Grow As We Go

Host Samantha and co host Anthony discuss how two men have ruined her... but, in a good way! Intrigued by the healing potential of yoni massage, which they have explored in previous episodes, Samantha decided to take it a step further. She shares her story of receiving this intimate bodywork not just from one person, but from two men simultaneously, including Anthony himself. Why this specific set...

Host Samantha and cohost Anthony dive into the fascinating concepts of being a kingmaker versus a kingbreaker in relationships. They explore the power of feminine energy, not in a bossy way, but in how it can uplift and inspire a partner to their highest potential. They kick things off with a crucial disclaimer, acknowledging that this conversation is for healthy relationships, not situations of a...

Host Samantha and co-host Anthony dive headfirst into the murky waters of cheating. They kick things off by acknowledging the classic definition of infidelity but quickly veer into those gray areas that can spark heated debates. Is scrolling through adult content a betrayal? What about a seemingly innocent dance or a friendly chat that feels a little too close for comfort? They even touch on how c...

Host Samantha and co-host Anthony discuss a recent lesson Anthony's been processing, playfully framed around the idea that Samantha is always right. They explore a situation where Anthony made a work-related choice, and despite Samantha having some intuitive hits and noticing subtle behavioral flags, Anthony forged ahead, convinced he knew best. They touch upon the dynamic between feminine in...

Host Samantha and co host Anthony discuss the popular, and sometimes controversial, idea of soulmates. Anthony starts by sharing his perspective, painting a picture reminiscent of fairy tales and puzzle pieces fitting perfectly together. But Samantha offers a different view, questioning if the whole Disney romance narrative sets us up for unrealistic expectations. They explore whether we might hav...

Host Samantha and co-host Anthony discuss something many might blush about: butt stuff. Forget polite introductions, they dive right into the topic, questioning societal norms and personal experiences. Ever wondered what a 12th grade Bible class has to say about anal sex? Or how a medieval mace wielding pastor factors into the conversation?  Anthony shares a hilarious and shocking first encounter,...

Host Samantha and co-host Anthony talk about a subject that is close to their heart: grief. Buckle up, because today we're diving into the kind of loss no one warns you about. It is one of my favorite things to explore, and not because I enjoy sadness, but because grieving is something most of us are not taught how to do. There is so much more to it than just mourning a death. Loss takes many...

It's Host Sam and Co-Host Anthony coming at you with a real, raw, and radical start to this spicy episode - but what else would you expect?  This past weekend was packed with experiences that pushed both of us into deeper self-awareness. We had a temple night play party , connected with our local Tantra community, and attended a White Tantra energy workshop —all of which were heart-expanding,...

Host Samantha, guest Kristen Birdwell, and co host Anthony dive into a topic that’s juicy, taboo, and full of potential for expansion—so, basically, just another day on this podcast. Today, it's sugar dating.  Our guest today is the incredible Kristen Birdwell:author, healer, Tantrika, and all-around love warrior. This conversation is going to take us on a ride. We’re talking about everything...

Host Sam and co host Anthony dive deep into a topic that’s often misunderstood yet incredibly powerful: lingam massage. But... wait, what is that even? Listen in to hear about the emotional release, energetic alignment, and a profound sense of receiving possible... In many cultures, male sexuality is framed around performance and dominance, often ignoring its potential for healing and connection....

Host Samantha takes you on a journey through the chakra system, Tantra, and Kundalini energy, breaking down these ancient concepts in a way that’s both practical and deeply transformative. If you caught her last solo episode on the throat chakra, you know things got a little spicy, and if you've been around a while, you know there's more where that came from. Heyooo!  Ever wondered if ch...

Host Samantha and co-host Anthony are diving into relationships again. They’re kind of our thing. This time, we’re tackling one of the biggest excuses we hear: “I just don’t have time for my relationship.” Sound familiar? Yeah, we’re calling BS. Nobody has time, everyone is busy... it’s about making time. And if your relationship feels like it’s slipping into autopilot, losing its spark, or becomi...

