I Could Be Meaner

In this most recent podcast episode, we are discussing red and green flags in friendship. What to watch out for and what to be thankful for.

I finally got to see MGK in SLC on his Lost Americana tour. I didn't know post concert grief was a thing, guys! I do now and it effing sucks! Near the end of this episode I discuss how due to my own growth, I can better recognize these days when women, in general are not playing the main character in their own damn life and living in their divine power. I then take the time to remind my listeners...

...in the most genuine, loving, term of endurement way, Please , please.... PLEASE! I am begging you to understand: Self Love, is the GREATEST LOVE on earth! Love on you! Pour into you! Show up for you! Speak kindly to you! I also give some clarification on an unanswered question from Ep10. let's discuss. Be kind. 💋

I gotta give a **Trigger warning * ⚠️ for this episode. Please take care while listening. I am always going to be about and lead with TRUTH. HONESTY. & TRANSPARENCY. I also hope to serve and my expierences serve as a lesson and guide to others. Please learn from my mistakes, not emulate or repeat them. 🫶🏿🙏🏿 please listen with an open and understanding heart and mind. please be kind. ❤️🫂💋

In this pop up episode, I open with a clip of a conversation I had with Tiger regarding some new information I got surrounding my mom's death years ago. I grapple with the new information and whether this is something that can still be reopened and potentially investigated. I have felt it in my bones since I was 14, that something wasn't right in the events surrounding how we were told that my mom...

Hey loves 🌹💋 In this episode, we discuss reality tv shows, Taylor Frankie Paul from "Secret Lives of Mormon Wives" Later, then we descend deeper discussing different types of connections we have with specific individuals and how those connections serve different purposes for different reasons. Either to teach you, leave you, drain you or direct you to leave them alone and go heal yourself. Let's...

Reasoning behind changing the name of the Podcast. let's talk about non negotiables in your relationships with others. Are you giving "Main Character" energy in your own damn life? let's discuss 🎙💋

Hey yall 💋 This Queens throat Chakra is open and fully functional! The Fire Horse year has begun and what my soul and probably yours, has been waiting for. Let us rise up from the ashes of our burned shedded skin of our previous self. Step into the Queen 👸🏿 that we are ✨️ Tolerate no more bullshit. Take no more disrespect. Stand tall, and speak our truth. Shine our light ✨️ Be intentional and...

Hey yall! 💋 In episode 5, I carry on about the correlation between 2 free flowing energies like Money 💸or Love 💓. How often we believe having one or both of those things will solve all our problems and how they tend to make us feel blissfully happy in the beginning. but....... what about 5, 10, 20 years later? How we feeling now? Let's discuss, shall we?

Lets try not to have unrealistic expectations for the new year. Life gonna life yall. Ghost of best friends past? Old energy still not getting the message that i've moved on. 😕 maybe there is something still left to unpack or learn? Maybe... whatever. Listen 🎶🎧 to me 🎙 while I get ready for the day during this off topic, random topic whatever comes to my mind episode lol.

Hey yall! Happy 2026! First new podcast episode of the new year! 🙌🏿✨️ In this episode I am discussing being DONE with one sided connections of all kinds. You know the ones! Where if you aint calling or texting than the phone doesn't ring! We aren't entertaining that anymore yall! Going forward, we are only pouring into cups that are equally pouring into us. Cheers ✨️🥂 to putting ourselves FIR...

As we prepare to reign in 2026, I thought I would send a firm warning to anyone that threw me away and is now wanting to circle the block on me before the close of 2025. DONT. 🖕🏿 I ended the episode on a high note with loving affirmations for 2026. Happy new year! love yall! 💋

Hey ! hey! hey! Cedie's back! Tell a friend!🤣😂 Welcome! Season 2! Omg! here we go. In this episode, Its a bit heavy fyi, I officially close the book on some stuff briefly discussed last season regarding my former belief that I had a soul tie to someone I once called a friend. What I truly believe all that was now, was me chasing a father wound In the form of another person and I talk a bit about...

Stay tuned for season 2 yall !!!!! I am so excited for what is coming next! Be back soon! Be fucking kind 💋

"Friends can break your heart too. 💔" Tune into the season finale of ep 23 of my podcast 🎙 "Play with your d!ck, not me" In this very vulnerable episode I open up a bit about the grief I have been struggling with the last 2 years. I am opening up publicly for the first time giving more context to the spiritual tie I share with my past friend and source of my grief. I also give more depth into my...

**Trigger warning** Discussions of suicide and various forms of childhood abuse. Please take care in listening. We love you. We see you. We care. 🫂❤️ ********************************* I finally did it! I got Tiger featured on an episode. I know this had been highly requested. I am so damn proud of this amazing man for being so open and raw and standing unapologetically in his truth. He never open...

Yall! Guess what?!!!!!!!! MGK is coming to Utah June 2026!!!!!! 😄😄😄😄😊😊😃😃😃 yay!!!!! And your girl doesn't plan to miss it for the world!!!! K..... lets talk gender roles? What do we think? Are we falling into them in our household? Are we absent mindedly assigning them to our spouses? Let's not! k? But also, lets discuss! 🍵

Hey, hey hey yall! In Podcast 🎙episode #20 of "Play with your d!ck, not me" I discuss how I believe love has to start with ourselves of course and by extending it outward to our children, they then take that love and spread it every where they go. The love has got to start at home. Let's discuss.... 🎙 I also warn ⚠️about not falling for scams on social media and other random topics.

"She's difficult ." "She's hard to work with." "She's a bitch!" Sound familiar? Has any of these comments been said to you? Let's discuss, Queen. 👑

Hey yall! In ep18 We are discussing adjusting to a good man when you've had " bad ones." It can be tricky to navigate in what feels like unfamiliar territory. When you've had a bad one, you know what a good one feels like. But what do you do with a good one when all you have known is unhealed, unregulated, sometimes abusive. disrespectful, emotional immature or unavailable "bad ones"? Let's discus...

Lets talk about it. Why is it that when we are FINALLY in a safe space, or safe relationship all our trauma decides its time to finally catch up with us? What is that all about?

I have decided to take a little break for awhile from podcasting and a few other projects I have in the works. These last few years, the last 2 specifically have done a major number on my mental, emotional and newly spiritual health. I went through a LONG debilitating and painful grieving process, shed the old skin that was formerly me and under went a complete transformation from within and was d...

In ep 16 I give little details of one of the books I have been writing. Bingo at almost 40 😂. And trying to shift the stigma behind the conditioning to default to feeling sad for another human when they share with you that their relationship is taking a pause or ending. The ending of a relationship doesnt have to always be sad. It can also be a much needed gift that deserves to be celebrated.

"PLAY WITH YOUR D!CK, not me" 🎙 Ep #15 "Don't let nobody play you while you out in these streets" I felt called in this episode to reconnect and bring forward the past, the younger me that was operating from a lower vibrational state me, me that hadn't quite discovered her worth yet to drop some much learned wisdom for those navigating the dating world for the first time or again for the first tim...

In this episode I wanted to expand a little bit on my saying, "Be fucking nice!" and discuss the importance of picking up your friends when they are down without discussing it with the world. *** Sorry guys! I know I kept saying ep 13. Guys! we are on episode 14! 😵😆