Jamie Toups

The Exorcist Within: Where Mental Health Meets Horror Media

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Welcome to The Exorcist Within—where horror become maps to healing, and every scream hides a sacred truth. Hosted by Jamie Toups, MA, PLPC, NCC (and hopefully some friends along the way). Note about contacting me at exorcistwithin@gmail.com or social media: Messages are not actively monitored and cannot be used to schedule mental health appointments. I’m unable to provide crisis support, and messages are not protected or secure nor confidential depending on the content. Invitations for contact are for podcast information exchange only. If you or someone else is experiencing a psychiatric or me...

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Jul 4, 2026

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The Evil Dead (1981): The Violence of Helplessness 04.07.2026

This episode plunges into The Evil Dead as Jamie and Bobby dissect its filmmaking legacy, its mythic lore, and the raw human fears it exposes. Blending personal stories with cultural insight, the conversation reveals how horror—at its most chaotic and unhinged—becomes a mirror for resilience and the strange comfort found in confronting the dark. Themes Indie Origins & Nostalgia The hosts revis...

King Sorrow 2025 Part 2 [Novel]: Finding Humanity While Fighting Dragons 24.06.2026

In this episode, we break down Joe Hill’s King Sorrow through the lens of trauma, power, and the ways people try to survive what stalks them. Instead of treating horror as spectacle, we look at how the story exposes real emotional patterns: sorrow that becomes a force of its own, systems that trap people in cycles they didn’t choose, and the small acts of compassion that keep characters from losin...

King Sorrow 2025 Part 1 [Novel]: CA, Jamie, & Neil Form the Circle 18.06.2026

Welcome CA to the podcast and welcome back to Neil! Our roundtable unpacks Joe HIll's novel the way The Exorcist Within always does: as a psychological excavation, a cultural mirror, and a spiritual autopsy of the choices that shape us. This is part one of a two-part deep dive! We're just getting started!

The Conjuring 2 (2016): Para‑Complicated & Still Choosing Charity 30.05.2026

In this episode, Jamie and Ryan (and Ed and Loraine) crack open The Conjuring 2 — not just as a horror film, but as a mirror for belief, partnership, and the strange ways our lives rhyme with the stories we love. We talk about the Warrens on screen versus the Warrens in real life, the almost‑meeting with Patrick Wilson that still lives rent‑free in our minds, and how growing up Catholic leaves a p...

Sick New World (2026)[Music Festival]: The Intersection of Hard Rock, Horror & Mental Health 17.05.2026

In this episode of The Exorcist Within , Jamie opens the door to the haunted hallway where horror, hard rock, and mental health intersect. Through stories of mosh pits, childhood trauma, religious pressure, and the strange comfort of the grotesque, she traces how “dark” art became a lifeline. This is an episode for the ones who were told they were too intense , too emotional , too dramatic , or to...

Exhuma (2024): Existing between Yin & Yang & Science & Superstition 10.05.2026

In this insightful discussion with Bobby, we explore the rich symbolism, cultural significance, and spiritual themes of the Korean horror film Exuma. Our hosts delve into Korean shamanism, cultural history, and the film's intricate details, offering a deep understanding of its depth and meaning. Join us as we delve into the complex themes, cultural elements, and behind-the-scenes insights of the f...

Undertone (2026): Trauma UnderReview 05.04.2026

The podcast episode features a discussion on trauma, triggers, and the overuse of these terms in society. Jamie shares personal experiences and provides insights into the complexity of trauma and stressor-related disorders. The episode also includes updates on the podcast. Takeaways The episode examines trauma, or lack thereof in the film Undertone. Trauma and triggers are often overused terms in...

The Stanford Prison Experiment (2015): Power Dynamics are Horrifying 05.03.2026

This episode covers the movie 'The Stanford Prison Experiment' and the role of a mitigation specialist in the criminal justice system. It delves into the ethical considerations of human experiments, the scale of incarceration, and the impact of legal proceedings on individuals. The discussion also addresses the approach to social justice issues and the importance of humanizing people in the court...

The Cable Guy (1996): "Somebody Has to Kill the Babysitter" 10.02.2026

📘 Episode Summary In this episode of The Exorcist Within, Jamie sits down with Umba to excavate the genre‑bending soul of The Cable Guy - a film that’s equal parts comedy, horror, prophecy, and 90s cultural time capsule. What starts as a nostalgic revisit quickly becomes a deeper exploration of loneliness, boundaries, and the way humor evolves as society changes. Together, Jamie and Umba trace ho...

Robert Falconer Explains Possession: The Science, the Spirits, the Civilizational Reality 26.01.2026

Trigger Warning: This episode includes discussion of sexual abuse and other traumatic experiences. In this conversation, Jamie and Jonah (therapist, Jamie's mentor) sit down with Robert Falconer—therapist, author, and one of the world’s most respected practitioners working with unattached burdens… or in more familiar terms, real‑world spirit possession . Robert brings decades of study, clinical ex...

Prequel to Robert Falconer: Parts Work in the Green Room with Jonah 20.01.2026

This episode serves as the quiet inhale before the plunge into a long‑form conversation with Robert Falconer. Before stepping into the presence of one of the most influential voices in therapy today, Jamie sits down with Jonah for a raw, unscripted moment of grounding, connection, and parts work in real time. Listeners are invited into the backstage ritual: two clinicians, two friends, two nervous...

" I spent 40 years deciding that I hated horror." 17.01.2026

There's no specific movie covered in this episode, but this one is for those who are curious about others' experiences, especially if you struggle to understand why someone may or may not like horror. In this episode, Jamie is joined by Amy Singh, whose lifelong “I hate horror” stance turns out to be far more complicated — and far more interesting — than she ever expected. What begins as a convers...

