Midnight Wisdom

14.06.2022 00:37 AM Tuesday I am grateful. How would I answer the same question? “Should I be afraid to miss the phase where I could write this?” “Yes.” She said, “It could happen.” What I would say: “you’ll write what you need to write. If you have to write a story it doesn’t matter what happens in the world, you will get it done. Phase or no phase. Words are eternal. Just like your name, Khalid....

Week 190 6:01 PM Sunday Feeling relieved I recorded. I read 8 of 10 Letters to a young poet. Read of George Orwell's 'Why I Write', learning is great.  I ordered a new bike, arrives while I am in Vipassana, and I am thinking a lot about getting the Supernote A5x. It seems like an incredible machine but it is expensive.. Stay healthy. Find balance without blockage. Appreciate your ups and down...

Week 189 05.06.2022 Sunday 11:46 PM All the things we think all the time. How we keep thinking them. The instances. Go through them. That was a power nap. I ordered a bike online. Best, Khalid

Week 188 19:56 29.05.2022 you think you’re grown up until you see yourself be a kid again. And you forget all the wisdom you think you know, and you need Marvin Pauli to remind you about it all over again. I felt so unaligned last night. Accept the gifts. Hold on to nothing. Be. I saw Theo and did cupping today.

Week 188 24.05.2022 11:38 Kim, Thomas, Tom, Katharina. Die Sachen die du darauf achtest. Die Methode die du darin schreibst. Die kleine Bewegungen, das Papier dass sie zittert mit ihre gekleidete Daumen. Handschuhe mit Nageln. Die Schulter shrug und die Satz. Das bewegt sich alles. Und du tanzt mit. Du tanzt mit der Energie. Das ist alles was du tun kannst.

Week 187 22.05.2022 Sunday 22:58 pm I woke up knowing it would be a beautiful day. The reality of self within itself. I did crossfit and felt so open to everything in life. I cooked beans, threw the trash, cleaned the dishwasher. I want to figure out how to do my training routine and subscription soon. I’m laying in bed and my tailbone is just gone. Invisible shoes. The stories one can write and t...

Week 186 15.05.2022 10:45 PM Sunday I also started doing free life coaching online for strangers, I think I'm good at it and I'm following my format. I want to build my expertise and skills and apply things and be more in touch with life. I also am going to soon start as a child companion for impaired children (beeinträchtigte Kinder).  I woke up at 6 for three days in a row, the dreams I had...

Week 185 08.05.2022 10:37 PM I'm grateful. Little and little I learn more and more about myself, and more and more I see what kind of person I am and can be.  I'm finding better ways to organize myself and the things I do. The things that matter to me and how I prioritize. I have a lot of energy now that I don't speak to my roommates. As crazy as they want to see that, I was just done. And no...

Week 184 New Moon 01.05.2022 Sunday 11:41 PM. I saw Mahmoud for lunch. Meditated, ate a small amount of chocolate, made a glass of fresh lemon with a little salt, I had listened to a podcast on ADHD in the train to and back, I ate three bio eggs with raisins and sunflower seeds, whole wheat bread with honey, worked out my back (around 40 pullups with negatives), laid on the acupuncture mat and rec...

Dreamt it some time this week 24.04.2022 23:11  The book of lost things Someone might be listening

24.04.2022 23:06 In Arabic Let's see how we grow right. Conflict of now and what we want to be. Housemate took oven from 1 to 6, which is weird but he has good qualities in him too The other is saying I called her a liar Fun stuff Best, Khalid

14.04.2022 19:39 PM love and peace. Intention and sleep. I’m grateful for being 25 and able to donate blood while fully fasted. There is strength in fasting, and also youth.

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11.04.2022 22:36 pm It’s too much.

10.04.2022 1:31 PM I read through Capitalism, Marxism, and Socialism. I look at their definitions and discuss how they can be beneficial or non-beneficial for their societies. I will continue doing this more often. Learning more, in general, than trap myself in loops of self reflection. All the best, Khalid 

05.04.2022 Artifacts, a trip, people and friends. The shop and all in it.

03.04.2022 15:28 PM Dreams. Standing in front of the world. Seeing it generated. You. All the best, Dreamer

03.04.2022 15:26 PM Sunday They're all they're own people, aren't they? Taking more deliberate control. Being the patience. Surrendering the fear. Seeing what comes instead.  I am. All the best, Khalid

27.03.2022 after a conversation. Be the change you are. Instead of negativity in trying to keep up with the change that you always are.

27.03.2022 12:50 am I’m putting my weight on a paper in the bathroom. Tension at home. Going sauna and holmes place.

20.03.2022 11:49 PM It's always Midnight on Midnight Wisdom. I got accepted to Vipassana, was willing to serve, I see the value in that. Working out more, heavier weights, was at the sauna at Holmes place on Friday. Saw Viktor and Felix. Thought I lost the ring. Talked and walked with Victor a lot. Housemates sleeping together. Meditation is a constant right. Essential Training.me Deena Khayyat. J...

13.03.2022 22:07 I went to an anti-vax and anti mask demonstration and it was full of love. My brother called me on Friday and talked to me about initiative in making money, I found it interesting he said that, I have my own thoughts, it’s good to reflect again though. I did cupping today. Got vitamin bundle. My meditations (just by walking through the day) have been deeper. German German German....

06.03.2022 09:00 PM Aufwachen und das Datum erinnern. Kenn deinen Tag. Ein neuer Mund. Leere Flasche. Und dann kommts weiter. Alles bewegt sich. Deutsch. Deutsch. Deutsch. Ich habe gestern 3.5.5 Filme gesehen. Aus Liebe und Herz. Viele Grüße,

28.02.2022 10:43 It's nice to dream. It's nice to note the feeling of the dream. To know that all the dream is you. Best, Khalid

28.02.2022 10:20 AM 2 days after TCM. Traditional Chinese Medicine. Healing is all. I slept very bad the two nights after and got Covid. I haven't masturbated or smoked weed in a month.  My mind isn't chasing anything. Write Stuck 1000 times and talk to me. Regards, Khalid