What the fxxk is wrong with you?!

Since Right Now

Health EN ↓ 232 episodes

Saying the quiet parts out loud: mental health, trauma, autism, work, relationships, life, and whatever's left after that. A podcast for everyone who thinks they're the only one falling apart. Hosted by Chris Aguirre, one of the Indie Darlings of Recovery Podcasting™ and a Founding Member of the OG Recovery Posse.

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What the fxxk is wrong with you?!

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Latest episode

Feb 1, 2026

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Episodes

4.26 A Grain of Salt 22.02.2018

"Check out my obsidian collection." Jeff, Matt, and Chris go through more listener mail and dole out nuggets of folksy wisdom. __________ Support by WellBeingBrewing.com Themes, as always, by @djfmdotcom

4.25 Mailbag 07.02.2018

"Of course (I'm drinking) mom! I'm drunk right now." The guys open up the mailbag, taste Wellbeing Brewing's new N.A. Dark Amber brew, and get all hot about the Trump administration and its response—or lack thereof—to the opioid crisis. ______ WellbeingBrewing.com Themes by @djfmdotcom

4.24 There Will Be Blood 31.01.2018

"We're here for fun, not for facts." Chris goes to the doctor. Then goes again. Article mentioned: It Looked Like a Familiar Case of Depression, but Could It Be Something Else? https://www.nytimes.com/2018/01/18/magazine/it-looked-like-a-familiar-case-of-depression-but-could-it-be-something-else.html ______________ Sponsored by https://WellbeingBrewing.com/ Themes by @djfmdotcom

4.23 Whatevs 25.01.2018

"Ok, so, are you feeling better?" __________ Themes: @djfmdotcom

4.22 The Future 11.01.2018

"Welcome to fucking parenthood." Kids. Amirite? _________ Themes, as always, graciously provided by @djfmdotcom

4.21 Black Dog 04.01.2018

"How's the mouthfeel on that?" Dudes talking about depression. And… http://wellbeingbrewing.com

4.20 Outside Issues 14.12.2017

"They'd have parties and people would come over and act weird." Jeff, Matt, and Chris may or may not have just wrapped Since Right Now for 2017.

4.19 12th Steppin' and the Blood of Christ 07.12.2017

”We'll give him a 12th Step he'll never forget!" Jeff, Matt, and Chris discuss the process of 12th Stepping someone (and possibly forming their own rogue, extreme 12th Step group,) we discuss the implications of partaking in communion wine when sober, and more…

4.18 N.A. Beer 16.11.2017

"You should have just hired a bartender to hang around with you." In which we sample—live, on air—the first non-alcoholic brew produced by our own Jeff's new N.A. Wellbeing Brewery microbrewery. https://WellbeingBrewing.com/ ___________ Intro & Outro Themes: @djfmdotcom

4.17 Practical Recovery 02.11.2017

"I got in a ton of fights. I never struck someone…but I got beat up a number of times." The boys consider every day practical benefits of sobriety and recovery. _____ Themes: @djfmdotcom

4.16 (Re)Introducing Jeff & Matt & Chris 26.10.2017

"Alright! I'll believe in you God! Just fix the plumbing!" Whether you're new to the pod or a longtime listener, we thought it might be a good idea to reintroduce ourselves to give you, the listener, some context for our opinions and perspectives on recovery. Use code SinceRightNow by 10.31.17 to receive 20% off your order @ Pockitudes.com _______ Themes: @djfmdotcom

4.15 Freddy Negrete / Tattoo Artist 19.10.2017

"I said, 'God, I'm not going to make any promises because every promise I've made, I've broken.'" Legendary tattoo artist Freddy Negrete is best known for his pioneering black-and-gray tattooing style, honed while he was serving time in the California Youth Authority in the 1970s. Profiled in numerous TV programs and magazine articles Freddy, a gifted and natural-born artist, was transported from...

4.14 / Nikki DuBose 12.10.2017

"I had to get it out…because I had been so silenced." Nikki DuBose a former model turned author, speaker, and mental health advocate, recently released her memoir, Washed Away: From Darkness to Light. In Washed Away, Nikki recounts her experiences navigating the dark side of the modeling industry, while battling abuse, addiction, and various mental health issues (sexual victimization, eating disor...

