Diary for my beloved podcast

Our fuzzy family member has passed 14.01.2025 2:01 ↓

He met you before you were born but you never had the chance to properly get to know each other.

What a beautiful clever girl you're growing into 12.01.2025 2:26 ↓

We had a lovely time at home and exploring the neighbourhood, but it's hard not to wish there were more of these days.

New year with my unwavering love 05.01.2025 3:55 ↓

A tense start to the year. Our routine continues, which unfortunately includes your mum's hostilities.

Leaving the year behind, starting the new year together 01.01.2025 4:53 ↓

A festive weekend. Very quiet but most importantly, together.

Completely heartbroken the week before Christmas 13.12.2024 4:39 ↓

This was one of the worst weekends of my life. Christmas should be about family, not ripping it apart.

It's -3 and freezing 08.12.2024 4:04 ↓

Whatever the weather or hurdle put in our way, I'll do my best to see my beautiful girl for our daddy-daughter cuddles.

Festive vibes with dry fruit and decorations 04.12.2024 1:28 ↓

The best part of the festive season is snuggling at home doing activities and the decorations. I can't wait to do this all with you someday.

First week of cold December 01.12.2024 4:27 ↓

There's a lot going on. Your family miss you. This isn't the way December should be starting.

Rail replacement for our winter day 24.11.2024 2:36 ↓

A change of plans is fine as long as we can be together. Family will be ready to join us next time.

Chatty in River Town calling me da-da 17.11.2024 2:33 ↓

It's cold but getting more festive. Sadly our time together is punctuated by your mum's hostility.

Music Street and Little Miss Club session number 1! 12.11.2024 2:05 ↓

A delightful occasion with friends. I wish for many many more.

Rainy autumn day in River Town 03.11.2024 2:34 ↓

We barely had an afternoon and it was horrible weather but our love made the most of it.

Fireworks night dreaded court documents 02.11.2024 2:19 ↓

One step closer to family court. Like a metaphor for this situation, it’s bonfire night.

Bonding time cancelled but thinking of you 27.10.2024 1:34 ↓

We were ready for a day of family but it was taken away from us.

Keeping out of the rain together 20.10.2024 3:38 ↓

Making the most out of our time together.

My application to court 19.10.2024 4:11 ↓

A lot is happening right at the moment, apart from me seeing you.

Family mediation, how many steps back? 01.10.2024 3:11 ↓

Mediation on her terms. Her alienation continues.

Marathon day feels like a metaphor for this situation 29.09.2024 4:53 ↓

It should have been an inspirational day to distract away from mediation and court.

It hurts to update this diary 23.09.2024 2:05 ↓

I'm keeping this diary for you but it can be so painful to recall our time together when I know our future is broken.

So much going on 18.09.2024 2:07 ↓

Everything feels overwhelming but the worst thing is not seeing you, again.

It's midweek and I'm thinking of you 04.09.2024 1:32 ↓

We have such a lovely time together I can't stop looking at pictures and thinking about your big walks!

A brief bank holiday Monday 30.08.2024 3:35 ↓

Me and your grandma travelled to see you even if it was only for a moment.

First birthday and apart 20.08.2024 3:08 ↓

It’s breaking my heart to miss these milestones and not even be able to see you briefly on your birthday.

First steps by my little runner! 06.08.2024 1:15 ↓

It’s a marvel seeing you grow and even though I’m missing the first times, our first times together are just as special.

Feeling the heavy heat 16.07.2024 2:21 ↓

In this heat I'm feeling hopeless but now have a plan of action.