Co-host Anthony takes the mic while Samantha is away at a somatic priestess retreat. Nicknamed "Pastor Passion", today he brings that moniker to life. Many listeners have reached out based on the episode on religious deconstruction, resonating with the tension between their religious upbringing and their evolving perspectives on sexuality. This episode, titled Get Over It , explores how...

Host Samantha and co-host Anthony discuss the Art (and science) of relationships... and how staring into your partner’s eyes for five seconds can feel like a high-stakes game of emotional chicken.  There's a lot of research into the way people relate to each other. Relationship experts like John Gottman blend science with heartfelt connection... but here's the twist: it's not about...

Host Samantha dives deep into the concept of self-pleasure, the importance of somatic and bodily healing, and how intentional practices can transform your relationship with yourself. Can you have powerful revelations through the art of de-armoring, using tools like crystal wands, and embracing pleasure as a healing and spiritual journey? Of course! Throughout the episode, Samantha introduces tools...

Host Samantha and co-host Anthony discuss relationships bringing up all kinds of emotions. Why do relationships sometimes feel like walking through a fun house of distorted mirrors? One moment, you’re laughing; the next, you’re triggered. Can you uncover the surprising ways relationships reflect your inner world—and why that’s actually a good thing? Relationships aren’t just about love and connect...

Host Samantha and co-host Anthony Talk Tantra... 101.  Think Tantra is just about Kama Sutra and steamy bedroom moves? Think again. Tantra is about weaving your spirit, body, and life force energy into a tapestry of liberation and presence. Tune in to find out why Tantra isn’t just sexy—it’s sacred. Dive into the transformative world of Tantra with Sam and Anthony as they explore the foundational...

Host Sam and co-host Anthony discuss happy holidays, or maybe not so happy... A re-issue of episode 19 as it pertains to the holidays. Seasonal depression happens around the time of the holidays, and most people are too busy trying to make it happy that they either don't confront their own sadness or run into someone who is having feelings and finds it difficult to create space. There are a m...

Host Samantha and co-host Anthony ask the question: "Can I put it in your butt?" It might not be the sex-ed lesson you grew up with, but it’s exactly the kind of directness we need when talking about safer sex and consent. In this episode, we break down the myths, missteps, and missed opportunities of sex ed as we know it.  We have learned a powerful framework for creating safety, respec...

In this milestone episode, we’re diving into the art of transforming your bedroom into a sacred space for deep intimacy, connection, and soulful love. Gone are the days of seeing the body as a mere vessel for needs or sex as an obligation—this episode invites you to rediscover your body and relationships as temples of sacred energy. What We’ll Explore: The Body as a Temple : Moving from expectatio...

What happens when the beliefs you were raised with no longer align with who you’ve become? Host Sam and Co- Host Anthony delve into the complex topic of religious deconstruction and trauma with a dose of humor, heart, and maybe even a fiery chariot or two.  From the societal pressures of religion to the nuanced paths of recovery, they share personal stories and insights to help listeners navigate...

In this episode, we dive into the nuanced relationship between nudity, shame, and sexuality. I unpack the societal conditioning that has taught us to relate nakedness with sexualization & sexual availability and explore how this impacts our connection to our bodies. Together, we’ll reflect on the roots of body shame, the role of cultural and religious influences, and why reclaiming our nakedne...

 Why do we overthink? Is it trauma? Is it mustard? (Spoiler alert: It’s both.) Host Samantha and Co-host Anthony as they explore the chaos of too many choices, anxious attachments, and how to finally make decisions without spiraling.  From decision paralysis in the mustard aisle to parenting anxieties and navigating emotional conflicts, they explore why we overthink, how it’s connected to societal...

This episode is different from previous episodes, a more candid share of her childhood. Host Samantha opens up about her journey of having an alcoholic & absent father. Revisiting key childhood moments that shaped her experiences with abandonment, consistency, and trust-- and where she's at today in those areas. From early memories of separation and the heartache of reaching out to reconn...

Deepthroating is often depicted in pornography as aggressive and the pleasure is for the man with questionable consent... But what if there was a conscious way to explore this taboo act? Samantha discusses the sacred art of deepthroating from a tantric perspective, with deep reverence, presence, and intention. How to safely explore this and how to maximize pleasure for all parties involved. Anothe...