Broke Spoiled Hot

Bayram steht vor der Tür ... Zeit für neue Klamotten, erzwungene Höflichkeit und dieses ganz besondere Gefühl von „Warum mache ich das eigentlich jedes Jahr mit?“ In dieser Folge geht’s um den alljährlichen Spagat zwischen Tradition und innerem Augenrollen. Zwischen aufgetackeltem auftreten und mental schon nach dem Ausgang suchen. Zwischen Umarmungen mit Menschen, die man eigentlich nur einmal im...

In this episode, I talk about the very productive habit of doomscrolling. also known as avoiding your responsibilities while convincing yourself you’re “doing research.”

One day, you'll realize the amount of potential you had and how it was all wasted away because you chose comfort over effort. And the worst part is, there will be no one to blame but yourself. That regret will haunt you forever. Now imagine knowing all this and still not being able to move or pursue your dream. But idk I have this crazy faith that everything is gonna work out for me 🫶🏼

Ne yazacağımı bilmiyorum… Hayırlı iftarlar.

Würde diesen Mann im Flohmarkt gegen alte Gameboy Spiele tauschen. Am besten gleich Spiele mit Pferden ....

küfür etmek insanlara verilen özgür bir haktır. Küfürü ayıp ve yasak belleyen bir insan, insan haklarına karşı koşan bir varlıktır. Kova burcu olmak bir onurdur, bir gururdur, bir şereftir (bu ara en çok dinlediğim şarkı: Mert Demir - Senden nefret ediyorum)

Maladaptive Daydreaming  heißt auf Deutsch ungefähr  „krankhaftes Tagträumen“  oder  „problematisches Tagträumen“ . Hier einfach erklärt: Maladaptive Daydreaming bedeutet, dass jemand  so stark und oft in Fantasiewelten abtaucht , dass es den  Alltag, die Konzentration oder das echte Leben  stört. Man träumt nicht nur kurz oder kreativ – sondern  stundenlang , oft mit  komplexen Geschichten, Chara...

i hate being alone .... but also not ....

sen benim oğlumdun ..... SEN BENİM OĞLUMDUN

DID I LIE???? DID I LIE?????????

Hot take, hotter host. That’s it. That’s the description.

Ich verteile wieder meine „Nazi“-Awards an all die Menschen die mir auf die Nerven gehen – inklusive meinen Papi der mal wieder Drama-Level PKK erreicht hat. Dazu gibt’s noch ein paar Anekdoten über meine Qzis. Der nächste Gossip über Papi wird aber 100 % auf Englisch sein, damit ich meine Aggressionen in voller Blüte ausleben kann wie sie im Buche stehen.

let's be honest we all love being sad over a certain thing! The pain reminds us that we finally have a seat on the table in the future. It reminds us that at some point in our life, we had a moment where this sadness was born and at its peak. But sadder than the thing were sad about is the fact that we willingly decide to hurt ourselves with Limerence or daydreaming. We're not really sad over the...

sorry for the tiny breakdown. but did you know: Recent data supports that Aquarius (Jan 21–Feb 19) tends to be the least common zodiac sign. so if you ever feel special and unique, don't.

A slow, honest late night spill of thoughts — feeling stuck, drained, and disconnected. Work takes more than it gives, friends get left out of your life because they don't fit into yours anymore. Maybe it’s distance. Maybe it’s growth. Maybe it’s both.

tanıştım bebek'te adı natascha dedim uzatma bebek yat aşağı

the mid-20s are weird and confusing. I’m detaching — from people, habits, conversations, even parts of myself I thought were permanent. It’s not burnout, it’s awareness. And yes, others see it too: “You’ve changed.” But that’s not the problem — that’s growth. It’s hard to make sense of everything when your mind can’t label it yet. And for the ones who don’t know what to say: maybe silence is smart...

ahan bak ben sana söyliyim. 1 dakikalık ses mesajı geliyorsa o işte bir y@vşaklık var. İnsanların zamanlarını gereksiz yere harcama. kendi gününü planlayacak raddeye geldiysen de, bunu kendince artık kabullenip insanların enerjisini gereksiz yere harcama. Ve Şerbo izlemek artık alışkanlık oldu. Hani evine komşunun çocuğu gelir de seninle oynamak ister ya ? aynen öyle bir durum.

şey .... unuttum

In this episode, I open up about the feeling of being disconnected — not just from the world, but from your own spirit. That quiet emptiness no one sees, but you carry it everywhere. We talk about how trauma, people, and life itself can pull us away from who we really are… and what it takes to find our way back. This one’s for anyone who’s ever felt numb, unseen, or just tired of pretending. It’s...

Während alle "für Gott" gefastet haben, habe ich einfach für ihn überlebt – umgeben von Hunger, ASMR Gebeten, Eier Atem und familiärem Cringe. Am Ende war Bayram keine Erlösung, sondern eine spirituelle Therapiestunde die in mir sehr viele offene Fragen hinterlassen hat. Das schlimmste ist .... das war eines der "guten" Ramadans.

Ramadan ist da, also Zeit für spirituelle Erleuchtung! Oder eher: Fasten, Jammern, Essen zählen und andere dafür verurteilen, wenn sie nicht mitmachen. Ich spreche über alles, was mich an diesem Monat nervt—von der fehlenden festlichen Stimmung (weil wir es leider nie gelernt haben) bis zu den selbsternannten Haram-Polizisten, die nur Fasten als religiöse Pflicht kennen, aber ihre Zunge nicht mal...

New city, new life-same damn personalities haunting me like unpaid bills. I swear, I can't escape these copy-paste people. In this episode, we're diving into why we keep attracting (or being haunted by) the same energy, no matter where we go. Also, let's talk about a certain coworker who's giving me major flashbacks to an old close friend-the one who vanished the second she got a boyfriend. Relati...

Guess who’s back? (Not that it matters—you were all irrelevant without me.) Welcome to another season of broke spoiled hot, where I remain undefeated, unhinged, and unapologetically better than you. This episode? Oh, just a little warm-up. A casual reminder that humility is a scam, I have no god, and my ability to talk sh*t is stronger than your will to improve your life. We’re covering everything...

Ever felt angry and wondered why? Is it really just frustration, or is there something deeper waiting to be discovered? In this episode, we dive into the power of anger and how it can actually help you understand yourself better. What if being angry is your mind’s way of telling you to live life on your terms? What if it’s a chance to stop feeling guilty for others and start focusing on what YOU t...