Mediocre Thoughts

we're back! (i think) (i hope) (i'll always come back eventually i think) cover art is a picture of the moon and stars (or more possibly planets actually) taken from the night before

uuwauawauuawuau 3 more days to 2026. i hope you're having a good time. i hope you had a good year. i hope next year is good for you. i hope you don't feel hopeless or helpless.

i should really update spotify episodes more often. this was uploaded on youtube on 8 dec 2025 lol

I feel fat looking at myself in the video :/ ive been gaining weight cuz of my corporate job that makes me sit all day and takes away all my time which means i havent been working out as much as i want to anyway here's to the (almost) end of q3 and hopefully less weight gaining and more gym going huehue cover photo (you can't see it if you're on the phone app) is a picture of dinner i...

recorded this after going to a concert by myself for the first time in my life 3 weeks ago, dont really rmb what i talked about

honestly i've never delayed publishing an episode for so long before (i think) lol recorded this almost 2 weeks ago?? to be exact 10 days ago. welp. things are happening in my life and i am so excited to see where life takes me. i hope it's a good place. i think my mom's proud of me. she said i have a great outlook and attitude hehe i hope things are going well for you. i know they&#39...

had this uploaded on youtube last month lol but only uploading on spotify now (28 july) cuz i wanted to upload the next episode teehee is this my procrastinating on posting podcast content era who know anyway life has been pretty interesting to say the least. there will always be good moments and bad moments. just gotta be present as much as i can!! it's not that i have to do things i get to d...

Comment down below 1. What makes a person likeable 2. How do you tell if someone has people skills 3. What is the meaning of life :>

Recap of the yearrrrrr. Crazy how things have changed along the year. Thanks for being here. I love you all. vlog that I mentioned: https://youtu.be/S1cWUtgQe_Q?si=TImRzT1txa9W-_tW

Conversation with Ayman! :D

WE ARE THREE BODIES. AND WE HAVE A PROBLEM.

Mid-Sept to mid-Oct life updates? I honestly don't remember what I said in this episode oop this is the first time I'm uploading not immediately after recording.

the 21st night of September d: Welcome to September y'all. Final month of the third quarter. Hope everyone's doin ok.

This episode is called sometimes because at one point i said sometimes a lot d: Also i cant edit the cover pic for some reason :(

IT’S BEEN FOUR YEARS CAN YOU BELIEVE IT I CANNOT. Anyway as always this is just life updates and recent emotions and thoughts d: i don’t have good content anymore my life is my content now d: this episode’s picture is the sunset from today when i left work! Life has been great and i have been grateful and will continue to be as long as life also stays great.

General life update!

I couldn’t fall asleep so I made this episode for you.

50th episode!! But also not really cuz not all episodes are numbered lol anyway just a life update. Cover of the episode is a picture from today that I took when I left my room for the first time today in the afternoon to go for class. Super sunny and clear day.

:3

Three years since the start. Thank you for existing.

This has been an episode that I have been working on forEVER. You have no idea how long this episode has been in writing because I also have no idea how long it has been. I think it’s possible that it has been at least a month. Which is very long compared to the writing of the other episodes in the history of this podcast. I hope I can make this script coherent and I hope it makes sense at least a...

What happens when you have too much free time and went down a rabbit hole of CGP Grey videos and think about life too much and feel existential and nothing has meaning because nothing matters but why does nothing matter and why does liking everything lead to a same predicament as liking nothing. Life is complicated because you perceive it to be so. You’d think life is easy but it’s not.

It has been a while and I welcome myself back. Photo credits to the one and only: James Webb Space Telescope (JWST)

A collection of short episodes that aren’t full episodes but I want them to be recorded anyway. In case you didn’t notice the title for this one is a play on “die trying,” which is something often used to show determination. Am I determined? I don’t know, but I know that I love you.

It’s been 2 years. Can you believe it. You have to. Thank you so much for being here.