Scared Disruption

A conversation about grief, faith, and the danger of using spirituality to avoid the truth of life.  In this episode of Sacred Disruption Podcast with Alyssa Marie ☀️ , Alyssa explores the concept of spiritual bypassing —when spiritual language and practices are used to avoid the truth of our human experience. The conversation begins with a deeply personal story. After traveling to California to s...

In this episode of Sacred Disruption with Alyssa Marie☀️, we dismantle the idea that denying yourself makes you more worthy, more spiritual, or more lovable. Self-rejection is not humility. It is fragmentation. When you silence your needs, suppress your truth, or shrink your light to be accepted, you don’t become more lovable — you become divided. And division within always blocks connection witho...

The Race, Based on Ecclesiastes 9:11–12 A reflective episode for anyone who’s been doing “all the right things” and still wondering why the results don’t match the effort. We’re told from a young age that life rewards the fastest, the strongest, the smartest, and the most prepared. But Ecclesiastes interrupts that tidy narrative with an inconvenient truth: the race is not always won by the swift....

Grown-up conversations hit differently when it’s your own child sitting across from you. In Episode Seven, I sit down with my son Stephen — now a full-grown man with his own mind, his own memories, and his own truth. We unpack what it really looks like to parent a Black son into adulthood while unlearning the rules we were handed. We talk responsibility, identity, expectations, and the places wher...

 🎙️ New episode of Sacred Disruption: DISRUPTION…The kingdom of heaven isn’t somewhere far away—it’s within you. You are the ruler of that inner kingdom. The way you treat others is the reflection of how you rule yourself. If your words carry grace, your reign is rooted in love. If your actions are harsh, your throne is built on unrest. How you lead within determines what flows without. https://fe...

In this episode, I sit down with my sister, Joy, for an honest, unfiltered conversation about the roots of our “performer selves.” We go back to childhood—the praise, the pressure, the invisible scripts we learned to follow—and the walls that finally came tumbling down. It’s raw, freeing, and a reminder that the real you is always waiting underneath the roles you’ve played. https://feeds.buzzsprou...

🎙️ New Episode Drop: The Backdrop to Becoming the Imposter In this episode I share  how duality raises an imposter‼️ All in preparation for Episode 5, The Imposter   ✨When you grow up under the twin stars of Gemini parents — wild, free, magnetic, yet bound by the rules of religion — you learn early how to shapeshift. ✨Sunday mornings were sermons and pressed clothes. Saturday nights were jazz, l...

Dear Beloved  is the letter we all need but rarely write—to the parts of ourselves that learned how to perform just to be loved. In this first full episode of Sacred Disruption, Alyssa Marie opens the series with a heartfelt exploration into the making of the performer—the masks we’ve worn, the stages we’ve built, and the applause we’ve mistaken for love. Through intimate storytelling and raw refl...

✨ As a child I saw things I couldn’t explain. What felt supernatural then turned out to be the spark of my story now. This is where it all began… 🎙️ #SacredDisruption https://feeds.buzzsprout.com/2540196.rss

Hi!   Welcome to the place where sacred disruption begins… Not to destroy you🫣but to awaken you!  To freedom, true freedom that comes only from within, you…not the world. 🎧 Full episodes coming soon on Buzzsprout 🔗in my bio  #SacredDisruption #PodcastTrailer #AlyssaMarie #Healing #Awakening #TruthTelling #SpiritualGrowth #TransformationJourney https://feeds.buzzsprout.com/2540196.rss