The Deposition with Objeckshun

We've been through a lot, but I wonder, the things that we experience that affect us positively, can they ever carry the weight of the things that affect us negatively? Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

I've been shrinking, but it's been intentional. Why? Let me yap about it. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

I've been thinking a lot about how we assign blame when we have a tough experience. I used to believe that most people's negative experiences in my space were my fault. I'm learning that in many ways that's a selfish mindset. There is a personal cost to life. Sometimes our experiences are a part of that. So, I wanted to yap about it. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

This week marked the third time that someone else's wild parasocial connection with someone else caused them to come at me incorrectly, so I decided to take a different approach today and talk about the difference between addressing something with confidence versus audacity. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

So I recently realized that sometimes excitement or admonishment can have the appearance of favoritism, which directly contradicts my normal edict of fairness. I wanted to talk about celebrating the Prodigal Peeps without disrespecting the Day 1s. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

I have a hard time understanding certain things...and if we're being honest it has been a long time in the making. So let's chat about it. Really embarassing story included lol. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

This is the second half of the recording. I apologize for them getting disconnected, but basically it's me yapping about unhealthy loyalty and double standards...and hopefully how to fix it. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

So I have been experiencing some rage lately, and as usual it's tied to some weird feeling of a double standard. So I decided, as I am want to do, to chat it out. However, mid recording, I had to stop, and start a second part, so this will be a two parter. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

This was going to be last episode's topic, but I'm glad I decided to record it this week cause it seems like I can always tie it into things that I have experienced lately. Time to live, and in many cases, living doesn't always mean burning everything down. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

I have been giving a lot of thought to healthy space, and some things that I have learned about my ability to be supportive. Sometimes we are greedy with support, and we only support people in ways that we would feel supported, not how they would...so I decided to yap about it. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

The days blur together lol. I had a couple of things burrowed into my mind that I was able to work through, so I wanted to talk about it. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

Far too often lately I am noticing that we only accept the parts of one another that benefit us. We have to start accepting each other as a whole, even if that means that compatibility takes a hit, and we fall away. Better a healthy disconnect than an unhealthy trap. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

Right now, there is a lot happening that seems to be driving rage among the masses. But what if I told you that there has been rage there, for a long time, for decades even, but when people tried to express it they were called 'savages'? I wanted to offer my take on current events and what my plans are moving forward. There are levels to anger, and as someone who has been accused of being...

I heard a song over a decade ago which had lyrics that stuck with me. And they have me questioning what I valued versus what I should have been valuing. So let's chat about it, cause I keep seeing it more and more each day. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

Happy New Year and Happy New Season!! A friend and I were chatting about occupying uncomfortable spaces. At the time, I couldn't quite articulate my reply, but after giving it a few days to think, I think I know what I want to say. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

Well, here we are, Christmas and a New Year on the horizon. But what about 2025? After all that's said and done, that's come and gone, is that it? Well I'm not so sure. A whole bunch happened this year, some wonderful, some terrible, but what did we learn from all of it? Let's talk about it. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

I have often had friends tell me various things that amount to "I am too lenient with people", and as of late with a lot of what I've experienced this year, I have to ask 'why?' It would be easy for me to get back, or at the very least wish I could...but that's just not me. So let's chat about the why. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

There is this strange addiction to fighting that has kind of taken the world by storm. It seems like people are going to great lengths to engage in battle...but why? Let's chat about it while we cruise. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

A conversation with a buddy let me to making the statement "I wish people could enjoy the things they enjoy without having to degrade something else", and the ensuing conversation got me thinking about self awareness, hypocrasy, and toxicity. So I rambled a bit about it. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

This past week, right up to Sunday, has been a massive lesson in the limits of my body versus my mind. Earlier this week after over caffeinating in an attempt to have enough energy to spread myself fairly thin, I ended up crashing pretty hard for a few days, and really taking some time to think about where I am, how I'm perceived, and how I perceive those around me. Wanted to get some thoughts...

I don't think it's any secret that I've been exhausted, but looking into the exhaustion and a lot of the things that come with it I've noticed that I have been slowly tiptoeing toward exasperation. I can feel it in gameplay, see it in interactions, feel it in my work...it's everywhere...but how do I stop it? By giving myself grace and an epiphany: That I deserve better than wha...

In a world that seems to move on so rapidly from things, when people want to bury the past, what do those of us who can't do? How do we move forward? Well, it takes doing, but it is possible, however yes, sometimes it will come back and sting. Let's talk about it. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

The last few weeks have been heavy but eye opening. Give this a listen, and maybe head back and give some of my others a listen too. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

I have realized that one of my biggest shortcomings is chasing after people whom have no desire to connect with me in the way that I want to connect with them. So, I'm learning how to stop chasing. It's just that simple. Want to chat or connect with me? Now you get to initiate. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun

TW: Brief mentions of suicidal ideation and bullying I'm learning that I've let people get used to a version of me whom wouldn't speak up or speak out. I am getting to an age where it is time to change that. Find me here: https://linktr.ee/Objeckshun