Jacob McCluae: In My Mind

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This episode is like most other episodes. Jacob has a moral dilemma that’s been very present throughout his life. However, recently he realizes that he may be exhibiting sociopathic tendencies. This episode goes into detail about his lack of feeling and trying to understand what this means for him moving forward.

Disclaimer! This episode eludes to depression and suicidal thoughts. If you or anyone you know is struggling with and or experiencing this, Please call or text the suicide prevention hotline at 988.

In this episode Jacob is a little manic but more importantly optimistic and excited about new opportunities and beginnings. Pay close attention to vernacular used throughout the entirety of the episode. The tone and words used comes from a place of acute wisdom and knowledge.

“When life hands you lemons, make something with them” It’s okay to not know your path in life. Just try stuff until something clicks. This episode scratches the surface on the matter.

Often times Jacob will “Fantasize” about his goals, and also the journey there. This podcast is to reel him in and make reality apart of his goals and journey.

In this episode, Jacob talks mostly about believing in yourself, and making things happen. The biggest question is “How do I achieve success” it starts with your habits. Identify what you can achieve now!

In this sort of…… scattered episode of “In My Mind” Jacob is clearly a bit drunk, after having a set back that derailed his plans. This entire episode revolves around finding a different way to achieve the same goal.

For awhile now, Jacob has been feeling a sense of “lack-ness” (Listen to podcast for definition) and wants to start taking ACTUAL control of his life and conquer his fear, void, and “lack of” to start living his life in a much happier way. There will come a time where you get tired of taking other people’s shit, and your own! Take control NOW! There will NEVER be a perfect time.

In this episode, Jacob talks mostly about trying to venture out and take risks that will be fulfilling to him. The key word in this podcast is “untether” Watch the Visual for this video on YouTube: Jacob McCluae

In this episode Jacob vents about the things he’s looking for in a “partner” and also some things he needs to work on! Check out the visuals from the episode on YouTube: JacobMcCluae.

While watching my favorite show “House of The Dragon” I finally understood what it is that I’ve been searching for in order to have efficient and effective balance in my life. Deciphering “The Path” and what that looks like for me, is what this entire episode is about 🫶🏽

In this week’s episode Jacob talks about trying out CBD and how he balances Dependents and Addiction. (Disclaimer: This podcast does NOT advocate or encourage the use of CBD and or others like it.)

In this episode we discuss a couple of my toxic traits and tendencies. Being self aware is extremely important to me so I thought it fitting to give you a glimpse into my perfect imperfections :)

In this episode, I talk a lot about the cognitive dissonance (the state of having inconsistent thoughts, beliefs, or attitudes.) that I experience when building a bond or “relationship” with someone. I get pretty deep into the situation and explain why it is that my brain has so many conflicting thoughts.

In the episode I get little deep. It’s important to me that I reflect on my actions and take responsibility. I felt like I was playing victim when in all actuality I’m not the victim at all. When you find yourself on opposite ends with someone. Take accountability and try to have a different perspective

Having a moment of clarity lead me to seize the day. I’m going to start a new life TODAY. Getting back to my essence is going to be my new priority.

The Universe and God will always have my back. No weapon formed against me shall prosper.

I got blocked on Snapchat. The grey arrow that said “pending” unlocked a trama response. My void is something I’ve been trying to fill for years. External validation doesn’t exist, validate yourself.