Deeply Human

I recently realized I’m sort of always writing my memoir in my mind. It guides my decisions and helps me stay resilient in the face of challenges. When things get rough I imagine I’m on a hero’s journey. A short episode w perspective into this way of being.

Ponderings from under a coffee table, sitting in a lazboy, and inside of a poem I’m writing.

@remakingmanhood created a reel that got Andrew and I talking - a conversation so urgent we fcked up the audio and had to have it professionally restored. 😂 I hope you’ll listen and enjoy as we share our experiences with masculinity and intimacy.

How visiting the farm led me to block a beloved ex on social media, featuring meditations on what love is and what love isn’t

Reflecting on where the heck I’ve been lately — from the trenches of capitalism to the seedlings of a utopian farm and imaginings about the future.

I met with some corp executives last week and now I’m contemplating society’s structures, our humanity, and how to work with one to reach the other.

Getting grounded amidst chaos, finding what’s real when all the illusions fall away, and (of course) waxing poetic about my soul city

Springtime lows, stories I hold onto, mistakes I make, crying on the pod, and insisting on grace like my life depends on it

Experimenting with having very few rules, being open to people showing up on their own terms, and experiencing how love is abundant when I take my blinders off and let it all be.

Moving through moments where insecurities bloom, vulnerability surfaces, and self-soothing becomes extra important

Andrew and I discuss Twitch, infatuations, and girlhood -- and ANDREW SHARES SOME OF HIS AMAZING WRITING and I cry about it a little

A dream sequence but real! Trying to capture what this past weekend meant to me (an impossible task but there’s beauty in trying). Blessings everywhere, dogs and otherwise — and a glorious glimpse into my future. **OMG I forgot to thank my new friend GABE!! Mi corazonnnn 🎶 the Sagittarius of the crew and the only person who could keep up with Laura at dice. Hopefully I got everyone else’s names r...

Driving around the hometown that raised me before my high school reunion 🥹 feat. a surprise afterword by HS bestie who I hadn’t seen in 20 years

The connection available on the other side of everything that keeps us apart, featuring Harry Potter and animal metaphors, references to HR and intimacy, and yin yoga — but somehow it’s all connected

Observing my lava lamp of feelings, and sinking, and floating

Thinking aloud through a moment of sadness and unexpectedly finding stillness on the other side — what a treat!

Updates from the past week! Including work things, how 10-year-old me showed up this past weekend, friendships, and my CRUSH!

Continuing to process yesterday’s shame, money, growth convo bc I value leaning into the cringe for the sake of connection

My experience of money and reassessing wealth

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY I LOVE Y’ALL

Homes and apartments that have held me and how I appreciate them

Reflecting on my journey with love addiction recovery, self-discovery, self-admiration, and authentic community

Feeling my feelings and talking about it

Coming at you from a Waymo in LA — considering how my understanding of safety has changed over the course of my life so far

Feeling the love that persists as relationships change shape