Grow As We Go

Host Samantha and co-host Anthony discuss the wild world of introducing a partner to tantra and other seemingly taboo desires after making a heartfelt return from their recent broadcasting hiatus. They share funny personal stories about who really initiated their own journey into these deeper practices and how Anthony went from being completely terrified to cofacilitating workshops. Instead of giv...

Host Samantha and cohost Anthony discuss the secret cycles that govern our closest bonds and the way we often trade our needs for a false sense of peace. They analyze the dynamic between the person who does too much and the person who does too little within a household or a romance. Samantha explains how her mother sparked this deep dive into relationship patterns and why certain books are worth r...

Host Samantha and co-host Anthony discuss the art of slowing down to go deeper. They explore why the thirty second speed round might be killing the vibe and how men can reclaim control over their own bodies. Instead of focusing on the goal of a climax, they invite listeners to consider sex as a potent source of spiritual energy. They look at the ways that a purely male centered experience can crea...

Host Samantha and co host Anthony discuss the wild and wonderful intersection of sacred sexuality and ancestral healing with Houston area practitioners Josh and Steph. This episode explores how two decades of partnership can transform into a shared mission of holding medicine circles and navigating the murky waters of shadow work.  Steph opens up about her journey from a traditional Catholic upbri...

Host Samantha and cohost Anthony discuss the unexpected bridge between physical pleasure and spiritual expansion in a conversation that is definitely not for the faint of heart. You'll love how they take a topic that sounds purely scandalous and turn it into a deep exploration of how we protect our hearts from the world. Samantha opens up about her transition from the self sacrificing years o...

Host Samantha and cohost Anthony discuss the winding journey of Venecia Harris who is the visionary behind Divine Rain Collective. Venecia describes her move from the music filled streets of Memphis to the sprawling landscape of Houston right as a major hurricane hit the city. She speaks about the reality of becoming a mother at the young age of fourteen and how that pivotal moment forced her to d...

Host Samantha and cohost Anthony discuss why hitting triple digits is sometimes less about popping bottles and more about breaking open in ways we never expected. They are bringing you into a sacred space today where we explore the silence that followed a sudden hiatus and the profound tragedy that has redefined this hundredth episode. They dive into the reality of a twenty three day whirlwind tha...

This mini-series weaves together grief, somatic wisdom, and lived integration. Recorded during the months following my brother’s death, these short episodes are voice notes originally shared with my Houston Tantra Community—offered as real-time teachings from inside loss, not after it. Grief has been my greatest teacher, and these transmissions reflect what it has revealed about presence, emotiona...

This mini-series weaves together grief, somatic wisdom, and lived integration. Recorded during the months following my brother’s death, these short episodes are voice notes originally shared with my Houston Tantra Community—offered as real-time teachings from inside loss, not after it. Grief has been my greatest teacher, and these transmissions reflect what it has revealed about presence, emotiona...

This mini-series weaves together grief, somatic wisdom, and lived integration. Recorded during the months following my brother’s death, these short episodes are voice notes originally shared with my Houston Tantra Community—offered as real-time teachings from inside loss, not after it. Grief has been my greatest teacher, and these transmissions reflect what it has revealed about presence, emotiona...

This mini-series weaves together grief, somatic wisdom, and lived integration. Recorded during the months following my brother’s death, these short episodes are voice notes originally shared with my Houston Tantra Community—offered as real-time teachings from inside loss, not after it. Grief has been my greatest teacher, and these transmissions reflect what it has revealed about presence, emotiona...

This mini-series weaves together grief, somatic wisdom, and lived integration. Recorded during the months following my brother’s death, these short episodes are voice notes originally shared with my Houston Tantra Community—offered as real-time teachings from inside loss, not after it. Grief has been my greatest teacher, and these transmissions reflect what it has revealed about presence, emotiona...

