Alysse Gaudenzi

Haute Mess

Health EN ↓ 15 episodes

Haute Mess: I just want to be unapologetically me. That includes the times when I am truly a "Haute Mess” and I like to keep my messes couture. I don’t usually censor my thoughts or feelings. Why would I start now? I will allow this Podcast to go where it does. No matter how strange it gets. Join me in exploring topics such as: parenting, porn, church, strip clubs, sexuality, mental health and more. Keep in mind as you go on this journey…. You’re taking a ride on the crazy bus, and I saved you a seat right next to me. xo Alysse xo Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/a...

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Alysse Gaudenzi

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Hot Topic | Blue Eyed Brother F*cker | Sydney Sweeney Genes & American Eagle Jeans 03.08.2025 5:26

The latest Hot Topic is Sydney Sweeney and American Eagle. Religion & God: I am AGNOSTIC. The foundation of religion is belief. The definition of Faith is strong belief in God or in the doctrines of a religion, based on spiritual apprehension rather than proof. I "believe" we are not 2 dimensional and our emotions come from our prefrontal cortex and our morality from what we commonly...

Haute Mess Episode 6: Good vs Evil 08.05.2025 30:43

What do you believe is truly evil? Episode 6 discusses how our integrity and character is put to the test on on daily basis. On this episode I explain the issues surrounding having poor role models. I base alot of my philosophies using the teachings of Frederick Nieche, Aristotle, Socrates and more.

Haute Mess | S2 E1 : Catching Feelings, Triggers, PTSD, CPTSD & Psychosis, Self Harm & Coping Skills 28.08.2024 32:27

Enter the mind of the mentally ill and learn about: Eating Disorders, Self Harm, Genetic Factors & Genomes, Triggers, Blacking Out, Psychosis and learning to cope.

Haute Mess | Season 2: Trailer 27.08.2024 1:11

Follow me through a nervous breakdown and learning about CPTSD. Coming this season, I document re-entering society, applying coping skills and learning to love again while trying to avoid making a huge mess.

Haute Topic | You Can’t Pray Away Mental Illness • part deuces 24.08.2024 40:37

Haute Topics | Abortion, Religion, Political Parties, Who’s Running this Shit Show

Haute Topic | You Can't Pray Away Mental Illness • part one 24.08.2024 12:07

Haute Topics | Sexual Morality, Shame, Dudes in Dresses

Episode 5 Part 1 | Boobs, Bunnies and Bullies 23.08.2024 17:44

Boobs, Bunnies and Bullies

Haute Mess | Episode 4: How You Treat Me is Not a "Me" thing, it's a "You" thing 23.08.2024 39:16

Once I began to research my diagnosis of Complex PTSD (CPTSD) I learned what an emotional memory was. I also learned what love wasn't. I had associated caring and loving someone with criticism. I learned how to be hard on myself and allow treatment that was hurtful in my life. I also had no idea that leaving it untreated could be so life threatening. See prologue Disclaimer: I am a mental health...

Haute Topic | I Feel Dead People 26.10.2022 11:24

See Audio prologue for episode description: I Feel Dead People

Haute Topic | What do you use your p*nis money for? Too Turnt Tony 04.10.2022 4:23

"I'm not yelling, I'm italian. " I respond to people wanting to know who I am talking about when I refer to men on steroids ..... I have no problem with men taking testosterone because of the obvious advantage.... "BONERS." duh It's only if that higher testosterone turns you into someone I don't want to F*ck. You can have boners minus the roid rage... For instance, check out clips of one of my mos...

Haute Topic | Almost Got Dahmered 27.09.2022 16:38

Disclosure: I do not name actual names in this video and I didn't "see" anyone do steroids. I am only making assumptions based on behavior and have very sarcastic humor.  I DON'T KNOW WHY ANYONE WOULD TRY TO FUCK WITH ME BECAUSE I LITTERALLY SAID - DON'T FUCK WITH ME IN THE VERY FIRST EPISODE....AND IF YOU EVER FUCK WITH MY KIDS - only way you get out of the spotlight is a very public apology...

Haute Mess | Episode 2: Mental Health and Processing Emotions 08.09.2022 45:56

Disclosure: As a mental health advocate, I took a pledge as part of the #stigmafree campaign to actively work towards removing the stigma surrounding mental health misconceptions by sharing my story.' Please note: My podcast documents my journey through mental illness. Your mental health is my first concern. In some of my episodes or writing I refer to issues that I struggled with, that may be a...

Haute Mess | Episode 1: Welcome To My Mess 31.08.2022 21:19

'Disclosure: As a mental health advocate, I took a pledge as part of the #stigmafree campaign to actively work towards removing the stigma surrounding mental health misconceptions by sharing my story.'   Please note: My podcast documents my journey through mental illness. Your mental health is my first concern. In some of my episodes or writing I refer to issues that I struggled with, th...

Haute Mess | The Introduction Trailer 17.07.2022 5:14

'Disclosure: As a mental health advocate, I took a pledge as part of the #stigmafree campaign to actively work towards removing the stigma surrounding mental health misconceptions by sharing my story.' Please note: My podcast documents my journey through mental illness. Your mental health is my first concern, in some of my episodes or writing I refer to issues that I struggled with, that may be...

Haute Mess | Trailer | Mental Health Talks 16.07.2022 1:45

'Disclosure: As a mental health advocate, I took a pledge as part of the #stigmafree campaign to actively work towards removing the stigma surrounding mental health misconceptions by sharing my story.' Please note: My podcast documents my journey through mental illness. Your mental health is my first concern. In some of my episodes or writing I refer to issues that I struggled with, that may be...