Garden Goddess and Gouda

There was a time when I said “sorry” for everything. Before speaking. Before asking. Before taking up space. I didn’t even realize how automatic it had become until I started noticing it. In this episode, I’m talking about the quiet shift that happened in my fifties, where I began letting go of over apologizing. Not in a loud or dramatic way. Just in small, honest moments. The moment I stopped say...

Something shifts when you reach your fifties. Not just physically. Something inside you changes too. The things that once felt important don’t sit the same anymore. Your patience for drama gets thinner. And you start realizing you don’t want to carry everything the way you always have. For a while, I thought something might be wrong with me. In this episode, I talk about the moment I realized noth...

What do you do when your life doesn’t quite fit anymore but nothing is actually wrong? In this episode, I’m talking about what it really means to start over at 40, 50, or 60. Not in a dramatic explosive way. But in the quiet honest way that happens when you’ve grown and something no longer feels aligned. We talk about the fear of being “too late,” the grief that can come with outgrowing old versio...

I didn't start this podcast because I had the answers. I started it because I wanted to finally hear myself. After a lot of life, loss, and moving into the second half of my life, I needed of space for real conversations. The kind where you don't pretend, don't perform and don't say what you think you're supposed to say. In this first episode, I share what pushed me to press record, who this space...

Garden Goddess & Gouda is a podcast about slowing down, telling the truth, and finding comfort where we can, in nature, in the garden, in healing, and in real, honest conversation. This show holds space for conversations about growth, grief, midlife, and the quiet moments we don’t always talk about. It’s for anyone who is starting over, becoming themselves again, or simply craving a softer, mo...