Prayers and Cusswords

Today wasn’t just a drive through Baltimore and Westminster—it was a drive through my mother’s past. What started as a beautiful day turned into something deeper… a quiet realization about time, identity, and the uncomfortable space of not having life figured out yet. While reflecting on her life, I couldn’t ignore my own—feeling stuck, undervalued, and searching for meaning in a place I no longer...

I had a parenting moment that forced me to look in the mirror. This episode is about accountability—not just for our kids, but for ourselves. Because growth starts when we stop avoiding our role in the story.

There’s something deeply backwards about a world where truth disrupts the room more than violence does. With everything trending right now about men violating women and turning it into content… I had to speak. This episode is about: Medusa and the story they got wrong Owning your truth out loud Why survivors are never the ones who “ruin the vibe” This one is raw. Personal. Necessary. 🎙️ Prayers an...

Women in your mid to late 30s… Are you actually happy? Or just holding it together really well? I asked this question out loud, and the responses didn’t feel like content—they felt like truth. One woman said she wouldn’t even be mad if it was her last day here. She laughed, but I felt the weight behind it. Another said her early 30s were hell and that she’s no longer chasing happiness—just peace....

What if you’re not failing, but evolving? Ego Death Is Not Failure is a reflection on outgrowing old identities, survival patterns, and roles that no longer fit. This episode is for anyone moving through change, grief, and transformation—and learning that becoming someone new can feel a lot like losing who you used to be.

You always knew. You just wanted to be wrong. In this raw, unfiltered episode, Ashley Jaye sits in the uncomfortable space between intuition and self-sabotage—questioning whether she’s rebuilding her life or quietly unraveling everything she worked so hard to become. From career, motherhood, discipline, and identity… to the emotional cost of ignoring that inner voice we all hear but don’t always f...

It’s not just a podcast. It’s my life in real time. My grief. My mental health. My journey as a single mother. My discrimination case at work. My third furlough in six months. My faith. My frustration. My becoming. It’s me learning how to regulate my emotions… while raising a son who already has the tools I had to survive to understand. This episode is for anyone who has ever felt sacred and messy...

This episode is raw on purpose. No edits. No smoothing. No fixing myself in post-production. Just my real voice, real pauses, real emotion — exactly as it came out. In this episode, I’m closing the door on 2025 and stepping fully into 2026 with clarity, self-awareness, and honesty. I talk about metacognition — not as a buzzword, but as a lived practice. How learning to observe my thoughts instead...

It’s been a long week but I made it to Friday. Listen while I talk out my thoughts before bedtime.

In this deeply personal 10-minute episode, I open the door a little wider and invite you deeper into my world—past the first introduction and into the raw truth of how it feels to navigate healing, mental health, and visibility all at once. I talk candidly about the labels placed on me, the assumptions people make, and the constant push to defend my humanity in spaces that should uplift me. But I...

In this 7-minute, off-the-cuff intro, Ashley opens the door to her world with raw honesty, humor, and heart. It’s a warm, unfiltered ramble about who she is, what she’s survived, what she’s building, and why this podcast matters. Think of it as a voice note to the collective — a quick vibe-check, an energetic handshake, and a reminder that healing doesn’t have to be polished to be powerful. Short,...