It's All My Fault

Reputation management pops into my brain, AGAIN , early in this one. Hopefully for the last time. I also get it on with: My favorite gum Shoes that almost fit Aging gracefully Being there for someone Something I'm forgetting Another thing I can't remember Hold on a second... um... Checking that list for errors, the gum discussion was in my previous recording. I think. I know that I recently talked...

Yeah yeah yeah, I know. And I'm apologizing. I'm a donkey with these recordings whenever I reference runtimes. I agree. I wish I could say "I'll try and do better" - but let's face it, we're a long long long way away from seeing progress on this issue. In fact, this recording might be my worst example yet. There are all kinds of timing issue fails throughout this one. Mostly because I forgot I'd a...

I know both my nanas come up in this one, but primarily because when they died, I skipped their funerals. It's not very Hallmarky right from the start. I then go on to ponder whether the "wanna help people" mood currently dominating my earth.v867-5309 lifetime is really so I can interact with people having instantly unguarded moments, caught as it were, in an unexpected spot to have a real convers...

Admittedly, I'm always saying that there has to be something better you could be doing in your life, something y'know - actually engaging - rather than listening to me and my rerouted mental wanderings. But, when those wanderings happen to wander into another journeyman engaging in their own human experience... those conversations specifically - those like this one right here - I'm going to say ar...

I think this time, this exact time right here - unlike every other attempt prior to this one - this time, for this recording here, the title nails it. Fortunately, for those unfortunate enough to be here reading this, the universe has noticed my hubris and re-planned accordingly. As should you btw. iKudB.Rite Episode 18 of 53

I have taken 48 hours to try and compose myself enough to describe the profound nature of what I experienced last Saturday night. As this recording will attest, I should have taken longer. Much longer. But hey, at least I kept this stumble bumble to a mere 15 minutes. You know me, always looking out for the listener and their precious time so as not to waste it... in fact, why are you listening? R...

To say this one's been a chore to complete is barely doing it the justice it deserves. After all, how many other recordings include a 50 hour halftime break that leads to surly John chastising both the cat and the dog??!?!? Yep. Both. iKudB.Rite Episode 16 of 53

Living a purposeful life is the primary theme in this one, so it has that going for it. That said, everything from dog pudding piles to my own shortcomings to a failing pause button come up repeatedly... so maybe it's not as purposeful as I'm claiming through and through... and I did cut myself short to keep it close to an hour. That means I ramble on a bit more than I wanted to... which makes it...

This episode, let's call it a Roger Maris edition, is a lot like that record itself. His 61 homerun trots are the counterpoint to the 1990s. That insanity with Bonds, Sosa, McGwire et. al (the excitement of which I admit to being a captivated audience member) was so predictable looking back now. They couldn't help themselves... much like myself I suppose. Maris represented the measured stability o...

Whoa! Whoa! Hold on a second there... seriously. Let's make sure you know what you're getting into before you go too far here. Two chance interruptions pile their disruptions on top of the usual amount of "wate.wut...?" I bring to each of these... How's that grab you for a tempting description? Didn't feel a thing you say? If I also tell you this recording contains my first attempts to process bot...

WtF??? How did this recording even get staffed let alone funded? Does nobody, me included apparently, give a damn that I'm spent over here??!?!?!? I've showered and masturbated and somehow I'm still awake. My dog is snoring loudly as if to rub it in my face (the snoring not the masturbation). I should be out like the Jags by now. Simple truth statement forthcoming: I should be asleep. And it's som...

This one sure is an eclectic mix of equine manure. Or should I say "I presume it is?" I haven't re-listened to it or anything to deem it as such, so iKudB.Rong. However, the smart money is all landing on the "iKudB.Rite" side here - jus' sayin'. I suppose being fully aware that my head is, atm, filled with horses taking dumps across an overturned, ragged landscape. only managing to make a messy so...

Blackouts and the devolution of our more advanced technical knowledge base have the main stages... But insecurities and cannabis say hello as well. I say that as if they ever leave the room... ha! Nope. Never Point made? . iKudB.Rite Episode 10 of 53

Sensing the presence of another sent me on a chase yesterday. A bit of a wild goose chase, yes... but more of a "well let's see how this can blow up in our faces" chase that ended with a 75 minute walk home after midnight. So, just another typical day in f'n paradise. iKudB.Rite Episode 9 of 53

Okay, here's the deal: In this recording I review episodes 8-12 in season one of "It's All My Fault": Wate. Wut? In so doing, I believe I bring value that only YoY analysis helps reveal. But I'm high af so you might just skip over this redux and wait for the altered states episode later this week. Whatevz. iKudB.Rite Episode 8 of 53

Looking back AGAIN here... ... ... but oh my oh my do we all have a lot to get through this time. Seriously. Go get your root beer float flavored bottle of milk and join me by the space heater as we break down a little FU man episode from approximately 365 days ago. So yeah, this one might take a while. iKudB.Rite Episode 7 of 53

Well, lock step may be close to 1% hyperbole since this isn't a 3-legged race, I cannot be without a hint of doubt. In fact, I can only speak to the synchronicity with which my intuition and I seem to be running every race these days. So long as a race can be run without falling on all the ice that's out there. In the regard, the outlook remains cloudy. iKudB.Rite Episode 6 of 53

It takes me a while to get into form here because I'm still in post-mushroom-glow mode. But I eventually get myself on track and make some point or another that fills a gap previously left untended. Or do I??? iKudB.Rite Episode 5 of 53

A look back to e0003 happens herein . As does a bunch of stuff in batch-stitch form - most of which I have no idea what I even talked about. Note to self: This is what happens when 24hours+ does a recording take to complete. I'm also a dumbass of significant proportion in this one. I know James can handle it. The question is can you? iKudB.Rite Episode 4 of 53

I said I'd be reviewing episodes one and two from last years debut of "It's All My Fault" in the previous episode... which means here in this episode I finally square that circle... as it were. Anyhoo. Here's 30 minutes of "how's life going 365 days after my other self said some stuff" to listen to... so you got that going for you. Yeah. iKudB.Rite Episode 3 of 53

In this episode, I take a look back to my very first recording (at this time last year) and at how much I've changed, just since then. There's a bunch of other stuff in there too so looking forward and backward with me in a journey of self-assessment is a very fair synopsis of what's contained herein. Like pretty much all media at this time. January 3rd in the year of Blue Dream. iKudB.Rite Episod...

It's a whole new year here at It's All My Fault and we're celebrating by opening Season Six - iKudB.Rite - with a whimper. I only say that because it looks like I end up feeling sorry for you by the time it's all said and done. I certainly don't remember taking pity on you or thinking somehow that you're pathetic. What might it be that has me feeling sorry for you, what might it be... Oy vey. My s...

Ending the first calendar year of It's All My Fault is a little bittersweet here... So lots of tears and regrets. Amirite? Or might I be wrong about EVEN this??? iKudB.Rong Episode 53 of 53

Getting in one more recording just before the "wind it up" theme song crescendos on this year we all [sort of] agree is 2022. Well come on down 2023. You're the next misnomer on This Slice of Life! iKudB.Rong Episode 52 of 53

Cut myself off early did I at the end of this one? Perhaps. Perhaps. Perhaps that's where my missing Happy Birthday Wishes to Brisa resided? Perhaps. Per. Haps. But no more than a word or 33 of that shit got lost... ...so Happy Birthday Officially Brisa! And, really, who even cares about any of that "how am I going to finish this one malarky" because... It's that time of year when there's no more...