The Book of Rubi

Rubi discusses his recap of thaw last few months, his Salem trip, his ongoing-thoughts of relationships, his current work concerns, and the growth from the library.

This chapter of Rubio discusses, relationship troubles, WhatsApp tag led in disarray, library motivation, and the ambitious future of jobs that may hire Rubi’s creative mind.

Rubi discusses current relationship troubles, exploring positivity, and practicing empathy even for troubled people

This episode cover Rubio Moving out, Train Fights, and the struggles of making friends in your 20’s

This episode Rubi discusses his year hiatus, living in an apartment, job hunting, moving out, and the effects of communication in difficult times with your partner.

I discuss my thoughts of being with two women, by simple mental health changes, my review of “Swarm”, little discoveries I’ve made about myself.

I discuss being comfortable with the uncomfortable, my first car drive alone, my honesty in change, my belief in gods plan for me, my teaching methods, the conversations that pushed me in a better direction.

High Talks with me and my review of Babylon, My Dats with my GF, and my blessings

I discuss how I popped my ankle playing basketball at work. Not to mention what I did to find peace among the pain, and I give a closer perspective on my religious journey through prayer and understanding myself. I also talk how I got overwhelmed by a topic my partner brought up, due to my insecurities.

I focus on my goals for the coming year, my long conversation with a youth I teach, and other things I plan on doing .

Just a quick talk about me being sick, a date night, therapy thoughts, and other stuff.

I talk about my inner rage towards my stalker, my wanting for a mental break from work, taking a hotel , the MFA in Boston, sexual thoughts and concerns, my inner workings and what I miss.

I talk about Boba teas, shitty roomates,star filled skies, work politics, and the progress made so far.

I talk about my gift buying spree, my spending habits on sex sites, my thoughts on my thanksgiving, my dream about my ex, and approaching honest convos with my girlfriend

I give my insight from the ups and downs of the week. I cover my experiences teaching, my depression, my hair cut, Black panther, and who “Rubi” is to me.

I talk about my week with seeing a friend I haven’t seen in awhile, my first time disassociating, my conflicts mentally, my new job applications, and the exciting things happening during my break.

I give insight if my current relationships/situation-ships, moments of my childhood, approaching growth with new found independence, guilt/shame, catching up with old friends, and even finding the good in situations and adapting in a healthy way.

I discuss a long day, and a day that is actually decent and well done. I saw the Obama Presidential Paintings, and experience mixed feelings about my mother attending college, due to my experience knowing her.

Today’s episode I go into how I was feeling without 3 weeks of therapy, my discussion of my needs, the meaning of abandonment and the adaptive child, meeting a real good person, feeling wanted, and what motivates my next moves

I talk about my burnout from work, personal issues, and how I go about a political difference.

In this episode I discuss my doubts as an educator, an artist, and as a person. I also talk about my confrontation of how I conduct my relationships in an honest review of myself. Not to mention talk about the beauty of sharing creativity and knowledge can create a new creative ecosystem, for the world to build and look forward to being a part of. Tune in for further details of how I take on my ne...

I give my thoughts on my art projects at the moment, what inspirations of the week were, and how new challenges of my new job will be like.

In this episode I account my departure of my old job, my time seeing Freddie Gibbs Live, Life lessons, Art Teaching, and the vibes of a fun block party environment!

I discuss how I’ve really changed my internal thinking about positivity, my job interviews, my career endeavors, and the possibilities of changing our mindsets as we grow.

I detail my past few weeks in my work life, seeing “The Batman”, seeing old things in my past with a new perspective, working with a podcast, and finally getting back on the horse when it comes to drawing and art.