Taboo Transmission

Show Description: I thought my birthday would feel empowering. Instead, it marked the moment I stopped pretending I was sure. This episode was recorded in the emotional aftermath of my birthday — and the identity collapse that came with it. What I expected to be a clean turning point became something messier and more honest: the realization that the last thing I needed to shed was the thing I was...

A Life Update: Quitting My Job, Navigating Loss, and Sitting in the In-Between This episode is a real-time look at the messy middle — the space between what ended and what hasn’t yet begun. I’m sharing a transparent update on quitting my corporate job, navigating fresh grief, and sitting in a season that feels equal parts freeing, confusing, heavy, and strangely hopeful. If you’re someone who’s ev...

In this episode of Taboo Transmission , I’m diving into what it really means to recognize and trust the signs that show up in our lives — especially when they don’t make logical sense. I share some personal moments where guidance came through in quiet, ordinary ways… and others that broke through in the middle of a full-blown spiral. We’ll explore the difference between being grounded enough to di...

Keywords spiritual awakening, personal growth, self-discovery, podcast, faith, beliefs, mental health, emotional healing, spirituality, inner peace Summary In this episode of the Taboo Transmission Podcast, host Holly Faye discusses her journey of spiritual awakening, the fears of being misunderstood, and the backlash she faced when sharing her beliefs. She explores her experiences with hearing vo...

In this debut episode of Taboo Transmission , I pull back the curtain on why this podcast exists. You’ll hear the unfiltered voice memo I recorded on July 2nd: the birthday of someone very important to me who passed away. I didn’t plan to launch with this. But I knew in my bones it had to be the beginning. This episode explores: The soul-pull to speak what's been buried What it means to honor a tr...

In this second episode of Taboo Transmission , I share the grief I never saw coming. This story traces the day everything changed — the unexpected loss of someone I hadn’t spoken to in over a decade, the unraveling that followed, and the deeper truth I discovered underneath the pain. This episode explores: The energetic rupture I felt before I even knew what happened Guilt, estrangement, and the g...