Midnight Wisdom

21:47 18.10.2026 A bit of a Kefir addict at the moment. I dreamt of Lilian last night. A big event. My brother. Theater. A house in the middle of nowhere. Cooking.

23:02 11.10.2026 New Moon Just came back from a cooking week with my friend Hanni. Great experience. My kombucha and kefir are tasting great. Pickles getting ready. Enjoying an sci fi book. Last month at Pixaera. Life is good.

23:24 04.10.2026 Arabic recording I sent this to my mom on Wednesday celebrating that I got the passport. I’m now cooking for the week at a heldenreise and about to sleep. Internet is horrible and it seems right to share this. I’ll have to share later what I’m experiencing here.

25.09.2026 23:10 Watched some nigahiga videos again. Amazing guy.

22:18 20.09.2026 Watching watching watching. Taking a break. I opened the notebook to write when the lads called. Gave me their attention and time. Friends.

​09.2026 23:37 I reflect on how I feel before my second fight. A bit angry right now in bed. I fight for me. For my future. For my resilience. For my intuition and trust in myself. I don’t fight for anyone else.

06.09.2026 18:48 No USC. I was at UHU on Tuesday with a date and did a wonderful shift. Got there early and helped set up. SpyxFamily is a good show. Watching it in German. I booked a Goethe Evevning 12 week Course for 799 euros. I confessed to a trickster move and that was still me being a trickster.

22:39 30.08.2026 I love you.

20:12 23.08.2026 I had some thoughts I wanted to share as well. Not sure what they are now. Love and peace. Instagram is really the randomist shit. I feel much cleaner in my head not viewing all that random stuff, not that I regret my viewing in the past.

​08.2026 21:15 I am demon. Let is all burn. With l-o-v-e.

09.08.2026 Fej is waiting for me to go to the sauna!

02.08.2026 We’re in august already. The year begins to Mature. I am loving it.

23:48 26.07.2026 Home. Grateful. Tired. Reflecting. Some people will never be able to see you. Most people won’t. The key is to see yourself. And see them. You give too much room for people as well. A part of me desires downright being an asshole in the wrong and being alright with it. Sorry to the lady I bumped into and dropped her coffee. I could have (regarding the girl with the broken foot): T...

19.07.2026 23:03 Recorded this yesterday after the shroom trip.

22:59 19.07.2026 On my way to Ashraf to eat Mlokhiyeh. Drinking self made cacao on the way. Reflecting.

23:50 12.07

23:23 05.07.2026 I recorded this on Thursday 3 pm. I was jogging lightly around a football field in the sun. A bit high.

23:16 05.07.2026 In bed. About to sleep. Will meditate and write a bit. I bought ankle weights. My bro fired me from my job then gave me a month to own the process.

23:26 28.06.2026 I’m going to enjoy sleeping now. Recover from last night properly. Though I slept from 6 till 1 pm (waking up a few times)

23:29 21.06.2026 I had to cancel a sweat lodge! Because of the delayed train. Probably for the best. I can start my week strong.

21:08 14.06.2026 Time passes. We gain and lose things. And love happens.

Recorded Thursday Uploaded 21:07 Sunday 14.06 Time passes

23:58 07.06.2026 Flowing with my energy well Loving myself Not generating negative feelings Excited for my growth Creative, loving, writing

31.05.2026 Last day of May Moms bday tomorrow Full moon tonight

24.05.2026 23:55 Donuts!