SMART E MC
SMARTER THAN TRAUMA Podcast
Documenting my notes verbally until I can get back to writing/reading/use of notebooks & working every day on a recovery of distracting, unrelenting & mentally taxing nerve radiculopathy that currently is hips down. Today is September 27, 2025 and things have significantly changed since use of Grok providing detailed analysis of a tweet. The methodology will be presented in short videos. This videos validate prolonged exposure therapy through video editing. The objective is to end the darkness of SI (& HI when people hurt they hurt others) and change society by teaching self-assessment tools...
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Said it again | "significant" or "significance" & first lesson plan (LP) will be HYDROTHERAPY 27.09.2025 17:05
Send us Fan Mail What helps. What harms. Once I share, couldn't anyone just pretend? Why the boundary is created because if you're IN, you're IN & if you're not, I don't know how to get IN. IN what? That trust thing. Once it's gone, I don't think there's a way to re-establish it since in the past, just automatic acceptance. Life is too short, but now, it...
iReady to FLIP TRAUMA 26.09.2025 18:26
Send us Fan Mail ...people that use mental health as a shield knowing most of us will accept & NOT QUESTION. That's it. Let's do the opposite & question them. Don't do what they do & I like to say, "I do not reinforce the behaviors I DO NOT LIKE." Support the show
Untitled Episode 22.09.2025 1:29
Send us Fan Mail seCUREd origin since didn't have PAST TENSE VERBS or "d" sound | they're disgusting, ridiculous and cpD. That guy. Here's the ORIGIN. It's all MUSIC and why, no way, will I lose music. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YolAtBJU_Ng&list=RDYolAtBJU_Ng&index=2 1, 1, 1, 2, 2... for days. Math every day and it started with dates that became timestamp...
13m04s of NOTES (in pic) | 90% of curriculum since was aware when speaking; these words on REPLAY (not theirs) 22.09.2025 3:29
Send us Fan Mail Containing all the things they do to you & those first sentences to just write out. As you hear it. Verbatim. Also reminder to...forgot. When every day is a new day. Support the show
This contains all the best parts of ADVOCACY 22.09.2025 11:36
Send us Fan Mail I CARE ABOUT YOU! Written at 4:38 AM. Too early, but 4 AM clockwork speaking to a couple who really pulled a fast one on LOVE, but you know what, without them, I would've never gotten it. What people think about each other & the words, "let's do it differently." Support the show
MOVIES | are they getting what's going on? JUST ASK 22.09.2025 0:11
Send us Fan Mail The initial realization was 2 seasons in & then realized that guy is a ghost! Should've explained that so now we explain and ask, who's the main character? Male or Female is stuck? Old or Young? Keep it simple. Then with 40 minutes to go, "hey, how do you think it's going to end?" Will they survive? & HOW. Let's move away from WHY (neglect/ab...
COVER ART is in BLUE NOTEBOOK 22.09.2025 1:52
Send us Fan Mail I'm remembering things! While talking, thinking, "that'd be a great cover art to this since when I said it, I saw it." Found recently since practicing turning the pages and why not notebooks now that TOUCH is back. Not reverberating & so was 1, 2, 3...over & over (a waltz), but add 4. 1, 2, 3, 4. STOP. That's case study. Longitudinal or over time....
This is THE END. 19.09.2025 12:00
Send us Fan Mail The focus is on getting IT done. What is IT when IT is no longer indescribable trauma since it's easy to describe now meaning all the past memories disappear & I can sit with the adrenaline that, quite frankly, isn't there? Sharing a philosophy that I'm on the verge of losing since I'm no longer, for the first time, living with the ptsd that's driven...
Worst first? How do you know the worst? Just count. "You get dizzy." Now think, is this audio or visual? 18.09.2025 2:11
Send us Fan Mail It may seem simple, but everything is step-by-step and slooooooooower. I know I lost a lot of skills since to get back the concept to life, had to reTHINK, what do plants needs? SUN, AIR & ____. A: water Then ask, how did I lose that? I lost it from a trio of people who were ok with the neglect & thus abuse of a child with severe/profound special needs & reLIVED it un...
