On The Outside Looking In

Rant and rave about shingles, an excited share about finding myself, and a serious moment where I gotta share things with other people

My thoughts on Aug 9th daily reader for SESH and a little time for myself. A ramble on the other things I've been doing.

I talk about what's happened. feeling I am right about what I had been saying about a female addict. Talking about the state in my head and the decisions I've come to.

I talk about whats been going on, what I've been doing with myself and working on the turn around for myself. I also talk about the D word.

To the psych hospital I went! Guess who went AWOL? Resources for online support groups: https://meetings.al-anon.org/electronic-meeting-page/?formats=Discord Nar anon family literature: https://nar-anon-webstore.myshopify.com/pages/english-ebooks Nar anon family group search: https://www.nar-anon.org/find-a-meeting

I've been awol since August of 2024. A lot has happened and quite frankly it's been mentally draining. This is basically a bare bones recap of what has happened. Eventually we will get back to the th kings I need to back track to. But it's a cathartic episode for me.

This is a follow up and more in depth run on TC and why I basically fear alcoholics. With supporting info about another in my life.

It's not to say that all female addicts are this way. In my limited experience it seems to be that their morals are very askew when on drugs. I guess the same could be said about the platypus in this case.

More or less an update after an absence while dealing with life. Myself understanding that you can't change a person and can only support them through their recovery. And that you ultimately can only emotionally support them the best way you can without also being an addict.

Brief mention of the long road of recovery. Talking about Brotato, platypus's now ex best friend. Mention of dnd and knowing Neil, and military guy Dino

Talking about some of the first addicts that I knew about and met. Talk to me if you want! Ontheoutsidelookingin13@outlook.com first real major mention of my sliding scale of functionality on hard drugs.

Pagansinrecovery.org flyer as picture. This episode is about the people have come to help us recently and the people who didn't come to help us. It's about being emotional and that's OK.

Just catching a cold and talking about my feelings of isolation. Talking about in a part with my dance with an alcoholic, and my over arching fear of them and why

Talking about how Platypus was not supposed to be on Suboxone as it turns out. How both my siblings are addicts and exploring why non trauma people end up on hard drugs.

Talking opinion about how the system is broken and how I believe it could be better

First episode, giving a basic over head of what finally got me to start podcasting as it had been something I had been wanting to try to do going down my road of microphones.