Existential Cloud Hopping

Hey there. better late than never I suppose. I am 34 years old now, 35 in July this year. Just wanted to provide a brief update regarding my life and career life. tl;dr a substitute teacher now and so... yeah.

hey. haven't been recording new stuff because of platform changes/ oddities so heres another episode for ya. it's about how difficult life can be when we compare ourselves with others and tell ourselves that we're too this or how we don't have this or have too much of that. I talk about what I've learned from ACT- acceptance and commitment therapy and how I use it to navigate my thought patterns t...

No, not that kind. Hey everyone. In this episode I really try to get down to brass tacks and explore questions for both myself and others like "Do I have to be an exceptionallly successful person? Does anybody really care? Why not have just a regular, common, enjoyable life?" Part of being an INFJ who's growing older is understanding that my existence isn't an obstacle or burden to humanity and th...

Hey. I liked this episode. It's one where I speak my mind and probably upset a lot of people but I'm an INFJ, we're used to feeling we burden the human race with our existence. For the next half hour though, f*ck all that. This episode is about how technology diffuses and defuses our personal will for the sake of artificial peace in our modern post 9/11 post COVID world . 🔥 ♌ 🔥

Not much to say. Recorded this while practicing free throws at Penmar Park. It's about CBT and how I haven't figured shit out and this video I seen about why millennials are aging slowly. SEE YA Edit: the audio was TERRIBLE again so consider it an inaudible self- therapy session ASMR hybrid episode lol. Sorry

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Hey there. Not sure if this will upload properly, but this episode is about this phenomena of younger people not working or in school which in older times would be deemed as total waistoids but since we're in the 21st century it's totally acceptable, along with everything else. Anyway, this episode is about whether or not it's worth it for entire generations to purchase homes and form nuclear fami...

Hey all, Hope you're enjoying your summer. This episode is just about how come I haven't been recording more episodes lately. Truth is the platform changed and I've been scared my episodes would be deleted but we're good fam. I'll be posting more episodes this week. ✌️

Hello to all. This is not an episode meant to evoke anger or to put down this idea of generational and historical trauma. It's an episode that begs the question of what do we want and where do we go from here? I also talk about video game specific dopamine withdrawal and how much it sucks. I really hope you're having a funtastic day. Best, Johnny

Hello. This is a lengthy one, but it's more or less about what I've been thinking about lately, which is how often times we sort of just settle on what we think works for us while at the same time know that it's not working for us and how we might need change. It's a tricky topic. Also, this episode contains themes of body talk which may be sensitive for some listeners. Listener discretion is advi...

Hi. Just another brief discussion about what depression feels like, especially in regards to this idea that everyone hates me and I feel worthless and disgusting. Take care!

Hey, How are you? Hope your life is going well. In this episode I discuss my donor journey and telling my older brother about this, and questions that arose from the discussion. I also talk about our tendency to want to keep going and improving, but sometimes you need time to comply recalibrate and just rest, existentially speaking. Take care.

Hey internet users. Have you ever made eye contact with a stranger for a full minute intentionally as a part of work training? Well I have and in this episode I discuss what a profound experience it was. I also talk about the big day tomorrow - telling my 47 year old brother I was a sperm donor and I have 15 plus biological children. Yay!

Hello. This was some vain attempt at discussion the Gen Z cohort. Like, where my Gen Z'ers at? I don't see you at restaurants or malls or public libraries and I'm actually kind of worried. I actually kind of want to talk to you.

Hello to all. This episode was really important for me. It's an attempt to express how I feel about donor conception and how the industry needs to be much more regulated, especially in the U.S. and about how it can affect donor conceived people, recipient parents by extension, and donors. What I did 14 years ago made a huge impact on so many people's lives, but it took so much away from countless...

Hello all, This week I plan on telling my family that in 2010 I started my journey as a gamete donor and everything that has unfolded since then, more or less. There is some talk,as usual about American culture, particularly about how it intertwines with what we determine to translate to reproductive fitness. Enjoy, and thanks for listening!

Hi to all. This episode is way shorter than it needed to be, but it covers where I'm at and the spectrum of the American experience - you're either a lost cause who lives with their parents or a hyper independent burnout. The lesson here is that regardless of your circumstances, you are of great worth, no doubt about it.

In this pre-Target-run episode I spill the beans. I know I was against the American Dream but the lure of products and services is too much sometimes...

Hey. This was an episode out during a walk with Freddy, a dog I walk on occasion. In this episode I discuss Valentine's Day now vs when I was in 4th grade, but I also discuss marketing online and its effects on school ages children in the US.

Hey. Short little episode on how I think when I'm anxious and will more than likely expand on this as time generally progresses.

Hey there. This episode is about food and how it was used and is used as a tool for oppression by the ruling class in the Old to New World transition, and how I'm trying to educate myself about all of this health and nutrition stuff with the help of my community and the resources I've been given. Educate and advocate for yourself. Stay blessed during the time of rain and quakes, queens and kings.

Hello to all and to all, hello. In this episode I talk about weaning myself off of YouTube and how the social media giants or technocratic platforms are using our psyches as a means to fueling their special interests and projects, ranging from space colonization- sorry, exploration amongst other things. I also talk about Myspace, the old site millennials had back in 2005 to 2008. Have a beautiful...

A tragedy (in theatrical terms) is defined as a play dealing with tragic events and having an unhappy ending, especially one concerning the downfall of the main character. In this episode I attempt to delve into this idea of the American dream while incorporating my own experience as well as the writing and novel American Gods by Neile Gaiman. Is this American Dream a tragedy? I feel like although...

Hello to all. I haven't recorded in a while. Heck, I forgot I even had a podcast, but figured it was a good idea to update you all on essentially what has been a multiyear journey to start a career path, basically from the ground up. It's been going pretty well- I'm not laid out on the street, but I'm also not a baller, which is fine. In this episode I also talk about dating in the modern world, a...

Hello. Hope you are well. In this episode I talk about wanting to become a substitute teacher as a stepping stone into a career in upper elementary education. Thank you and hope you like it. And yes there's a recap of the entire podcast in this episode!