PREDATOR - THE PODCASTS // VIOLENCE VOL1 // THE MONA LISA POETRY PODCAST WITH vivian V & STEPMOTHER (private feed for DFMAUS21DD@GMAIL.COM)

NO LONGER A PREDATOR Episode 1 THE5DP TRIGGER WARNINGS (Topics in the 5D podcast that can trigger you) * Rape * Incest * Religion * Multidimension theories * Q anon * God * Guns * Snitches * Karma THE 5DP This is the 5D podcast and we talk about everything that does and does not exist in this Universe/ Reality/ Dimension. I speak my mind and I’m 100% honest and my opinions may offend but they alwa...

…..i had to stay. I cry for this reality. But i do what i’m told. this mix is a different version but its the final cut i think this is it. The 5D Podcast up next ….give me a minute i just got out of hospital there was a lot of blood. blahhh. im in a bad way. but not dead…… if i could know why that would really help. I let him go last year when i decided to just lay down and die. ….again I HAd TO...

So Kanye lives in grief of his mother dying and he is one of those ones that death leaves mangled up into something that used to resemble you, Sometimes you have a human drug to fall down upon which might make it seem alot easier but the human drug doesnt last forever the human drug actuslly can make it worse or something. …..GRIEF. I’ve lived in grief all my life and I know another griefer when I...

RAVEN + DOVE = DEATHLOVE = GRIEF = GONE FOREVER = GRIEF = THE ONLY THING WE KNOW WE IGNORE = WHAT IF I SAID “YOU ARE DEAD MEAT?” YOU WOULD LAUGH = WHAT IF I SAID “YOU WILL DIE A SLOW PAINFUL DEATH MAYBE?” He gets up, he looks good, he stands there and strokes that one note. He is a man. A man who has seen the depths of the patterns of the universe. He’s “crazy” but she will love him, less than he...

That was Andy Warhol, the Velvet Underground, Paris Hilton, the fuck wit. from that dumb band melancholic rats in pumpkins with no education just fucking blind dumb luck, chance 50/50, bullshit, yes smash him sure, and Courtney Love. More on the philosophy of Warhol AND Love when I find the right words to say to you daddy free Winona always and forever and Paris don’t spend two in her or do if you...

In the opening song before this interview, Divine performs “Born to be Cheap” and she sings her song in her signature raspy voice, shouting lyrics that really are about nothing at all, but represent a culture that like John Waters describes as “RAW BEAUTY”. All the while she dances like drunk Uncle Bernie on your wedding day in the suburbs somewhere, anywhere…..I’ll go with Dandenong in Melbourne,...

“…and I was dead” This quote had a huge impact on me. HUGE. Not because it was gothic or provocative or anything like that. Because it was sad. I loved sadness because I could relate to it, identify with it and it felt comfortable but also uplifting. I got off on sadness. It was probably why I later became a sadist, a thing I am not anymore. Well, I guess I still am but I choose not to be which se...

PREDATOR podcast Mr and Mrs Smith lived next door to us when we were kids. There was one patch of grass connecting our house with Mr Smiths house. I went outside and my brothers and sisters followed and my father, my mother was somewhere, I think she was just inside. And.....oh my god....Mr Smith....what I saw that night.....i can't......i can't even talk about it. I never talked to Mr Smith that...