Deep with Jay

In the season one finale of 'Deep,' host Jay aka Furry Pup reflects on the podcast journey so far, recapping key moments, guests, and episodes. Jay discusses the evolution of the show, personal growth, and memorable topics such as relationships, mental health, body image, and more. Featuring heartfelt gratitude for listeners, the episode underscores the podcast's mission of diving i...

Hold onto your wigs and prepare for an unfiltered, jaw-dropping ride, because this week on Deep , Jay gets into the nitty-gritty of hookups with the one and only Sherry Vine! Sherry, legendary drag queen (and self-proclaimed “wh&re”), joins Jay for a no-holds-barred chat where they explore the wild world of hookups—think straight-identifying men who are into drag queens, fetishes you didn’t kn...

In this episode Jay gets super personal with listeners—no interviews, no filters, just Jay catching up. From attending the Portola Music Festival in San Francisco while navigating a more sober lifestyle to an unexpected introspective experience on mushrooms, it’s an episode packed with real talk. It is Jay at his most authentic. Plus, Jay answers listener questions in a candid Q&A segment—incl...

In this second part of Jay’s conversation with Eddie Carrington, he leads an inspiring and heartfelt talk where, together, they explore the profound topics of self-worth, self-motivation, and the journey to inner happiness. They both open up about their personal experiences, sharing powerful anecdotes and practical wisdom that encourage listeners to embrace their individuality and cultivate resili...

In this week’s episode of Deep , Jay sits down with the multi-hyphenate Eddie Carrington—national aerobics champion, Equinox fitness instructor, model, and coach—to explore how gay men approach exercise, fitness, and body image. Together, they unpack the often skewed perceptions we have of our own bodies in pursuit of the unattainable. Jay and Eddie dive deep into issues like how we see ourselves,...

In this deeply personal and moving episode of 'Deep,' host Jay shares his candid and heartfelt coming out story. From his challenging childhood in a small town in Georgia, dealing with parents struggling with addiction, to his experiences with bullying and self-discovery, Jay opens up about his journey to understanding his sexuality. Amidst struggles and family issues, he recounts findin...

In this episode of Deep , host Jay sits down with long-time friend and special guest Aaron Hall for a heartfelt conversation about their decade-long friendship, past relationship, and the critical topic of mental health. Together, they open up about their personal struggles, offering an honest look at the challenges they’ve faced and the importance of seeking professional help. Jay and Aaron refle...

In this episode of DEEP , Jay takes listeners on a journey through an open and honest "Ask Me Anything" session. He shares personal insights, tackling questions about his biggest fears, future aspirations, fitness strategies, and even some lighthearted and intimate secrets. Packed with humor, heartfelt advice, and genuine moments, this episode is a must-listen for fans of real, unfiltere...

In this episode of Deep, host Jay sits down with Brian Kent, a celebrated DJ, music producer, and former nightclub owner, for a raw and revealing conversation about the darker side of gay nightlife. They reflect on their decade-long friendship while diving into Kent's journey from sneaking into clubs as a teenager to becoming a central figure in San Francisco's nightlife scene. Kent open...

In this very personal episode of Deep, I reflect on my recent struggles with grief, recounting the significant losses of close family members over the past decade. I also discuss how grief has impacted his routine and mental health, and the importance of therapy and processing emotions.  But most importantly, I dive deep into the complexities of gay relationships, sharing my experiences with monog...

In this episode of DEEP , host Jay dives headfirst into the complexities of masculinity and the power of embracing one’s true self beyond societal gender norms. He shares personal stories about growing up in the South, exploring his masculine and feminine sides, and how life-changing moments in theater helped shape his identity. ✨ What’s in this episode? Personal insights from Jay on navigating m...

In this super sexy and wild episode of DEEP, Jay heats things up with legendary LA party host Rob Aquino for a sizzling deep dive into the world of cruising. From mastering the subtle art of public flirting to embracing the thrill of hooking up, this episode is packed with juicy insights. Rob and Jay also tackle how to gracefully handle awkward moments, celebrate the importance of casual sex, and...

Welcome to the very first episode of the DEEP podcast, where host Jay sets the stage for what’s to come—an exciting exploration of gay men’s lifestyle, covering everything from fitness and relationships to mental health and sex. Jay gets personal, sharing his journey, what inspired him to launch DEEP , and why authenticity and vulnerability are at the heart of every episode. Listeners can look for...