Shy Beneath the Surface

What if one of the cartoons we grew up watching was actually teaching us how the world works? In this episode, Shyian revisits the childhood show Recess—but through a different lens. What once looked like a simple playground full of kids and games starts to reveal something deeper: power structures, hierarchy, favoritism, and the quiet rules that decide who gets protected and who gets punished. Th...

Postpartum is often spoken about through the lens of struggle, exhaustion, and survival — and while that experience is real and valid, it isn’t the only one. In this episode, I share my personal postpartum experience — one rooted in peace, joy, and deep support. I talk openly about the fear-based narratives surrounding postpartum, how constant “warnings” can shape expectations, and why having a tr...

Coming back to the mic looks different now — because I’m different. In this season premiere, I talk about returning to podcasting after becoming a mother, navigating the tension between giving my daughter all of me while still honoring who I am, and learning how to hold both identities without losing myself. This episode isn’t about having it all figured out — it’s about acknowledging the shift, e...

Season 2: The Soft Rebirth 🤍 I didn’t disappear — I became someone new. This season is about returning to yourself without abandoning who you’ve been… about softness, truth, growth, and letting life evolve without guilt. New stories. Deeper conversations. Season 2 of Shy Beneath the Surface starts now. ✨ Trailer out now 🎙️ Episode 1 drops 1.2.2026

Welcome to Shy Beneath the Surface! In this episode, I took yet another leap of faith and finally paid attention to all of the signs that God has opened my eyes to. Without a plan or knowing what’s coming next …. I left my job. No two weeks notice, no opportunity to talk me out of it. I just left at the end of my shift. Tune in to get an idea of what led up to this decision and all of the thoughts...

Welcome to Shy Beneath the Surface ! In this episode, I did something I’ve never done before and poured back into myself the same way that I would pour into the people around me. I wrote myself a letter. It’s not all rainbows and sunshine; sometimes you have to be honest and give yourself the same type of tough love that you’re ready and willing to dish out to the world. Tune in and listen to what...

Welcome to Shy Beneath the Surface! In this episode, I had to take a moment and be honest with myself and the role that I’ve played with how others talk to me and treat me. I’ve always said “accountability is a tough pill to swallow”. Well this time, I had to be the one getting a real strong dosage. Tune in and see what was the eye opener for me and let me know how you would have reacted and how I...

Welcome to Shy Beneath the Surface! In this episode, I had to release all expectations of how things are "supposed" to take place and reclaim my time and my joy! It's Valentine's Day and the love/appreciation is definitely in the air. Tune in and see how I had to adapt and pour back into the things that I love. Like. Comment. And share with your group chat!

Welcome to Shy Beneath the Surface! In this episode, I was able to recognize how fear attempted to hijack my life and keep me in a stagnant space. Had a surprise visitor come through and drop some gems I was not expecting, but very grateful for all that transpired. Tune in and gain some insight with me! Are you ready to stop living in fear? Let's talk and see what you gathered. Like. Comment. And...

Welcome to Shy Beneath the Surface! In this episode, I am digging deep and talking through my own experiences and struggles of a toxic hustle culture. This episode felt like therapy as I challenged myself to truly understand where did this originate from and why am I the way that I am. Ask yourself these questions too and share your experiences/insights! Head on over to YouTube (@ShyBeneathTS) if...

Welcome to Shy Beneath the Surface ! In this first episode, I am inviting you into my mind, my heart and my safe space! Get to know me, Shyian, as your host and all of the topics that we will discuss. NOTHING is off limits. Get comfortable and brace yourself for this journey, because things are about to get real. Head on over to YouTube ( @ShyBeneathTS ) if you'd like to SEE what really goes on be...

Welcome to " Shy Beneath the Surface ", where real conversations bring us closer to living our most authentic lives. In this teaser, host Shyian introduces herself and the heart of the podcast- breaking down walls, exploring taboo topics, and embracing the stories we often keep hidden. Let's dive into unfiltered discussions that help you live a life you don't have to shy beneath the surface from.