Exposing Isolation

Today I am joined by Thomas, well he's in the room at least. His back is out. So I thought I would take 10 minutes to talk about the work that I want to do next, isn't going to be today. Thank you for listening. ScentNeutrality.com

I love all the inspiration I have been receiving from the Adult Nerdfighter community on Facebook. I asked them to share with me any chronically ill content creators they follow and the response was awesome! I am diving deeper into my own content creation journey and I appreciate your support. I plan to keep going with my podcast and start my vlog back up. Check out my YouTube Channel !

This is a "food for thought" kind of episode but I also mainly talk about my food system, what I eat and don't eat as well as what recipes I'm trying to put together next. I'm in an uncomfortable situation at the moment. I want to figure out a way to make money so all the pressure isn't just on Thomas to pay for everything, but my energy and moods are so inconsistent that I've just been using what...

I went back and listened to the beginning and noticed I said 2016. Wow. I thought about editing it out, but that wouldn't be authentic. Let it go down in history that the experiment was a success. I got high. I rambled. I published it. Peace.

So... I'm bored. I want to be more creative. This is another update about my life. I recorded this with the intention that I will take a hit of cannabis after and then immediately record another episode. I'll be curious to know if anything is different or if anyone can even tell. ScentNeutrality.com

Today my mind is all over the place. I want a lot and I don't know how to navigate my limitations to achieve my goals. Mainly I want a meaningful life and I intend to take my chronic environmental illness and do some good with my story.   ScentNeutrality.com 

Last night I had Thomas facilitate a Parts Work session on me and it went extremely well!  Internal Family Systems Therapy | Full Session If you are interested in learning more about IFS/Parts Work check out the main website: https://www.selfleadership.org/

I'm going to give this podcast another chance. A new friend of mine has encouraged me to get creating and to not over think it so right after we ended our call I recorded this episode. I hope to work through the parts in me that are trying to hold me back so that I can make some progress on my best and highest vibrational path. Thank you for listening!

Today what started as a joke turned into a extremely straight forward explanation of what I do. My company, Sapient Living, is a resource for people who feel shitty, who want to feel less shitty, run by people who know what it's like to feel shitty. You know from listening to this show that I have been housebound due to chronic illness for over four years. My husband and co-founder of Sapient Livi...

Today I have energy. Today I feel optimistic. If I am being brave, which I suppose I am, I might even venture to say that today I am feeling at peace. I don't remember a time where I felt this good just being myself or had such a clarity about how to navigate the world in a way that I enjoy no matter what anyone else could possibly think of me. It's refreshing to say the least. 

Possibly my most raw and vulnerable episode yet, me in the middle of a mental illness meltdown. How does anyone live like this? Today I am really struggling and even though I thought I was getting better, I'm seeing that really, I haven't. I've had some good days to be sure, but the last two have been nearly as bad as they come and so I am just... lost. 

Yesterday got pretty scary when my body tried to shut down again. This has happened before when I felt totally safe for a moment, like my body doesn't know how to stay animated if not for the stress hormones making it go. Luckily Thomas was there for me which allowed me to feel safe in the first place and showed me just how loved and taken care of I really am. Today I am doubling down on taking ca...

It has been over three months since I published an episode of Exposing Isolation, but it feels right to start again. I have a few new projects going that I think will benefit from these recordings as well as a new mindset that will be fun to document. Thank you for joining me (again) on this journey! To learn more about my latest work please visit SapientLiving.com .

I need to focus on the now in order to prepare for what is next. Not feeling physically fit today and wondering how long it will take to achieve a sense of peace and harmony within my own body. Must focus on healing, mostly in terms of eating and keeping priorities in check. Also, note to self - please stop going on Facebook, there is nothing for you there. 

Yesterday I got a letter in the mail asking if I would please consider becoming a chaplin to the United States Air Force. While that isn't a path I would have ever considered for myself, I would be very curious to see if they take Shamans. Otherwise, I am now thinking about what being a spiritual leader would be like and how much I would enjoy starting the Center for Sapient Living. 

Things are back to normal this week in terms of everyone in my family being home in their own houses, but we all went through so much this week that nothing is really the same. We are definitely all closer than ever before and as I continue to focus on my health, I look forward to seeing the family we will continue to become. 

Though the power of a horrific dream and being forced out of bed this morning with the beginning of a UTI (which I hope I have now cured) I learned some very important lessons. Mostly that if I don't take myself seriously, take control of my own well-being and maintain exceptionally high standards for what I accept as right and good, I'm going to end up living in a future that I did not help creat...

Welcome to June everyone!! It has been quite a week and I am looking forward to having a nice, calm, healthful weekend at home with my family.  If you would like to sign up for my monthly update, emailed out on the 1st of everyone month, you may do so  →   HERE

I did some more healing magic on the world this morning. Thomas felt it, I'm curious if anyone else did? I am feeling much better today, day 6 of withdrawal from marijuana use disorder. I'm getting to know myself like I never have before. I am certainly a much different person than I was last time I was sober. 

Today I want to love myself in ways I have been waiting for others to love me. Thomas suggested a "creative date", I also want to read and do healings on myself. It would be great to know how you all take time to care for yourselves. Tweet me @RebeccaEWebber!

I have a eating disorder. It's really bad. I've asked for help for over a decade and finally got some unexpectedly yesterday. Thank you Christina.  Christina's Instagram:   @phoenixrisingstories Vote for Christina (People's Choice Awards, Mrs. BC):   Christina W. - Port Alberni

I think that we have gone so long feeling like it is not okay to love ourselves that we have forgotten how to do it. The collective narrative has us tearing ourselves apart in pursuit of accomplishments that will never satisfy us all to the detriment of our home planet. If we can be very very brave, there is still hope for creative a life worth living for everyone. 

Have you ever avoided a truth because you just weren't ready to be honest with yourself? I have been doing that for a very long time now. In this episode I share where I am at in accepting the shamanic path. 

I have been smoking weed nearly every day for the past five years and recently it has become an all day/every day event. I'm calling it quits for many reasons and also simply because I just don't think it's working/helping enough anymore. This makes me nervous, weed has been my crutch, but I'm also happy to be trying to create a life for myself that I truly love. 

Last night I found myself on the floor in my bathroom praying, saying "Thank you God for this pain, I'm sure you are teaching me something extremely important" and I was completely right.