reflect again though. I did cupping today. Got vitamin bundle. My meditations (just by walking through the day) have been deeper. German German German....

06.03.2022 09:00 PM Aufwachen und das Datum erinnern. Kenn deinen Tag. Ein neuer Mund. Leere Flasche. Und dann kommts weiter. Alles bewegt sich. Deutsch. Deutsch. Deutsch. Ich habe gestern 3.5.5 Filme gesehen. Aus Liebe und Herz. Viele Grüße,

28.02.2022 10:43 It's nice to dream. It's nice to note the feeling of the dream. To know that all the dream is you. Best, Khalid

28.02.2022 10:20 AM 2 days after TCM. Traditional Chinese Medicine. Healing is all. I slept very bad the two nights after and got Covid. I haven't masturbated or smoked weed in a month.  My mind isn't chasing anything. Write Stuck 1000 times and talk to me. Regards, Khalid

27.02.2022 Sunday 7:30 Pm Conversation with the housemate Ekta. Then eating. Then talking again. Rice, steamed broccoli, some mushroom, zucchini and lettuce.

20.02.2022 Sunday 7 PM Went from fasting a lot, to fasting in the evening till the morning.  Doing breathwork and exercises. But the back today was insane, so I just walked a long time and did a little stretching, that did really well for me. Sometimes it's necessary not to force the body and I'm glad I didn't.  Love life. Live. I remember how I was grateful to my legs when I left the pl...

13.02.2022 23:12 mir geht’s jetzt wieder viel viel besser. Konnte mich nochmal einholen und remanagen. Helsinki war toll aber mein Körper ist tot. Freunde sind schön und manche Leute sind Lieb. Manche ein bisschen verrückt. Diese Wochenende von alle Wochenenden. Victor ist Lieb. Berlin und Helsinki sind wirklich anders. Ich hätte mein Bein beim Sledding wirklich brechen können, bin Dankbar dafür v...

06.02.2022 23:09 Fasting, Constantze, Candy, Illaria and phone dying. Sleeping really well. Waking up to the day like “Let’s do it”. A point I wanted to mention: I’m getting the feeling that protein during the morning and sugar during the night is the way to go to regulate my circadian rhythm. This Indica weed makes me forget easy.

Mittwoch 26.01.2021 23:12 Los geht’s. Übung macht der Meister.

23.01.2022 6:08 aufgenommen. Schade erstmal, dass ich nicht mehr auf Deutsch gesprochen und aufgenommen habe. Mache ich mehr und weiter. Prufueng kommt gleich. Hoffe alles gute.

Recorded 17.01.2022 around 7 pm. After finishing work I went on a walk to go buy fish and when I opened the door the moon hit me face first. I had just come back from Amman the Tuesday before where I was with my family because my dad did a heart surgery. A lot of moments and lessons there. Now that I’m back I’m trying to focus on being here. It’s interesting how energy moves up and down, I feel it...

16.01.2022 Sonntag 22:35  Das ist das Erstemal das ich die Mikro in diesem Jahr benutze, glaube ich. Gewoehnheiten sind wichtig. Viele Gruesse, Khalid