Diary for my beloved podcast

Windy summer days and our special lunch dates 27.07.2025 5:50 ↓

What could make a more British summer than ice creams, gales and rain?

Jumping bean, a day in our neighbourhood 20.07.2025 2:31 ↓

We enjoyed our time at home and in our neighbourhood. The simple days are the most perfect ones.

Cherishing being together a year after you were taken away 13.07.2025 2:54 ↓

I can't quite get my head around what's happened in the last year, from the worst moment of my life to a calm day together. There's still so much to fix.

Time at home but cut away 06.07.2025 2:43 ↓

We had a lovely day relaxing at home and creating art but it feels like the time is over at the blink of an eye.

Quiet day, a routine I don't want 29.06.2025 2:18 ↓

I have so much hope for our future. One day, we'll be making carefree summer memories together.

Making toddler memories in the sunshine 22.06.2025 3:15 ↓

I was so glad to see you feeling better. We had a wonderful time enjoying the sunny day together, even if it ended too quickly.

Father’s Day turning stormy 15.06.2025 3:31 ↓

A picnic dream turned into a storm. It wasn't what I planned, but every moment with you is worth it.

When our summer’s day is cancelled and melts away 08.06.2025 3:18 ↓

Having our time together is tough, but I'm holding onto the promise of our future sunny days.

Making memories, daddy-daughter lunch and time together 01.06.2025 2:36 ↓

Rail strikes can't stop me from seeing you. Every 'daddy' and snuggle makes the journey worth it. Despite the challenges, our time together is everything.

Cherished time together after family court 25.05.2025 2:40 ↓

After the painful court day, I'm finding it hard to be optimistic about the future. Every moment we have together is precious.

Back in family court fighting for you 23.05.2025 2:38 ↓

It's heartbreaking to face so many obstacles with your mum to simply be a dad for you.

The torment of looming family court 21.05.2025 2:05 ↓

It's a week of hell. I'm tortured just because I want to be a part of your life.

Our day together thwarted and stress of upcoming family court 17.05.2025 2:53 ↓

The most painful thing is to lose a day with you. It's a really hard time at the moment.

Sunshine is here and the joy of time together 11.05.2025 2:25 ↓

I try to make the most of our little time together with the court hearing looming.

Stress between Cafcass interviews 18.04.2025 2:00 ↓

Heartbroken, beaten and facing even more vitriol but my love for your will never falter.

Browsing vintage markets and breweries in the welcome warmth 13.04.2025 2:17 ↓

A lovely warm day together enjoying the neighbourhood and getting creative at home.

Getting comfy this weekend at home after a month apart 30.03.2025 3:11 ↓

Having you both Saturday and Sunday feels very special but it shouldn't be a privilege to spend time together on a weekend.

Hostilities on Mother’s Day 13.03.2025 3:22 ↓

Should I be shocked by your mum’s hostilities any more?

Another freezing day in River Town warmed with our love 02.03.2025 3:05 ↓

We tried our best to make the most of a cold day. If only things were different so we could have a great time rather than struggle through.

Back together and pizza party with Cleo! 23.02.2025 2:03 ↓

It's been a long time since I last saw you. A mini pizza party was the best way to spend the day together.

Family court day was like a nightmare 29.01.2025 3:56 ↓

I feel completely drained and this is only the first step.

It's the day before our family court hearing 28.01.2025 1:31 ↓

As I get ready for one of the most important days of my life at family court, everything seems stacked against me.

More cancelled time together just before the family court date 26.01.2025 1:15 ↓

I dreaded to be right about your mum cancelling our time.

Your mum’s false allegations to family court 21.01.2025 2:08 ↓

Your mum is trying to destroy us. The horror of what could happen is shaking me throughout.

My baby girl is growing up, I'm a proud father 19.01.2025 2:04 ↓

We conquered the cold and ate from the kid's menu for the first time! My girl is getting big.