How I Met Jesus

Send us Fan Mail For a long time, I believed I knew exactly where my life was supposed to be. California represented opportunity, energy, and possibility. After moving to the United States from China, I spent several years there and assumed that it would eventually become my permanent home. But life took an unexpected turn and brought me to Kansas. At first, Kansas felt temporary — quieter, slower...

Send us Fan Mail For most of my life, I believed a simple formula: Work hard → prove your value. Become strong → then you will be safe. Succeed → then you will be respected. But recently, while reading Ephesians 2, I realized the gospel reveals a completely different order. Not effort first, then value. But being loved first, then identity. In this episode, I share how that realization challenged...

Send us Fan Mail When I first returned to Los Angeles, I was overwhelmed by uncertainty. The cost of living was high, my livestream business was starting from zero, and many days felt discouraging. In this episode, I share the story of that season — rebuilding a business, working long nights, facing slow growth, and learning to live with uncertainty. A simple sentence from a friend changed how I s...

Send us Fan Mail After years of questioning my worth and searching for love in the wrong places, I began to realize something important: much of my identity had been shaped by fear, expectations, and old stories about who I was supposed to be. In this episode, I share the journey of reclaiming my identity — not from success, approval, or past wounds, but from a deeper understanding of who I am in...

Send us Fan Mail Today is my birthday. In this episode, I share a deeply personal story about my relationship with my mother. For many years, I carried the belief that she had abandoned me as a child. That belief shaped how I understood love, relationships, and even how I saw myself. But through reflection, prayer, and an honest conversation with her, something began to change. I started to see my...

Send us Fan Mail In this episode, I reflect on a childhood memory that shaped my relationship with conflict and boundaries. As a child, I learned that saying no could bring punishment, and that staying quiet was often the safest way to survive. That lesson stayed with me long into adulthood, influencing how I handled relationships and my own voice. This episode explores how early experiences shape...

Send us Fan Mail Why is it so hard to say no? In this episode, I share a painful realization: for most of my life, I was more afraid of disappointing others than losing myself. Growing up, I learned to keep the peace, soften my needs, and avoid conflict at all costs. Being “easy” felt safer than being honest. But that habit followed me into adulthood, shaping my relationships, my decisions, and th...

Send us Fan Mail In this episode, I share a season of my life when I stopped trusting my own feelings. After a painful conflict in both business and relationship, I found myself suppressing anger, doubting my instincts, and questioning my own reality. On the outside, everything seemed to continue as normal — the business was running, life was moving forward. But inside, something had quietly colla...

Send us Fan Mail In this episode, I share a deeply personal story about a season when fear quietly shaped my decisions — especially in love and business. After meeting Jesus, I thought life would feel safer. I believed faith would protect me from major loss. But instead, I discovered something unexpected: fear doesn’t disappear. It changes form. I talk about the moment I almost lost both a relatio...

Send us Fan Mail In this episode, I share the moment that changed how I understand prayer. Watching a pastor pray for a homeless mother, I realized prayer isn’t about perfect words or spiritual performance. It’s about presence. It’s about honesty. It’s about love. I used to feel awkward praying — sometimes all I could say was, “God… I’m tired.” But slowly, prayer became the place where I stopped p...

Send us Fan Mail For most of my life, I didn’t just feel alone — I felt unchosen. In this episode, I share how my understanding of love began to change after encountering Jesus. Growing up in China during a complicated cultural season, I quietly formed the belief that love had to be earned — through performance, strength, and achievement. But what if love isn’t something we fight for? What if we a...

Send us Fan Mail From the outside, everything was moving forward. A new country. A growing business. A relationship that felt full of possibility. It looked like the start of a beautiful new chapter. But beneath the momentum… small cracks were forming. In this episode, I share what it felt like to be building a life that appeared strong — while slowly losing my voice inside it. How ambition can ma...

Send us Fan Mail I didn’t go to Dallas to find God. I went because I couldn’t stay in my life anymore. What began as a simple weekend escape — a ten-hour drive to visit a friend — became something I never saw coming. In this episode, I share the story of that trip: the quiet exhaustion I carried, the unexpected invitation to church, and the moment something inside me broke open. There was no thund...

Send us Fan Mail From the outside, my life looked strong. Capable. Independent. Successful. But beneath the surface, I was carrying a quiet exhaustion — the kind that sleep doesn’t fix. In this first episode, I share the story of who I was before faith found me: a woman striving, achieving, holding everything together… yet silently wondering: If I stop being strong, will anything hold me? This is...