Manic in Miami

Saul Adamczewski is a British guitarist + singer songwriter (Fat White Family, Insecure Men, The Coward) and fellow sufferer who addresses mental illness, music, and making sense of chaos using the rawness, poignant sincerity, and sardonic humor that make him the colorful character he is today. Timestamps 00:00 backstage: testicular augmentation, big baby porn, et. al. 04:28 welcome to manic in mi...

republished PART 1 of my 3 part PSYCHOSIS SERIES. Jordan was a successful young dude in Manhattan taking risks and living the dream and somehow straddling the aspiring artist crowd and the aspiring Patrick Batemans. He shares openly about his traumatizing psychotic breaks, so severe that they mimic the psychedelic ego death sought after by aspiring Patrick Batemans in rustic luxury resorts in Lati...

This is a great episode!!! *yes...sorry, I posted this yesterday, but I couldn't move beyond the tiny glitch at the beginning. I replaced it with a reel, and everyone can deal. and cheel. Special Guest Dr. Scott Fisher , a South Florida psychiatrist specializing in psychedelic research and the support, psychotherapy, and integration elements of psychedelic healing experiences. I describe my eg...

Details of my most recent hospitalization (released yesterday). And some thoughts, delivered on the occasion of reflection, on personal accountability and responsibility. We must manage ourselves through acute self-awareness and hard-to-swallow pills in various forms. Manic episode switched into dysphoric suicidal ideation, charged by medication non-compliance and triggers. Bipolar affective/schiz...

Update on that psychotic manic bipolar life + my two spoken word to music tracks: Direct Messages too real sexual + demonic demonizing woman eyes sing Satan’s Goddess Psychedelic Retreat in Transylvania Holly Hurricane in Miami recovering from the flu ready to fly into art basel wearing some crazy ass shit. Oops I entered the wrong version of one of my things in the last one! Sorry. Choose your ow...

EMDR is changing my life and my brain. Following my first EMDR short episode and my lighthearted episode on Fearful Avoidant Attachment, here is a brief in-depth description of the process and neurobiological mechanisms at play during therapy. Topics include preparation for EMDR, specifics of a session and the brain changes happening and why it won't work for some people. I do not have Borderl...

People were asking about fearful avoidant attachment after listening to the EMDR episode. Here you go: rainy day activity 8 minutes including a ridiculous literary quote about hugging FA may "get". One little part is taken from my episode "What is The Cure? Thoughts Upon Discharge From the Psych Ward." because it applies here and that's a good episode (Spotify link below or...

Details of my first EMDR therapy session: how it works. A bit of philosophical/psychoanalytic analysis of children's fantasy movie The Neverending Story (1984) and its place in my EMDR and life lol Disorganized Attachment/Fearful Avoidant Attachment CBT thought stopping Emotional Neglect + Abuse https://manicinmiami.com https://www.instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/ The Neverending Story free f...

**Timestamps and links below** The return of the psychedelic psychiatrist, Dr. Scott Fisher. How can psychedelics alleviate the symptoms of depression and what is depression? Find Part 1 if you missed it (June 2023). It's really good! Host Holly (Hurricane) took psilocybin the day before recording. If you're in South Florida you can apply to participate in future trials (link below). Times...

There's no catch: I had sex with a bipolar disordered Miami man I met through this podcast. It's a confessional episode sharing the most humiliating psychotic act I've committed in the recent past. not including details that would identify this anonymous guy who was never 100% single lol. music used with permission: Surrealist Temple Band + Insecure Men "Suicide Note #1" It's kind of a funny story...

guys, I know the last episode traumatized some of you. Here is a hypomanic "look on the bright side of child sexual abuse and rape" little add-on lmao. bipolar disorder ftw? happy full blue moon? sincerely, a lunatic.

Two Bipolar Type 1 with Psychotic Features aka Manic Depressives: we crazy. Video episode! Video available for Spotify listeners and on the emerging Manic in Miami YouTube https://www.youtube.com/@manicinmiami Holly Hosts the Very Manic Brandon Rohe (find his YouTube channel here). He tells my favorite manic stories on this podcast to date! Yasss! Topics include psychic powers, bipolar brain power...

