The Older Sister You Wish You Had

In this impromptu episode, I share where I'm at right now.... giving up my place in California, spending time between Bali, and Hawaii, and learning how deeply my energy is affected by different places. I also open up about the judgement I've faced in my life and why I keep choosing freedom anyway.

In this episode, I share my truth about loving someone so much that it blinded me to what was really there. Love doesn't always show up the way we want it to. Sometimes it's messy, painful, and not at all healthy... and yet, the feelings are still real. If you've ever loved someone who wasn't good for you, you'll feel this one.

Life has taken me through so many moves... Bali, Maui, California, and now into a new chapter. Each one has brought lessons, freedom, and fresh starts. In this episode, I'm sharing from heartache to joy....the journey and what I've learned along the way.

Surfing didn't come easy for me. I was scared, humbled, and beaten up more than once, but I couldn't stop. This is the story of how I really learned to surf, and why I fell in love with it anyway.

What does it mean to love someone who feels like two different people? In this episode, I share stories of the chaos and tenderness that lived side by side in my marriage. The unpredictable episodes, the deep connection that kept me holding on, and the fear of divorce brought up. It wasn't just madnesss. It was both, tangled together in ways that were as confusing as they were heartbreaking,

In this episode I share my reflections on friendship- what it means, why it matterts, and how we navigate the ups and downs that come with it. From the joy of connection to the realitity of hurt and loss, this is about keeping an open heart as we move through relatioships in life.

This one felt tender to record. I open up about what it was like to lovw someone deeply while navigating confusion, conflict, and the parts of marriage I didn't always understand.

I didn't overthink this podcast, I just knew I had to do it. In this episode, I share what pushed me to start and why I felt called to speak, even knowing there might be judgement.

In this episode, I share the story of a relationship that started as love, ended with a lie, and left me with the choice to close my heart or to keep trusting anyway.

I thought his jealousy meant he loved me. The possessiveness, the rules, the isolation--I mistook it all for passion. It wasn't until things turned physical that I realized what I was really in. In this episode, I share my story of how control can hide behind love and the red flags I didn't see.

In 2013, I had a sudden, crystal-clear vision: I was going to move to Bali- alone. Three years later one unexpected decision set everything in motion.

In this episode, I'm pulling back the curtain on how my relationship with James really started--the undeniable connection, the choice that changed everything, and two truths I've never shared publicly until now. This is the high point before the cracks began to show...the moment where it all felt electric, alive, and impossible to resist.

Before I share more about the heartbreak, I want to tell you how it all began. In this episode, I share the love story--the way James pursued me, the connection we had, and the magic of the beginning. It was magnetic, intense, and real. But even in the middle of all that beauty, there was a quiet moment when something shifted. Just slightly. This is the story before it got complicated. The part th...

This one's close to my heart. A story about trust, intuition, and one life-changing decision I made when I was 22. I didn't know how it would all work out I just knew I had to say yes.

Ok, so ths wasn't supposed to be a podcast episode. I actually recorded it as a voice note just for myself-- to remember how funny and weird my first day in Malaysia was. But honestly, it kind of captures the chaos and magic of solo travel perfectly. This is just a short, totally unfiltered little travel story. No big lessons, no soul searching...just me, a taxi driver and an airbnb I probably sho...

I wasn't planning on starting here. But something in me knew this is where it had to begin. This episode is the reason I found my voice--and why I'm using now.

I didn.t talk until I was three and half. I've spent my life losing- and now reclaiming--my voice. This episode is the start of something REAL.

This is where it begins. In this short intro, I share why I created Unfiltered & Free, what this podcast is really about, and who its for. If you've ever been cracked open by life - This space is for you. Come for the vibe. Stay for the voice --Robin