The Plague 2026: When Adolescence Turns Contagious 06.01.2026

In this episode of The Exorcist Within , Jamie and Ryan dive into The Plague (2026), the first horror release of the year — and one that lands with surprising emotional weight. Set in 2003, the film taps into a painfully familiar era of adolescence, complete with the lingo, music, and social hierarchies that shaped early‑2000s teen culture (and probably still do, but what do us old fogies know). J...

2025: This Exorcist's Horror Countdown and Rankings 18.12.2025

🩸 Episode Summary Jamie kicks off this episode of The Exorcist Within with a candid reflection on a full year of podcasting—what’s worked, what’s surprised her, and where she wants the show to go next. From there, she dives headfirst into the horror genre’s standout year, highlighting some of the 41 horror films she watched from 2025. This episode is packed with sharp film analysis, bold opinions...

My Best Friend's Exorcism (Book, 2016): The Power of Friendship Compels Us 08.12.2025

In this episode of The Exorcism Within, three mental health counselors gather to weave together their shared histories, spiritual practices, and love of horror. After reconnecting and honoring their late mentor, Dr. Z, they open sacred space with a tarot ritual before diving into their first book club pick: My Best Friend’s Exorcism. Their conversation blends clinical insight with intuition as the...

Fréwaka(2025):[Part 2]Drama as a Divine Path with Emily Carding and the Sidhe 25.11.2025

In this episode of The Exorcist Within, Fréwaka remains the anchor for a wide-ranging conversation with Emily Carding (https://www.emilycarding.com). Emily guides us into the complex relationship between humanity and the Sidhe, showing how truthfulness, promises, and honesty shape our encounters with faeries. Emily emphasizes the importance of trusting our own spiritual instincts, reminding us tha...

Fréwaka (2025):[1.2] Breaking Generational Silence: From Trauma to Compassion 13.11.2025

🎙️ Episode Summary What can we say… This one brings up all the feels. Trigger warnings from everything from sexual assault, animal violence, to suicide. But there is light in the window at the end of this episode (literally and emotionally). From horror to healing, Frewaka opens the door to family, trauma, identity, and the power of community. Jamie and Neil unpack the emotional weight of generati...

Fréwaka (2025):[1.1] Jamie & Neil Begin the Journey 11.11.2025

Please note: this is going to be a MULTI part series on systemic trauma anchored by the 2025 film Fréwaka. 🧠 Episode Summary In this heartfelt conversation, Jamie and Neil dive deep into their personal journeys, which will lead into an even deeper dive into healing and the power of the storytelling in Fréwaka in the NEXT episode. From childhood challenges and family dynamics to the impact of gene...

The Others (2001): Ghosts of Belief and Denial 02.11.2025

🎙️ Episode Summary: Ghosts, Grief & The Others In this Halloween edition of The Exorcists Within , Julie and Jamie crack open the haunted corridors of The Others —a film that lingers in the psyche long after the credits roll. Through the lens of horror, they explore how religious trauma shapes parenting, how isolation distorts perception, and how denial can fracture relationships. This isn’t j...

Antichrist (2009): The Art of Provocation 19.10.2025

This episode includes strong content warnings for sexual violence, self-harm, and psychological distress. 🧠 Summary In this episode of The Exorcist Within, Jamie unpacks Lars von Trier’s controversial 2009 film Antichrist—a cinematic descent into grief, eroticism, and psychological fragmentation. Through a trauma-informed lens, the conversation explores how the film weaponizes sexuality, grief, a...

The Surrender (2025): What We've Learned Sitting with Death 05.10.2025

This episode doesn’t shy away from discomfort—it embraces it. So listeners beware - important information is in this episode but it also may cause discomfort if grief, loss, or death is raw for you. In this profoundly personal and emotionally resonant episode, Laurie and Jamie delve into the complex terrain of death, grief, and the human experience. Through the lens of The Surrender (2025) , they...

Daniel Isn’t Real (2019): But the Horror and Art Exist in Nearly Every Frame 21.09.2025

This week on The Exorcist Within, Jamie is joined by David Joshua Smith—a real-life human (definitely real) who’s worked behind the scenes on Hollywood films and TV shows, bringing a unique lens to the art and emotion of storytelling. Together, they dive into Daniel Isn’t Real (2019), a psychological horror film that blurs the line between imagination, identity, and inner demons. Is Daniel a figme...

Good Boy (2025): The Horrors of Pet Ownership and the Ghosts They Help Us Face 07.09.2025

In this episode, Jamie and Ryan delve into the unique horror film 'Good Boy,' which is told from a dog's perspective. They share their experiences at the Overlook Film Festival, discuss the director's vision, and explore the challenges of making a film centered around a dog. The conversation also touches on the mental health benefits of dog ownership, personal anecdotes about their pets, and the r...

The Changeling (1980): Navigating Grief with Ghosts and Good Friends 30.08.2025

🧠 Show Notes In this heartfelt and haunting episode, Jamie and Julie dive into the emotional undercurrents of The Changeling , exploring how horror films can illuminate grief, mental health, and the ways we show up for each other. What starts as a deep dive into ghost stories and cinematic atmosphere quickly expands—because, let’s be honest, they couldn’t resist digressing into other horror favor...

Dreamcatcher (2003) and Brainspotting: Accessing the Memory Warehouse 16.08.2025

TW: Talk of suicide and bullying, briefly Join Jamie and Ryan for a wildly fun and surprisingly heartfelt deep dive into the 2003 cult horror film Dreamcatcher . Things get a little silly, a little spooky, and a lot insightful as they unpack the movie’s tangled themes—from alien invasions and psychic powers to military intervention and the beauty of friendship. But this episode isn’t just about ci...

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