Manic in Miami presents Black Girl Uninterrupted. Florida Woman to Florida native. Bipolar 1 to Bipolar 2. Guest Jamila discusses her own diagnosis, her work with NAMI, mental health in the black community, intergenerational trauma and her experiences with racism and social expectations. Crushing irony: white girl interrupted Jamila in the episode (I think.) Sorry, Jam. Follow Jamila on Instagram:...

what's coming very soon [I was psychotic] and just a few inspirational passages to get you through the week! somehow all in 3 minutes https://instagram.com//hollyhearingthings/ books: a short history of decay by emil cioran black sun by julia kristeva humiliation by wayne koestenbaum lol https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5GIF67LFcFhxEnjD5QXq0U?si=ed0e68c9df724dad

5 min intro with context and note for neurotypicals topics: Going off meds, fleeing a country, a witch doctor, a safari, gross township tours, resilience, crime... trigger warning: suicide mentioned in jest. **cut out heartbreaking stories because they're not for entertainment. I accidentally recorded a Zoom catch-up with the Capetonian surfer/skateboarder I dated in Africa.  note: I did not inten...

This is a great episode!!! *yes...so sorry that you're receiving this twice. I couldn't move beyond the tiny glitch at the beginning and posted a second video. I replaced it with a reel, and everyone can deal. and cheel. Special Guest Dr. Scott Fisher , a South Florida psychiatrist specializing in psychedelic research and the support, psychotherapy, and integration elements of psychedelic...

Two bipolar mood disordered ladies who have been psychotic (which at times feels somewhat erotic). I don't know what to label anyone anymore. Am I really schizoaffective? It doesn't matter. ANYWAY. My former remote French podcast guest and I met in Paris!!! We recorded in Luxembourg Gardens on a gorgeous late Spring day! The intro is back in Miami on a dreary day with an exhausted and some...

exactly what the title says... solo mini episode addressing Dr. Nassir Ghaemi and perspectives on the DSM, the phenomenological approach to treating depression and my thoughts and subjective experience with psychedelic treatment for depression.

10 min mini episode to follow up the 13 min mini episode. The paradox of mental health awareness and mental illness. The stories of the mentally ill and empowering forms of therapy.

Bipolar Disorder, pharmaceuticals, benzos, side effects, antipsychotics...things are complicated. https://instagram.com/hollyhearingsthings/ Books: Leader, D. (2013). Strictly bipolar. Penguin Books Ltd. Whitaker, R. (2011). Anatomy of an epidemic: Magic Bullets, psychiatric drugs, and the astonishing rise of Mental Illness in America. Crown.

Manic in Miami and Maine! Borderline Personality Disorder and Bipolar Disorder with Kevin Miller, a Dad of three living on an island in Maine. I added a bit of text! Facts and opinions no one needs to know. I over edited and threw off the audio/video sync in several places. Sorry. I don’t have Premiere. This has taken all my free time, so I can’t redo it. Music by Nick County! https://open.spotify...

Manic in Miami Podcast: Wild Video Episode with two "aging hipster pieces of shit" Jonathan Price of NYC: Schizophrenic Hipster, International Spy, Ex-Sommelier, Entrepreneur, Radical Writer, Rare Book Dealer, into torture and politics. Host Holly Hurricane of Coconut Grove, Miami: Crazy Cat Lady, International Librarian of Mystery (former expatriate), Schizoaffective former Brooklynite,...

17 min One year anniversary of the podcast with an update intro and never heard recordings: Manic in Africa, psychotic voicemail, Todd Tornado, Yero on Trippy Redd and schizoaffective from an unused episode, bit of Jordan unedited and cult leader further info, meaning in life with French guest Laurène who I’m meeting in Paris next month, me record speed laugh to cry Yay lol https://www.instagram.c...

My follow-up "fun" edit: Eminem in the psych ward and 25 minutes of extended psychosis stories and "strictly psychosis" chat. Jewish Owl and Holly Hurricane, Demon Advocate, girlfriend of ghosts. Timestamps below (app only) instagram (I talk to the imaginary and the real) https://instagram.com/hollyhearingthings/ Timestamps: (00:00) Lose Yourself, Snap OUT of reality; (03:31) J...

The Wise Jewish Owl (Matthew) and Wild Tigertail (Holly Hurricane) discuss their psychosis experiences, science of trauma and psychosis, finding meaning and connection in psychosis and within community, psychoanalysis, and more. Substack link to information discussed forthcoming (update/link as episode post). TIMESTAMPS: (00:00) intro (02:29) NAMI + Mental Health community (03:44) Definition + exa...