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parked ego + loose ends 05.07.2026 3:40 ↓

i hate loose ends. a reflection on friendship, certainty, and biting my tongue.

couch pilot. motherfucker. 25.06.2026 5:21 ↓

a bagger rolls by. my mind draws conclusions. turns out, a few were about me.

what kind of kid 21.06.2026 4:14 ↓

a first jiu-jitsu tournament, a bronze medal, and a moment that had nothing to do with winning.

i don’t want him back 19.06.2026 9:23 ↓

a reflection on nostalgia, loss, and the strange ache of realizing a chapter can be over long before the feelings are.

the crux of my fuckery 17.06.2026 8:40 ↓

featuring a protein smoothie, questionable life choices, and an ongoing investigation into the crux of my fuckery.

how i accidentally bought a retaining wall 17.06.2026 8:25 ↓

featuring a rainy walk, a free trucker hat, 672 pounds of concrete, and a daybed that never stood a chance.

l$d, baby 12.06.2026 2:28 ↓

featuring: a disco ball, a funk, and absolutely no useful conclusions

howling at no moon 05.06.2026 3:26 ↓

a walk under a moonless sky, a recent wake-up call, and some thoughts about the difference between knowing better and wanting better

the holding pattern 27.05.2026 9:38 ↓

a thoughtful little frequency about holding patterns, change, and stackin’ the wins

human to human 22.05.2026 21:39 ↓

late night thoughts on being human, identity, curiosity, reinvention, motorcycles, grief, humour, getting older, surviving weird times, and trying to stay awake spiritually in a world that wants everyone numb. a thoughtful little frequency for anyone who feels slightly out of step with modern life