The Deposition with Objeckshun

I've spent a lot of time as of late realizing that I have been swallowing problems that I've had for a peaceful life, and while I've been doing it, it just seems that not much is changing. So for me, it is time to observe the things that I don't like and to try to let them go. Forgive does not mean forget, but when cognitive dissonance makes you physically sick, it is time to draw...

As hard as it is, I have gotten to a place where it has become difficult to navigate the battles being fought sometimes in the online spaces that we populate. However there is massive truth in the saying 'a friend to all is a friend to none'. So what I am having to learn, in a lot of cases, is how to let go. Remember: what you say to others, you should have no trouble with being said back...

As I work on my journey to climb the mountain of healing, I am learning it is not as linear or binary as I believed it to be. I know that things take time, but so often we forget about the 'steps back' we tend to take when making our way forward. Especially into uncharted territory. The truth is, I'm really angry about a lot of things that were done that affected me, but I don't ha...

Hey gang. So a lot of this weeks episode is to illustrate how hard I am trying to ensure that the things that I say are not taken as anything other than the statements that they are. Far to often lately I am accused of being angry at people when the only things that are really upsetting to me are the questionable ideals that have become the real villains in today's world. Find me here: https:/...

I am trying a new reframing, where instead of bucking everything that goes against what I stand for, I am going to try to be better about accepting how I am percieved versus trying so hard to prove things that the ones whom matter know I am not. This was a rambly one, but it all helped me arrive at the conclusion that I did. Also I have a writing exercise that I have been working on that I will be...

TRIGGER WARNING: I WILL BE DISCUSSING SPECIFIC TYPES OF ABUSE AT A HIGH LEVEL. In what is easily probably the longest episode of this podcast I have ever recorded, I decided that today was going to be the finale of essentially a week long debate with myself (and some others subconsiously) about some long time issues that not only have I been experiencing, but that have been increasing in frequency...

As we continue the series around my difficulty connecting, I decided that I was going to offer a bit of a roadmap into the work that I am doing. I started realizing that a lot of my desire to isolate has come from the instances in which a disagreement was formed based on a percieved attack. A while ago, and in a few episodes of this podcast, I have illuded to a particular occurence that I have on...

This week, I kinda wanted to take a minute and just remind everyone that no matter who or what they are, that their experience does not make them a burden. I am also fighting allergies in this recording, and emotions lol. Hopefully it is a good listen. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

So this week, I wanted to discuss this pattern of behavior I have noticed with connections where it seems (now that I have recorded) that there is this sort of energy around seeking reasons to be mad at someone as it relates to their own personal behavior. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

A statement I heard once told me that Time creates the illusion of difficulty...but I wanted to expland on ALL the things that time can create the illusion of. Especially in the creation space where parasocialism runs rampant. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

These past few weeks have been a ride. I won't get into the deep particulars, but I will say that while I have massive concerns going on about the world, and the world around me, I am not worried. Let's talk about it. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

I cannot express the inherent value of someone whom you consider to be a beacon in your life. During such a dark time in our world, having proverbial lighthouses is such an important way to let those who are trapped in their own darkness know that there is light out there. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

Lately, a LOT of my friends and community members have been experiencing some level of separation and isolation. And normally I try to bridge gaps and bring peeps together, but it might be time to take a look at some of the good that can come from taking distance, a break, or letting something or someone go altogether. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

Then In July, I recorded something similar and said this: "Lately I have seen a lot of what I will refer to as people upset over missed opportunities with others. People watching others receiving treatment they wish they had received. Naturally, I have been experiencing the same, so I thought we could talk a bit about it." Both of these are super relevant to me today. I hope that they are good lis...

Almost a year ago, I recorded this and said the following: "The truth is, it's very difficult to feel like a lesson that someone else has had to learn, but I have found some interesting ways to to mitigate the feelings that can arise from feeling like one has been treated differently, especially when compared to newer interactions or things changing rapidly. Adjustments are hard, but doable." I st...

Today was a challenge to even get this recorded tbh. I have a lot of personal battles I am fighting, and it feels like I am losing them lately. So I figured I would get some of the bigger ones out of my heart and into the world...cannot attack what I cannot see. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

There is some darkness out there that is being well hidden, but being shinobi, my eyes have become more keen to seeing that which is hidden in plain sight. However for my community, I wanted to discuss welcoming darkness as opposed to being infiltrated by it. And the caution to be taken when dealing with it overall. REMINDER SEASON 3 WILL BE TWO WEEK INTERVALS!!! Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Ob...

I want to go into 2025 with the same sense of hope I have every new year, but with this years challenges, how? Well I was driving and took some time to discuss it, so here we are. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

Short message today. Just some well wishes from me. I hope you all have a wonderful Holiday season Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

Whether it's the victory formation or the Hurry Up offense, the Two Minute Warning usually means securing the win on one side, or hoping for a miracle on the other. With 2 weeks to New Year's Eve, I wanted to talk a little bit about the urgency versus the desire to coast to success if that makes any sense. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

This past weekend in particular was an eye opener. About the validity of emotions. About how to heal. About a lot of things. I wanted to talk a bit about it while offer some thoughts and perhaps even a little assistance about how to, or at least how I am trying to. Got a bit emotional near the middle. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

I've been doing a lot of soul searching lately, and struggling with the notion of being selfish with my time, but the reality is, my time is limited, and I don't know how much of it I am going to get, so I have to start maximizing how I spend it. Let's chat about some things. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

In this, the week of gratitude, I wanted to unpack some things I'm grateful for, and pass those feelings off to you. I hope you have a wonderful week, and let me know your thoughts.

I was once under the impression that the majority of things could be controlled, fewer could be influenced, and the least amount of things should be let go. I am learning this is the reverse...most of what can be controlled exists in our personal bubbles. But what does that mean for regaining control? And how does self respect, or respect in general tie in? Listen and let me know your thoughts. Fi...

I think that something a lot of us struggled with last week was coming to terms with various identities, and people not knowing who we are. So I wanted to reintroduce myself, and ponder the question: why are we just NOW finding out who each other is? Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun