What the fxxk is wrong with you?!
Since Right Now
Saying the quiet parts out loud: mental health, trauma, autism, work, relationships, life, and whatever's left after that. A podcast for everyone who thinks they're the only one falling apart. Hosted by Chris Aguirre, one of the Indie Darlings of Recovery Podcasting™ and a Founding Member of the OG Recovery Posse.
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Feb 1, 2026
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Episodes
185: You Can Lead a Horse to Sobriety, but You Can't Make It Recover 07.11.2018 1:06:26
"You know what would have been great? If you had turned into a werewolf." The boys are back. Again. But don't call it a comeback, we've been doing it for years. ______________ If you're in STL on an upcoming Saturday night, look for us (Jeff's sure to be there) @ Pop's Blue Moon's NA Saturday / https://www.facebook.com/pg/popsbluemoon/events/ Themes / @djfmdotcom "The Boys Are Back in Town (8-bit)...
184: Snortin' Sobriety, Drinkin' Recovery 18.10.2018 59:34
"A garbage bag of booze draggin' around behind me." Your favorite recover band playing all the hits. ______________ Cannabis is legal in Cannada / https://www.nytimes.com/2018/10/17/world/canada/marijuana-pot-cannabis-legalization.html Harm reduction / https://harmreduction.org/about-us/principles-of-harm-reduction/ CBD oil / https://vitals.lifehacker.com/what-you-should-know-about-cbd-oil-1825430...
183: An Alcohol-Free Champagne Supernova Is Born 10.10.2018 58:24
How many special people change? How many lives are living strange? Where were you while we were casting pod? Jeff tries to convince Matt and Chris to go see A Star Is Born. _____________ Mentioned: All our new LIVE! listeners. We bestow the title of "Mayor of Chat Town" on Ron (https://twitter.com/_RonnieEarl) The chat room (http://mixlr.com/sincerightnow/) had a lot of thoughts on other movies fe...
182: Recovery Is a Drink Best Served Cold. (And Alcohol-Free.) 04.10.2018 1:07:04
"Then we got to the funny part where he took all the bottles of wine and locked them up in a cabinet in the basement." Listener Lynne calls in and we all soldier through another installment of Technical Difficulties. ___________________ Jeff Stevens' WellBeing Brewing Is Brewing Craft Beer Without the ABV / https://www.riverfronttimes.com/foodblog/2018/09/18/jeff-stevens-wellbeing-brewing-is-brewi...
181: Recover Like Nobody's Watching 25.09.2018 1:03:25
"I don't think I can order a Shirley Temple for you." Jeff, Matt, & Chris perform a vulgar display of recovery for your amusement. In this ep.: Ridiculous excuses for mocktails / Feast Magazine, Oct 2018, pg. 26 / https://bit.ly/2OlTFjS Stryyk non-alcoholic spirits / https://www.stryyk.com/ Recovery Remixes / http://sincerightnow.com/recovremix/ Science Says Toxic Masculinity — More Than Alcohol —...
180: Crash Test Recovery 19.09.2018 55:57
"I dunno shrink. You tell me." Chris & Matt talk about fighting with —and having make-up therapy with— their therapists. __________ • People Around the World Experienced Record Levels of Stress and Pain in 2017, Study Says / TIME / http://time.com/5393646/2017-gallup-global-emotions/ • Books by John Lipscomb @ Amazon / https://amzn.to/2xAIc5k ___________ Themes: @djfmdotcom
179: Recovery by Any Other Name 04.09.2018 1:00:50
"I had a pirate's booty treasure chest full of chips." Matt, Jeff, & Chris doing what they do. ________ Mentioned: The Recovery Science Research Collaborative's Consensus Definition of Recovery / https://bit.ly/2wN6AAh Heath Ledger / http://nymag.com/news/features/44217/ Dr. Vivek Murthy, 19th Surgeon General of the U.S. / https://www.vivekmurthy.com/ Michael Boticelli, Fmr. Director of National D...
178: A Podcast Greater Than Ourselves 29.08.2018 1:06:45
"It's just 'cause I'm a dick, man." — Long time listener, first time caller Moti keeps it real. / https://twitter.com/rebmoti Mentioned: Against the Stream Confirms Sexual Misconduct by Noah Levine / https://www.lionsroar.com/against-the-stream-confirms-sexual-misconduct-by-noah-levine-centers-to-shut-down/ Refuge Recovery / https://refugerecovery.org/ Ram Dass / https://www.ramdass.org/ WellBeing...
177: Sobriety, the Thinking Person's Drvnk As Fvck 22.08.2018 1:11:08
“I’m just gonna do this to show all these bastards.” The boys talk about the days right around their sobriety dates.
176: Rage Against the Rehab Machine 15.08.2018 57:22
"That really chokes my cord." The boys are angry! Mentioned: DJ FM http://djfm.com/ Legit Script https://www.legitscript.com/ Mary Killian's High Wire Girl Pod https://soundcloud.com/high-wire-girl-pod Last Week Tonight w/ John Oliver https://youtu.be/hWQiXv0sn9Y
175: If This Is an Emergency Hang up and Find a Different Recovery Podcast 01.08.2018 1:05:42
"There is no drummer." Jeff's back! Q's raised—or inferred—and likely not A'ed: Are we ignorant of that which we speak? Are we dismissive of others' recovery experiences? Is The Fix owned by Big Rehab? What Is (a) LifeRing? Do we look different than you expected? and MORE!
