This Lonely Bitch

A Clean Slate 11.12.2025 30:00 ↓

On refugees, immigrants, and a girl who wanted out of the Bronx.

Guys That Used To Be Cute 14.07.2025 28:39 ↓

On quitting caffeine, the fear of being fine, and making my child self proud.

Incessantly, Incessantly 02.12.2024 27:14 ↓

On being in a pretty consistent state of self-absorption, a ragtag group of weirdos, and how the odds are not in your favor.

Sobriety from Sex 30.07.2024 28:05 ↓

On head-on collisions, not fucking the sad guy, and being afraid all the time.

Two Idiots in Love 19.05.2024 31:43 ↓

On flea markets, clear eyes, and that sobriety thing.

You Had Your Reasons 15.04.2024 19:20 ↓

On being an older woman, sitting on the other side of the table, and trying not to make bad decisions.

A Safe Person 01.04.2024 28:58 ↓

On giving, belonging, and the fear of losing it all.

Like a SCHMUCK 14.02.2024 41:17 ↓

On thin veils, sobriety, and all the truths a hand can hold.

Pray for Me 26.01.2024 27:37 ↓

On mental clarity, men from the street, and what’s so amazing about really deep thoughts.

Healer, Heal Thyself 07.01.2024 25:01 ↓

A persnickety dog, an impasse, and the value of choosing what’s easy.

Blowing Raspberries 11.11.2023 21:13 ↓

On needing comfort, dating while old/sober/traveling, and not being a viable, long-term option.

Guys My Age 04.11.2023 17:04 ↓

On curiosity, making difficult decisions, and that guy in Çıralı.

Does Not Compute 23.09.2023 20:25 ↓

On fate, what is real, and not being able to trust myself.

That Bitch Cray 07.06.2023 24:24 ↓

On mountainside epiphanies, winning the Victim Olympics, and learning how to be in the world again.

Don’t Wake Me 23.05.2023 19:30 ↓

About the past, mirrors, and following leads to nowhere.

One of Two Things 16.05.2023 22:51 ↓

On caring, shame, and awful toxic shit.

I AM NOT JEALOUS 09.05.2023 24:09 ↓

On childhood issues, relationships as resignation, and the safety of dancing on my own.

Buried Treasure 02.05.2023 25:02 ↓

On joy, ovaries, and being crazy.

Jump Right In 25.04.2023 19:57 ↓

On patience, building a home, and conversations you should have before dinner.

No Fucking Idea 18.04.2023 25:39 ↓

On slutting it up, humiliation, and never being enough.

Too Many Syllables 11.04.2023 18:39 ↓

On shitty days, dropping the ball, and one man’s great personal failure.

Really Weird Feelings 31.03.2023 25:59 ↓

A park bench in Antalya, a dark street in Lviv, and the end of my anonymous chat sex era.

This Horny Bitch 21.03.2023 21:20 ↓

On desire, envy, and anonymous chat sex.

Put It Into Practice 14.03.2023 24:12 ↓

On Soner from Hatay, tortured souls, and the completion of a cycle.

When Your Shit Stinks 07.03.2023 21:47 ↓

On fathers, catfights, and being a dumb bitch.