Existential Cloud Hopping

I get vulnerable and emotional in this episode, fair warning, but I have to because maybe it'll help give other people a voice, or like someone gets it. I open up about my history with social anxiety and how I manage it by feeling it and sharing it. You are not alone. You are a warrior!

Hello, I thought is recap the past few seasons if you're new, considering I've been recording episodes for a few months now. I'm getting there. Take care.

I woke up at 3:21 AM from a nightmare. In this episode I talk about it but not what it means. The days of an evil force are numbered, but the life of goodness is eternal. May peace be forever with you and within your spirit. God bless.

My name is John Castillo, and I'm a person of color. My parents weren't born here and left me no blueprint on how to succeed in the American landscape, but that will not limit me. I'm a strong, worthy, individual. Let's goooooo!

Hi gang. This episode. Ha. I'm learning that to do a job that gives you access to a good product does not always translate to having a good job. God bless.

Thanks for listening!

Hi. Happy Friday! Just wanted to keep you updated on what I want to do with my life and discuss the bank centered American dream.

Regret: throwing your past self under the bus. Move on...

Hey. It's been a while so I thought I'd keep you updated. I got a second part time job walking dogs! It's so much fun. In this episode I talk about the journey and sorting life out sometimes which is totally normal. I may never get there, but that doesn't mean I'll never get better.

I've been learning about learning which is so incredibly incredible. Take care.

Hey. I'm just checking in with you about this week, starting therapy irl again and the concept of growth and envy and how you must ultimately choose one.

People with more than you aren't evil, people with less than you are not evil. Evil people are evil. This episode I share some of my own experiences and talk about living with ideas that people with more than me are evil and the impact this has had in my own life. I posit that it is wrong to judge a rich man or woman because to judge any man or women without knowing them is not the best idea. Than...

In this episode I talk about my great resignation stuff. Enjoy!

Okay?

Boundaries, MLM, moving on.

Hi. Second upload of the day. I've had a revelation: I like being an ordinary person with extraordinary dreams, and that's okay. It's also okay that I do want a simple life.

An emotional episode I did last night but I'm fighting my shit.

Ideas

Hey folks. I may be taking a short break for the next week or two.btake care, and if you'd like to, share my podcast with a friend. Thanks.

Hi. Just wanted to check in on my journey. Still a dishwasher but I'm learning and growing still. Take care and enjoy.

Hey, this episode is about a random story about a farmhand I came up with and a book I want to write about a daughter and her relationship with her mother. It's a two part episode because I didn't get to publish the other one. Also, I'm going to turn down the dishwashing job I got an interview for. I miss being a barista! Take care. John.

Hey it's me. Just checking in and reminding you that you are loved! Take care.

Hi. I'm thankful for your and my existence today. Take care and I love you.

Hey listener, this episode is about the tendency for me (and maybe for you too) to fall by the wayside. 2012 was a prime example of that. I was lost as hell, still feel lost now but happy to be alive, fed and with a roof over my head. Sometimes the little things aren't so little. Take care!

I be hurting today yo. Here it is. Take care.