What the fxxk is wrong with you?!

Since Right Now

Health EN ↓ 232 episodes

Saying the quiet parts out loud: mental health, trauma, autism, work, relationships, life, and whatever's left after that. A podcast for everyone who thinks they're the only one falling apart. Hosted by Chris Aguirre, one of the Indie Darlings of Recovery Podcasting™ and a Founding Member of the OG Recovery Posse.

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What the fxxk is wrong with you?!

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Health

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Latest episode

Feb 1, 2026

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Episodes

211: Recovery in the Face of Adversity 07.07.2020

The Official Podcast of Recovery™ is humans. Just like you. So, give us a f*dging break.

210: Alcohol-Free Molotov Cocktails 21.06.2020

What's to be said about addiction recovery that hasn't been said 209-times before? Find out here!

209: Still a Recovery Podcast 15.06.2020

Despite going on at length about the global pandemic, the PINO in the White House and the state of race relations and policing in the US, we're still a fvcking recovery podcast.

207: It Wasn't Supposed to Be Like This. 31.05.2020

Where is your pod now?!

206: A Way to Achieve Immortality 23.05.2020

Share your knowledge. Mentioned: We Need More Recovery Custodians and Fewer Recovery Rock Stars https://recoveryreview.blog/2020/05/21/we-need-more-recovery-custodians-and-fewer-recovery-rock-stars-bill-stauffer-and-bill-white/

205: In These Uncertain Times 09.05.2020

Wired expressions of recovery: tattoos and memoirs Tired recovery grifts: gurus, coaches, alt methodologies Inspired depictions of those suffering from SUDs: Kendall Roy in Succession (HBO) and Patrick Melrose in Patrick Melrose (SHO)

204: A Very Special Episode with Kathy, Matt's Mom 03.05.2020

Remember that one episode of Since Right Now when Matt's mom was the special guest star? Well, now you will.

203: Pod Is Dead 25.04.2020

In which Camus and Nietzsche make appearances. "Good intentions may do as much harm as malevolence if they lack understanding."

202: How Soon Is Right Now? 18.04.2020

Plus ça change, plus c'est la même chose.

201: Hope Springs Eternal 11.04.2020

Jeff & Matt & Chris find some measure of contentment in this, our fourth, week of socially distanced podcasting.

200: Recovery as It Is (Not as It Should Be) 05.04.2020

"And then, poof, you were gone." Well, we're back now. The third episode of our fifth season (after a year-and-a-week-long hiatus.)

199: These Things Take Time 29.03.2020

The second episode of our 2020 Quarantine Comeback Tour.

198: Alone Together Again 21.03.2020

After a year-long hiatus, the boys return to socially isolate with you.

197: Life Is What Happens 14.03.2019

"Whatever it was, 'The Answer to Everything' wasn't memorable." We talk ayahuasca, altered states, anger, our upcoming 200th episode, and the "Best Virtual Wednesday Night Meeting"—our chat room.

196: Wednesday Night Recovery Club 06.03.2019

"We should have named this podcast 'Trigger Warning.'" Get turnt fam with this lit episode where the Recovery Squad talks NA beer, therapy, rehab, and MORE!

195: Fake Recovery 26.02.2019

"If you buy a car, make sure you can sleep in it." The Indie Darlings of Addiction Recovery Podcasting™ are back after a two-week hiatus. Jeff & Matt 12 Step a dude right in the face. Are we who suffer from substance use disorders needy little bitches? Watch Dig! the indie doc about the Dandy Warhols and the Brian Jones Town Massacre? @DJFMdotcom is a great guy and musician. MRPGA!

194: Fortune Favors the Sober 07.02.2019

"There's a little leg hair on that acid." Robbed at gunpoint, an unexpected diagnosis, being fired from a long-time job….life is what happens while you're busy being sober.

193: Coked Up 31.01.2019

"The way you make them alcoholic is…you add alcohol." In which Chris rants about Coca-Cola's new non-alcoholic adult beverage product line, Bar None, and it's lack of strength in it's convictions. ___________ What to Drink When You’re Not Drinking: Coca-Cola Testing Cocktail-Inspired Line of Nonalcoholic Beverages in Atlanta / http://bit.ly/SinceRightNow193 Bangin' Themes: @djfmdotcom

192: Recovery Podcast 16.01.2019

"It is a fire hose of insanity." Anger! Anxiety! Social Media! Therapy! Resentment! Politics! Matt's back and we're all over the fucking place. You can't stop us, you can only hope to contain us. ________ Themes: @djfmdotcom "Crooner Rat": Blek le Rat

191: Dry January 10.01.2019

"Grandma's drinking." Jeff & Chris take off the gloves and come out swinging in the one-nine. __________ Themes: @djfmdotcom

190: Bikini Bakesale 20.12.2018

"Let's eat at the Chinese place. No, I didn't relapse." The boys end the year with whatever the opposite of a bang is. _________ Themes: @djfmdotcom

189: Blinded by Recovery Science 13.12.2018

"I think butt chugging was invented after I quit drinking…which I'm thankful for." Some say "substance use disorder," some say "addiction." Let's call the whole thing off? ______________ Pop's Blue Moon NA Saturdays (STL) / https://www.facebook.com/pg/popsbluemoon/events/ Sans Bar (ATX)/ http://thesansbar.com/ “so, THIS happened yesterday!” / http://bit.ly/sheen1yr Keith Richards has revealed that...

188: Listen to Our Podcast Ye Sober, and Recover! 05.12.2018

"I'm pissed off that you guys aren't looking for alcoholics!" Our name is Since Right Now, Pod of Pods. _____________ Also Available on Apple Podcasts, Stitcher, Spotify, RadioPublic, TuneIn, Google Play Podcasts, Mixlr and more… Themes @djfmdotcom

187: We Three Kings of Recovery Are 29.11.2018

“So we could still feel like we were living on the edge we had a designated driver who was drinking all night long.” _________ Pop's Blue Moon (STL) NA Saturdays /https://www.facebook.com/events/1970088449966091/ Sans Bar (ATX) / http://thesansbar.com/ WellBeing Brewing Co. / https://wellbeingbrewing.com/ ____________ Themes: @djfmdotcom

186: Boom, Goes the Recovery! 15.11.2018

"Give me something big and ostentatious because I want to make a scene!" _________________ Patrick Holbert / Punch Line Drunk: A Sober Comedian Discusses Addiction / https://youtu.be/UuReV1-soAU John Mabry's High Sobriety Podcast / http://highsobriety.libsyn.com/ Neil Lawrence's album Reconnecting All Lines and Wires / https://neillawrence.bandcamp.com/releases Lorum Ipsum Newsletter / The Dry Iss...

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