Existential Cloud Hopping

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Hey folks. In this episode I talk about where I'm at in my journey towards employment and realizing, whether early or later on in life, that I don't want to do things that I don't enjoy, but not in the limiting sense. I need to be in a place where I feel safe to be myself and can find a consistent environment of warmth, gratitude, compassion and humor. It may take a while to find that but it's wor...

Yeah. I'm there again, lol. Might be leaving this job soon. It's sad and I like it but the management theme is just hitting hard. Take care.

Hello. I am dedicating this episode to Cheslie Kryst, an American woman who suffered from depression. I am not remembering her as an attorney nor as the winner of Miss America 2019 because she was a human being like you and I and she deserves to be seen and remembered as more than titles she held and accomplishments she had. In this episode I talk a lot about mental illness and depression. I discu...

Hey. This episode isnt quite about the concept of Manifest Destiny, but in it I look at the pitfalls of the manifestation movement and trying to will a perfect life into existence. Reality and life are very complex and challenging, and real change takes time and effort, as difficult as it is to accept in a world where we want it all and all now. I talk about my dance class experience and just how...

I've realized that I'm not starting a new chapter in my life. I'm starting a new book. I hope you enjoy this episode. I discuss topics like regret and trying to focus on a new skill and sticking to it. I've realized my generation is lost and distracted a bit but it ain't over til it's over.

No matter what job or role you are in, criticism is inevitable whether it's the injury or outie kind. I'm learning to be an actor vs a reactor to face the criticisms that come from myself and others and try not to bury my feelings. It's helping but it's still hard. Thanks.

Whether you can see them or not, they're there. And even more are coming to you. Keep fighting, digging, clawing, and accepting when need be. We are blessed. Take care.

Hey. This episode is about the inner critic and how it's something we will have to live with for the rest of our lives. In this episode I discuss my own battles with it, how some situations make it stronger, and some ways I've learned to manage it. I hope you could relate to it or find some value from it.

Acceptance is something we tend to sigh at. I've learned that accepting my lot in life now is not the same as accepting that is my lot in life. We are constantly learning, growing, striving, and challenging ourselves to get better and grow. I really enjoyed this episode and I hope you are doing fantastic.

Hey. I really enjoyed making this episode. In it I discuss the experiences one may have during the traditional 25 year old quarter life crisis and how social media has sort of carved out a conception of what it means to be a modern American individual vis a vis the illusion of nonconformity. I also talk a bit about accepting where one is regardless of where someone their age is and how that's inev...

The Loop is a conveyor belt of ideas that is more often harmful than beneficial and productive. In this episode I do my best to explain my excuse my slang "janky" thought process that is cyclical and permanent reflection. This explanation has helped me realized that talking to others is so important and finding healthy distractions for yourself is key. Take care people! Live you all.

Hey. In this episode I talk about the importance of being careful about what you out into your mind during this age of information. What we see and hear these days often gets lumped together in a vat of information on the web and may be subjective and presented in an objective way. Your mind matters! Take care.

In this episode I discuss the ways of materialistic embodiment and the often perpendicular spiritual path, and how easy it is to constantly lose track of where we are going and where we need to go. I talk about my new job experience, and the deleterious effect of our attitudes about life can often come from a place of comparison and the ancient machine of the materialistically represented American...

Short and sweet. Thanks for tuning in.

In this episode I discuss the battle of needing to be likes by others and just not caring and going through with your why in life. A lot of millennials are seen or labeled as disappointments and I think it does start to take a toll in us. Anyway, enjoy!

It's over. And I found a different job lol sorry. This one is mostly about how being someone else isn't sustainable for me and I just wanna be myself I guess.

I'm gonna get better and better as time passes. I'm not going to spend so much time with bad juju or insecure people. I wanna be better and not insecure myself.

I just need to chill for a while.

The Worst Case Scenario isn't what you are afraid of, the worst case scenario is the experience of the terror itself, which can only be broken by taking the leap itself.

Johnny arrives at the Final Boss stage of the corporate video game.

Welcome. In this episode I discuss the modern democracy by which we live in and how we vote every single day as Americans. I also talk about the pitfalls of being an intuitive empath and some solutions that may help-- solutions I am not the great at exercising myself but will be going to.

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In this episode I talk about depression. I talk about how it affects me and how we all need to make it a part of our shared vernacular and experience if we hope to battle it as best we can. I am not ashamed of my depression because that would make it worse, and you can't be ashamed of depression because that's like being ashamed of eating or sleeping or walking. Fight the good fight. If you or som...

Hey friends! Well, in this episode I talk about creativity, survival, the job market, and the exciting new world of NFTs as an art space. I hope you are enjoying your day!