The Deposition with Objeckshun

I feel like on Election Day, the importance of talking about lifting up voices and ensuring that we do our best to hear and understand each other. But what about every other day? So many of us feel as though we are unheard, but are we also listening? And even then, are we comprehending? Let's talk about it. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

This weeks podcast is about understanding my level of importance to some people, and leveraging it against my level of importance with myself. I'm tired of being in situations where I feel like I am less than, so rather than focus negative energy there, I am going to focus positive energy into my, and prioritizing me. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

I feel it's important for us to make sure that we are not only managing the intense hurt of injury, that we also make sure that we are taking care of the lingering pain and the nagging throbbing of prolonged pain as brought on as we heal from these injuries. Short recording, and I am sorry it is late. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

I starting to feel like perhaps I don't understand what actual breadcrumbing is. But giving others scraps just to make sure they are hanging around reinforces strange and potentially negative behaviors. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

As a Hurricane threatens my home, I thought it would be smart to spend some time reflecting on the benefits of being prepared. I know a bunch of you have been experiencing disasters lately, so maybe focusing on preparedness, the lessons for future situations, and avoiding panic are some things we can chat about? Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

I don't think I am gaslighting myself by wondering if the occurences that happen to me are as bad as they seem in the moment. I think it takes some perspective to be able to look at an instance and say "did this happen because of how or who I am -or- is there more there?" I kinda wanted to sleepily rant about it, so here ya go. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

I'm jetlagged and exhausted after TwitchCon, however I wanted to record a short message about the importance of putting the same amount of energy we put into menial tasks into doing the things that we love and being the places we want to be. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

SORRY ABOUT THE AUDIO...TOO HOT WITH NO A/C Welcome to another Civic-cast with Objeckshun lol...Seriously tho, today we are discussing the toxicity behind people pleasing, versus the two way street of bringing joy to one another. I think it's possible to do things that make others happy without draining oneself. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

Today I found myself pondering why it is that I always find myself feeling defensive in certain situations. As I was lost in thought, I noticed that it feels like it's not just me. Am I missing something? Am I seeing something that isn't there? Let's talk about it, because life is too short to constantly be on guard.

I have been in some end game situations where the difference between a win and a loss was motivation from coach, and that's what I tried to do today despite some distractions. I really hope the message comes through here. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

I feel that we are currently in a season of using our presence/absence as a weapon. I feel as though we spend a ton of time trying to get people's "appreciation" via various behaviors. But if you are getting what you want for acting out, is that sincere? Is it possible to seek peace without creating turmoil for others? I wanted to explore this by asking the question "how can I w...

Sometimes my vision is so clouded by the storm, I cannot see the ones sharing their umbrellas with me. This one is for y'all. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

I had a conversation last week that made me realize a lot of the things I talk about here or on other socials posts are viewed through the lens of individual reactions in which they feel they can identify the interaction on which my feelings a based. I don't do things to challenge people or to make people feel called out, however I do have a tendency when something happens to me multiple times...

Ever since getting into streaming, I have often wondered what the difference was between a parasocial friendship and a one-sided friendship. I think I am starting to learn. I guess the hard part of the journey is the not caring part, I'll never know how people do that. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

From the National Institute of Mental Health: https://www.nimh.nih.gov/health/topics/suicide-prevention If you need help, get help. If someone asks for help, do not ignore them. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

I decided today that I was just going to ramble about safe spaces for a bit. I am losing a few of mine, which makes me very sad, but also at the same time I am motivated to create some that are self sufficient. I don't want to feel less than anymore. I want to feel like I matter, and not like I have to diminish myself to fit into someone else's "safe space". Find me here: https:/...

I believe that sometimes we hold back. And while I respect protecting one's safety and sanity, when seeking to be understood, very little is more important than context. What one is saying and what another is hearing can be very different and can alter the way we interact with one another. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

I don't really know to be honest. This whole game, this whole thing is very weird, and I don't really know how to attack it anymore. I feel like I need to do an entire perspective shift but I don't even know where to start. Feedback appreciated. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

Lately I have seen a lot of what I will refer to as people upset over missed opportunities with others. People watching others receiving treatment they wish they had received. Naturally, I have been experiencing the same, so I thought we could talk a bit about it. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

Over the past several months, I have caught myself retreating further and further into a corner that I am not comfortable with, so I'm doing the work to try and get back to where I am comfortable with trying to connect with peeps again in a healthy way. Let's talk about it. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

Today is Part 2 of the Hyperfixation deep dive. I tried to make this one a bit more personal as it relates to me, without coming across as defensive. I am genuinely hoping that what I am trying to impart is coming across. If we need a part 3, you all will be the first to know. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

This topic is SO BIG, that I am committing to a part 2 ahead of time. I have noticed lately that a lot of us are getting lost in hyperfixations on other people, which is a dangerous thing because when we fixate on things that we cannot control, we run the risk of running into massive disappointments, hurt feelings, or worse. Let's chat a little bit about it today, then we'll see what we co...

As a gamer, I have really been analyzing the ways in which developers keep making games approachable by better preparing the users who play them. I think that this is a mindset that we can apply to our lives. So often we are dumbfounded because we are not prepared for any outcome, or are only hoping for success. I think we could do a lot better if we were honest with our hopes and more intentional...

Lately I have admittedly been massively mismanaging my energy. Like I want nothing more than to succeed, and the cost never seems to great, but what about when it is? Let's discuss for a bit.

I very recently experienced being shown the certainty of knowing that I am doing something correctly, namely, streaming. And it called into question every time I was anxious about something, good or bad, the feeling of relief that washed over me once I was certain about something, so I wanted to chat a bit about it. Disclaimer: I'm still pretty tired, and my voice is definitely still recoverin...