This mini-series weaves together grief, somatic wisdom, and lived integration. Recorded during the months following my brother’s death, these short episodes are voice notes originally shared with my Houston Tantra Community—offered as real-time teachings from inside loss, not after it. Grief has been my greatest teacher, and these transmissions reflect what it has revealed about presence, emotiona...

This mini-series weaves together grief, somatic wisdom, and lived integration. Recorded during the months following my brother’s death, these short episodes are voice notes originally shared with my Houston Tantra Community—offered as real-time teachings from inside loss, not after it. Grief has been my greatest teacher, and these transmissions reflect what it has revealed about presence, emotiona...

Host Samantha and co-host Anthony discuss the complex journey of disentangling sexual desire from religious guilt in an episode that is sure to resonate with recovering church kids everywhere. We are tackling the ultimate trinity of being holy horny and honest while exploring why you do not have to abandon your spirituality to have a sex life that actually feels good.  You are going to want to hea...

Host Samantha and co-host Anthony discuss those moments that completely change your life. You know the ones, where you have to choose between a safe, predictable path and the scary, wide open unknown? They jump right into this theme by welcoming their first local Houston healer to the show, Tessa Owens. Tessa is a holistic health practitioner who works with ceremonial arts, community circles, medi...

Host Samantha and co-host Anthony discuss the "holy, horny, and honest" intersection of two very provocative topics: plant medicine and sexuality.  They get right into it, talking about how this is a new exploration for Anthony, who shares his background as a "goody two shoes" church boy. Samantha chimes in with her own baggage, having grown up during the DARE age, where "...

Host Samantha and co-host Anthony kick off their new series by welcoming their very first guest, Dala, a Tantra facilitator and embodiment coach.  They believe we can't really create community without hearing from the community itself and explore why hearing from different teachers matters. So, who is Dala? He actually leads a team of data scientists in the corporate world, satisfying the ana...

Host Samantha and co-host Anthony discuss the tricky nature of long term relationships and that "holy, horny, and honest wisdom" you are here for. They drop a pretty controversial hot take right at the beginning: maybe you do not actually get the spark back. They compare it to losing your childhood; you cannot go back, but you can absolutely learn how to play again. If you feel like you...

Host Samantha and co-host Anthony discuss their exciting new format of bringing local Houston healers onto the show, and they kick things off with an absolutely fascinating guest. They welcome Dr. Diane Baltimore, a physical therapist whose practice goes way beyond simple exercises. Dr. Diane shares her powerful personal story of how her entire world and career were turned upside down. They talk a...

Host Samantha and co-host Anthony discuss a side of sex that goes way beyond the physical, diving into what they call "Shamanic Sex Stories." They explore the idea that intimacy can be holy, horny, and honest all at once, serving as a powerful path to healing. Forget what you think you know about sex, because they reveal that there are different kinds, including one that can feel like a...

Host Samantha and co-host Anthony discuss this very idea with their special guest, Human Design analyst Casey Daly. Casey joins the show to talk about a system that she says literally saved her life. She shares her story of discovering Human Design during a period of immense personal and global upheaval, and how understanding her own energetic makeup completely reformed the way she sees the world...

Host Samantha and co host Anthony discuss a deeply personal and transformative chapter in Samantha’s life. It has been two years since she first shared her story, and this time she revisits it with a raw and honest perspective on what happens when the life you’ve built, the one that looks perfect on the outside, feels completely wrong on the inside.  The story takes an interesting turn as they tal...

Host Samantha and co-host Anthony discuss this and so much more as they kick off a new series featuring local Houston voices. Their first guest is the incredible Genevieve Mistress Kitty, who shares her wild and inspiring journey from hosting spicy high school parties to navigating the monotony of corporate America. She talks about the serious health crisis that became her ultimate wake up call, p...

Host Samantha and co-host Anthony discuss the hilarious and heartfelt origin story of their Houston Tantra community. In this episode, I get to share the whole story, from Anthony’s initial freakout about exploring a new side of intimacy to the powerful realization that changed everything for us. I’ll walk you through my personal journey of seeking a deeper connection that blended the spiritual wi...