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The latest Hot Topic is Sydney Sweeney and American Eagle. Religion & God: I am AGNOSTIC. The foundation of religion is belief. The definition of Faith is strong belief in God or in the doctrines of a religion, based on spiritual apprehension rather than proof. I "believe" we are not 2 dimensional and our emotions come from our prefrontal cortex and our morality from what we commonly...

What do you believe is truly evil? Episode 6 discusses how our integrity and character is put to the test on on daily basis. On this episode I explain the issues surrounding having poor role models. I base alot of my philosophies using the teachings of Frederick Nieche, Aristotle, Socrates and more.

Enter the mind of the mentally ill and learn about: Eating Disorders, Self Harm, Genetic Factors & Genomes, Triggers, Blacking Out, Psychosis and learning to cope.

Follow me through a nervous breakdown and learning about CPTSD. Coming this season, I document re-entering society, applying coping skills and learning to love again while trying to avoid making a huge mess. 

Haute Topics | Abortion, Religion, Political Parties, Who’s Running this Shit Show

Haute Topics | Sexual Morality, Shame, Dudes in Dresses

Boobs, Bunnies and Bullies

Once I began to research my diagnosis of Complex PTSD (CPTSD) I learned what an emotional memory was. I also learned what love wasn't.  I had associated caring and loving someone with criticism. I learned how to be hard on myself and allow treatment that was hurtful in my life. I also had no idea that leaving it untreated could be so life threatening. See prologue  Disclaimer: I am a mental health...

See Audio prologue for episode description: I Feel Dead People

"I'm not yelling, I'm italian. " I respond to people wanting to know who I am talking about when I refer to men on steroids ..... I have no problem with men taking testosterone because of the obvious advantage.... "BONERS." duh It's only if that higher testosterone turns you into someone I don't want to F*ck. You can have boners minus the roid rage... For instance, check out clips of one of my mos...

Disclosure: I do not name actual names in this video and I didn't "see" anyone do steroids. I am only making assumptions based on behavior and have very sarcastic humor.  I DON'T KNOW WHY ANYONE WOULD TRY TO FUCK WITH ME BECAUSE I LITTERALLY SAID - DON'T FUCK WITH ME IN THE VERY FIRST EPISODE....AND IF YOU EVER FUCK WITH MY KIDS - only way you get out of the spotlight is a very public apology...

Disclosure: As a mental health advocate, I took a pledge as part of the #stigmafree campaign to actively work towards removing the stigma surrounding mental health misconceptions by sharing my story.'   Please note: My podcast documents my journey through mental illness. Your mental health is my first concern. In some of my episodes or writing I refer to issues that I struggled with, that may be a...

'Disclosure: As a mental health advocate, I took a pledge as part of the #stigmafree campaign to actively work towards removing the stigma surrounding mental health misconceptions by sharing my story.'   Please note: My podcast documents my journey through mental illness. Your mental health is my first concern. In some of my episodes or writing I refer to issues that I struggled with, th...

'Disclosure: As a mental health advocate, I took a pledge as part of the #stigmafree campaign to actively work towards removing the stigma surrounding mental health misconceptions by sharing my story.'   Please note: My podcast documents my journey through mental illness. Your mental health is my first concern, in some of my episodes or writing I refer to issues that I struggled with, that may be...

'Disclosure: As a mental health advocate, I took a pledge as part of the #stigmafree campaign to actively work towards removing the stigma surrounding mental health misconceptions by sharing my story.'   Please note: My podcast documents my journey through mental illness. Your mental health is my first concern. In some of my episodes or writing I refer to issues that I struggled with, that may be...