i’m just talkative

in this episode i speak aboit how everyone feels like they're behind in the race, how someone projects terrible fear onto another person, about the baseless hate comment i got, how its so easy to hate and that people think its normal?, how reporting on tiktok doesn't really do anything, how i stay away from negativity,how i dont need anyone to tell me taht im behind in life and how i try to be pos...

in this episode i speak about trying to calm down, the october theory, how its a bitter month,how people leaving is a canon event , why i haven't written a song in a month and how october turned cozy to stressful,

in this episode i speak about trying to understand the concept of situationship and ghosting, how there are stages in a relationship/ friendship, how a friend i made recently have taught me alot in life and how im grateful for her, how u should treat relationship like friendship,how im wondering how a relationships work?,how I dont wnat my friend to get hurt cuz of their situationship,trying to un...

in this episode i speak about how ive been writing a song the whole day,,how writing an angry song ended with me writing a love song,how I havent written an angry song in 2 years, how I've written songs in a timeline of how i felt and how things went,how I've written 106 songs so far,how I've grown as a songwriter,why i dont keep a 5 year goal, why I need an outlet to process things,how much i lov...

in this episode i speak about how im trying to understand why people lie,they should have a valid reason if they dont do something taht they said they would, how ive alwys loved emails I cants send even tho I couldn't relate to it ,how things went from bad for business to my man on his willpower ; from message in a bottle turned into I almost do

in this episode i speak about the song i wrote and how happy and proud i am of it

in this episode i speak abouy how i wrote a song im really proud of, i got so many lines and ideas for a song that im making 2-3 songs about teh same thing,im happy how things have changed in a year, how people can be Friends even if they have nothing in common if they both put equal effort in it

in this episode i speak about how i realized how somone can be close to you yet know nothing about you

in this episode i speak about how I love rock and metal music, how I dont want my music to be categorized, how im indecisive with my production, how much i love arirang, how much i loved the eternal sunshine tour, how I had the biggest fomo missing bludfest, how I've found something I've been looking for (minor track 1)

in this episode i speak about a song im writing rn,arirang releasing tomorrow,working with ishi on this song,turning 22, current conflict ,being into astrology and an album i have on repeat

in this episode i speak about how happy i was when i found out yungblud won his first grammy, why i cried after hearing his acceptance speech, how concerned i was when he took a break and how happy and proud i am of him

in this episode, I speak about having a crush for the first, how weird and new it feels, and getting many melodies and lyrics for a song i wrote about it all

In this episode, I speak about what I was doing/feeling before ,after and when I heard the arirang announcement.

in this episode i speak about how im more optimistic, how and why i sing better,how i was shy but now im more confident, how people have stopped playing their music so that it wont disturb me singing which helped me realize that people are kind,how my lungs are stronger now,why i don't feel bad when i dont work on my music everyday,how i couldn't believe i gained 70 followers in 8 months on tiktok...

in this episode i speak about the new rep lyric change we got, the docuseries and how i loved it, how i felt alive while and after watching the docuseries,how taylor and bts feel like my friends and not a global phenomenon, how i felt when suga uploaded a story and when i saw the OT7 picture, it was the best day ever!

in this episode i speak about the song im working on and how i felt that something was off about it after recording the vocals for it

in this episode i speak about how i have been researching on fictional charcters that i resonate with and how im trying to incorporate them in the music im working on

in this episode i speak about how i relate to the lyric "failure brings you freedom" and how scary it was to change genre from working on dreamy pop for three years to suddenly changing my mind and making pop rock

in this episode, I speak about what happend and what comments i got when i had uploaded a song cover of the life of a showgirl ft sabrina carpenter

in this episode i speak about how i don't know what makes me happy anymore,how i used to try different makeup styles before, and how i used to dislike my body and how social media was a bad place for me and how its one of the things that make me happy now

in this episode I speak about how I thought I should make positive songs only but not any more, What genre of music im making, how im stepping out of my comfort zone and I'm working on a hip-hop song., How I can't decide if I wanna make a piano based song or like rock based song,how i fear i cant visually represent my pop rock ep/album

in this episode i speak about why i started running,how i stepped out of my comfort zone and didnt stop singing even tho someone had entered the gym

in this episode i speak about the album the life of a showgirl, how much i love it!!, how i heard, what i feel about each songs in it (i hope i didnt miss any song)

in this episode me and ishi predict on what we think each song is gonna be about in the life of a showgirl , in hindsight oh boy was i wrong

in this episode i speak about how i feel mentally, my song that i write yesterday, why i can now cry on my tiktoks