174: Right Back On 25.07.2018 57:16
"We've got our horses in a row." While Jeff's wagon train is still headin' back from out West, Matt and Chris sit around the campfire telling stilted, disjointed tales that only by chance have anything to do with anything. Mentioned: Demi, Artie, Harris, Pete & "Crashing", therapy and our therapists.
173: Trigger Warning 18.07.2018 59:04
"Right now they're talking about sarsaparilla." Matt & Chris fly a "missing man" formation and revel in the fact that—despite the current state of geopolitical affairs—neither are depressed. Chris retells "the bitters story" and there's definitely a rant about N.A. beer and its demonization by some elements of the recovery community when it can serve as harm reduction for some.
172: An Eternity in Recovery 11.07.2018 1:10:19
"Where you goin'? I'll buy your drinks." The Boys are back with the first episode of Season 5 and it wouldn't be an SRN ep without technical difficulties. In this case, you miss a bit of caller Julie recounting how she and Chris met via phone. ______ Codependent No More / Melody Beattie / http://melodybeattie.com/books/codependent-no-stop-controlling-others-start-caring/ ______ Themes by the incom...
171: What We Talk About When We Talk About Recovery 26.06.2018 1:04:34
"See you later! We're going to get jobs." Jeff, Matt, and Chris talk about sobriety and recovery. Discussed: Rejected by AA / The New Republic https://newrepublic.com/article/149398/rejected-aa Natural Recovery: Recovery From Addiction Without Treatment / MentalHelp.net https://www.mentalhelp.net/articles/natural-recovery-recovery-from-addiction-without-treatment/ _________________ Our themes are...
170 : Three Men in a Recovery Podcast 14.06.2018 1:01:08
"Caramel urine is much closer." Listener Ronnie R. calls in and we talk DXM (look it up). Liv Pennelle wrote a piece on different recovery pathways for the Fix: https://www.thefix.com/more-one-way-recover-guide-pathways We talk about Anthony and Kate, depression, substance abuse, and suicide: https://www.newyorker.com/news/daily-comment/preventable-tragedies Lazy N.A. beer rankings: http://milwauk...
169: Easier to Listen to than Most Podcasts 07.06.2018 46:16
"Gee, Wally, I think this drinking's got me licked." Jeff and Chris talk religion, AA literature, therapy, listener feedback, David Cassidy, dry counties, finally figuring out how we're going to successfully take callers, and more!
168: Tune In, Turn On, Pod Out 29.05.2018 55:54
"Stop talking to me Duran Duran!" The boys chat about the coming revolution in psychedelic psycho-pharmacology to treat mental health issues including depression and addiction. Also discussed: bad trips. My Adventures with the Trip Doctors / NYT https://www.nytimes.com/interactive/2018/05/15/magazine/health-issue-my-adventures-with-hallucinogenic-drugs-medicine.html
167: More Podcast About Sobriety and Recovery 17.05.2018 1:09:22
"I'll just drink at birthdays, funerals, and weddings." — Carl Meetings, anxiety, non-alcoholic beer, life. And a listener, Carl, calls in!
166: Growing Fonder Hearts 09.05.2018 50:30
"How did you know my name was Bro?" Absence makes the heart grow fonder'' yet, 'out of sight, out of mind'? Stop fucking with us aphorisms! Also, does anybody read the notes?
165: Can You Hear Us Now? 17.04.2018 49:45
NOTE: This episode is almost unlistenable due to echo.* If you can get past the fkciung annoying! echo you'll find Jeff and Chris pondering the very nature of existence. NOT! It's just more half-assed musing on sobriety, recovery, and mental health. *We tried to use the podcast-by-phone app Anchor while in the same room and it clearly did not work. _________ Themes? @djfmdotcom, of course!
164: Technical Difficulties 11.04.2018 27:11
“This is starting to sound like a ‘woe is me’ situation.” In which Chris rambles on for half an hour about the woes of having to produce and engineer a podcast. Also, with some sobriety, recovery, mental health stuff. ____________ Themes, as always, by the prodigiously talented @djfmdotcom
4.29 Call Waiting 22.03.2018 52:04
"Okay, if Nikki Sixx calls in I won't hang up on him." The boys wait by a phone that never rings. __________ Does Sobriety Kill Great Writing? https://www.nytimes.com/2018/03/13/magazine/does-recovery-kill-great-writing.html __________ Themes by the multi-talented @djfmdotcom
4.28 Q & AA 15.03.2018 1:06:34
"We got a Jew, a Muslim and a Christian here." "Next episode we walk into a bar." The 3 Wise Guys, attempt to A some Qs from listener Trish in NYC. Qs like (and I paraphrase): What's up with addiction and mental illness? What's up with finding a sponsor and how should it work? What's up with the Traditions? What's up with speakers droning on at meetings? AND MORE! __________ Themes (as always) by...
4.27 Clown Tears 06.03.2018 55:12
"At 50, I feel the most numb I've ever felt." Join Jeff, Matt, and Chris for another rollicking good time discussing, sobriety, recovery, and…feelings. U2, 'Bad,' a song about (heroin) addiction: https://youtu.be/l2puvI4IfG0
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