4.13: Jeff & Matt & Chris / Hot Takes! 05.10.2017

“I really like not drinking now." In and effort to have a "better than the worst" episode, the boys disucss medically assisted treatment, how to help a friend or family member we suspect of having a substance misuse issue, and how to to talk to our kids about addiction and their potential predisposisiton to it. Visit Pockitudes.com and use code SinceRightNow at checkout for 20% off before 10.31.17...

4.12 / Kasey Anderson / Musician 28.09.2017

“If you were good at getting away with shit you wouldn't be (in prison.)" Over seven days in 2012, Kasey lost his band, his home, and most of the friends he had. He was diagnosed as bipolar and outed as an addict-in-sober-clothing and a thief. For more on Kasey: KaseyAndersonMusic.com ______________ Themes: @djfmdotcom

4.11 In Which Neither Matt nor Chris Is Depressed. 21.09.2017

"On a scale of 7 to 10, how depressed are you?" Matt and Chris talk a lot about the podcast itself, gratitude, and the somewhat surprising lack of collective depression in the room. Use code SINCERIGHTNOW by 10.31.17 to receive 20% off your order @ https://www.pockitudes.com/ http://theweek.com/articles/712078/skeptically-tried-practicing-gratitude-completely-changed-life ________ Themes: @djfmdot...

4.10 Amy Dresner / My Fair Junkie 14.09.2017

"How sorry are you that you didn't get on this ride?!" Amy Dresner is a former professional stand-up comic, having appeared at The Comedy Store, The Laugh Factory, and The Improv. Since 2012, she has been a contributing editor for the online addiction and recovery magazine TheFix.com. She’s also freelanced for the Good Men Project, The Frisky, Refinery 20, and has been a regular contributor to Add...

4.09 Erin Shaw Street / Writer 07.09.2017

NOTE: The first 5 minutes of Erin on mic are VERY hard to hear her. Then it gets better. My fault. —Chris “This is my life and it's a fight for it.” Erin Shaw Street is a writer, editor, and content strategist based in Birmingham, Alabama. Her nearly 20-year career has taken her to just about every corner of the media, where she’s covered health and wellness, and travel and culture. Erin’s sobriet...

4.08 Chemical Solutions (& Weaponized Gratitude) 31.08.2017

"We'd be fighting right now in a gutter." We finally turn the mics on about 2 minutes in and we talk OTC solutions for addiction and little bit of gratitude.

4.07 Jeff & Matt & Chris / Anger Management 24.08.2017

"If you're looking for context to solve all your problems, you'll never solve all your problems. You are the problem." The guys talk about anger and its permutations.

4.06 Michael King / Facing Addiction 09.08.2017

“Could I kill myself without it hurting? Or go to Europe and change my identity?” Michael King is the National Director of Outreach & Engagement for Facing Addiction, a national non-profit organization whose primary mission is to unify the voices of the 45 million Americans directly impacted by addiction. In his position, Michael works with and to expand Facing Addiction's coalition of partnering...

4.05 / Jeff & Chris (& Sabine) / Fun for the Whole Family 03.08.2017

Jeff's back, Matt's out, plant medicine is discussed and stick around to the end for a very special surprise guest. __________ Themes: @djfmdotcom

4.04 Scott Pilara / Rehab Reform Advocate 27.07.2017

"Plant-based medicine is the new paradigm in treating addiction and depression." Scott began his career in the healing field, utilizing his inherent intuitive gifts as a life coach and sober companion while working at a luxury residential treatment facility in Malibu, California. From there he went on to design, and co-create a concierge detoxification program in Santa Monica, California. Later he...

4.03 Rea Bochner / Writer 20.07.2017

"I was so horribly offended—like she had accused me of pedophilia. Me?! I don't need one of those meetings!" Rea Bochner is a writer, musician, and mother. She wrote her first haiku in third grade and has been writing ever since. “The Cape House” is her debut memoir.

4.02 Jeff & Matt & Chris 13.07.2017

Nelsan Ellis, the shaming obituary for a great-grandmother, the immediate intimacy of Friends (and acquaintances) of Bill, and much, much MORE!

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