Today is September 17, 2025 & two people in two days have said, "you sound different" & then explained. There's that difference again. WHY difference is a good thing [if you want to assess self & keep POWERFUL data] 17.09.2025 9:37
Send us Fan Mail PTSD ended YESTERDAY (yes, it's a song, but I couldn't hear it) Luckily, my guitar was tuned by someone who is a very very very big fan and they popped up, & guess what? Their trauma drama rama is gone. Geez. The things people do to each other and let's start with the parents & the complaints & the women. I met a woman in college riding a bus in Chicago....
I've said this to SO MANY OF MY FRIENDS & I brought it up repeatedly to give them an opportunity/classroom to be DIFFERENT 03.09.2025 1:18
Send us Fan Mail "My voice over theirs" theirs being many places in Chicago like Chicago School Board, NWMH/Advocate Aurora, Parks District (CPD) & THE Police (CPD). It's a specific police station. Then, voices being my friends asking me Qs and our conversations until they totally got it pretending they didn't & WHY would anyone want to do that? Let's unlike CYCLIN...
unlocked PASTA, finally. 02.09.2025 14:20
Send us Fan Mail I mentioned my Italian Identity every time I saw "some" people because of the way they stereotyped ASIAN. The ruder they were the continuation of trying to establish a "classroom" I was. Now, define CLASSROOM. A place to make mistakes in knowing with TBI, I'll forget it, but just leave me with a non-triggered (no ptsd) & reliable (makes sense) feeling...
Untitled Episode 02.09.2025 5:01
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PART ONE 02.09.2025 11:39
Send us Fan Mail The last word was "find." That's it. All that pre-writing for one word?! It's worth it. LITERACY (intra- and interpersonal skills re: words, books, research & "quiet/downtime time) Support the show
PART TWO first (?) | a little confused, but the point is ADVOCACY 101 + remembering the organizational "notes" 02.09.2025 4:03
Send us Fan Mail Maybe this is PART TWO. Support the show
ADVOCACY 101 02.09.2025 2:42
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FULL CIRLCE | explained it verbally 1x. In-the-moment :) & that's why one day, you'll HEAR YOUR VOICE* 01.09.2025 6:03
Send us Fan Mail *it's the same. Helping others is simply what to do [if you have the capacity]. For this project, I simply do not have the capacity. Support the show
Not knowing how to COMBAT ABUSE OF POWER is mental 01.09.2025 4:23
Send us Fan Mail "The psychological decline..." VALIDATE | photograph of B&W purse will be uploaded later (keep the thought) Support the show
GET IT OUT 01.09.2025 15:36
Send us Fan Mail This is get it out, but it's also the repetition of organizational strategies that I knew would be what I would hear again because TRUST that your thoughts are not just good ones, but the very thing to guide you to what needs to be organized [& sometimes, how to do it]. & the person who will be given the 2 cards while securing the number two? That's private :) Su...
REINFORCEMENT 100% of the time. These women who had to talk to me about my body... 01.09.2025 1:43
Send us Fan Mail ...and also, reported s/a too. Support the show
seed for V or VICTORY. The origin being Vietnam. 01.09.2025 8:23
Send us Fan Mail FIRST GOAL | FLIP TRAUMA 100% of the time. So every time it pops up, just flip it. Support the show
the FINAL PROGRESS MONITORING DATE IS this one | time-stamped by Buzzsprout 30.08.2025 16:45
Send us Fan Mail "numbers" SECURED days-of-the-week SECURED time MOSTLY SECURED (timepiece ~August 2024 in Detroit*) phone calls SECURED voicemails NOT SECURED texting MOSTLY SECURED (dependent on multiple factors) money SECURED (connected to 5/3 Bank | located North & Clybourn branch, Chicago, IL, USA) scheduling SECURED & most importantly (1) ANTICIPATING & DREAD (done sinc...
This will be as easy as 1... 28.08.2025 7:01
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...2... 28.08.2025 2:17
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...3 & then... 28.08.2025 1:26
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