Becoming Miriam Podcast

Trail and error of medications SUCKS. Here's how I've been doing with mine. Spoiler alert, not good. lol and stay tuned till the end for an immediate update and vent session. 

October is really flying by and I know I committed to working on some new goals and habits from now until the end of the year.. Well, here's an update on some of those. Not a good one tho... LOL 

I love Hamilton so much it makes me want to cry. You would/should too, give it a shot. 

I'm not mentally accepting of having medication back in my life... But here I am. For one thing and one thing only. Trying to get the ADHD under control... 

Ok so the year is basically over... And I've reached zero of my 2021 goals.. So let me try this again. Lets talk goal setting for these last three months! 

You don't have to be rock bottom to recognize you're not doing well. Here's how I recognized it and what I'm doing to counter my depressive state. P.S. looks like I'm in love with Pete Davidson now. 

I brought Marissa and Nora on the podcast to talk about how their mental health issues impact their romantic relationships.

Trigger Warning: I discuss suicide in this episode.  To be negative, do you need to have the negative intention behind it? Or can you be positive even when discussing negative issues? 

Remember Tracy, my AnxieTwin? Well, we've been apart for basically all year. Let us explain why. Also, she moved away to Montana so now we're apart again. 

I can only speak from my perspective as the kid in this situation. I could go on forever, but my personal thoughts, if it's not working, don't stay together, even if there are kids involved. 

I sat down with my cousin Annel to discuss her story of starting a family at the age of 15. It was to my surprise to find out that she basically planned for her first child this young. The conversation takes a turn toward mental health and how she manages that now to still maintain a healthy family. 

Never thought I would be to a strong enough point where I would actually share this story with you guys. Literally, not even my bestfriend knows about this situation... It was a ROUGH time for me.. but your girl made it through!!

Just venting. I've actually been wanting to talk about my all or nothing way of thinking and this vent session touched on mostly that. 

Starting to think your girl is going to die alone… lol In all seriousness, I failed to tell my cousins I’m not looking to actually date right now so I didn’t take this all that serious. “I got a good personality and I clean up well, but don’t expect that on a regular basis.”

We're just using Angels love life to spark interesting conversations! By the way, this time he really did get dumped lol. Oops.

It’s been six months since you’ve left. I’m sorry I wasn’t there.

Welp. I said goodbye to my 2.5 year Insurance Professional career. lol 

Your girl is finally back! But turns out I forgot how to Podcast... Let me just update you on some stuff to get some practice on this podcast thing again lol

Another podcast with some of the cousins! I honestly don't even remember where the conversation went but I'm sure it's a good one. 

I started a new position at work! Sort of. But the new position has me feeling pretty overwhelmed. Am I going backwards in my mental health journey? 

Your girl has been doing a lot better at work with some new coping skills. However, there's still some things I'm not so happy about. 

Most often, people wait until they're desperate, to ask for help. 

Finally having some better days. 

We're all growing up but I mean, can we make an effort to still stay connected? lol

I recorded this 4 times!