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Q&A segment from 4hr q&a pod,  during Mirror May 2025 .... patreon.com/sighswoon   for more :)

segment from august 2024 Q&A on patreon 

This episode details how culture and social media puts us in a constant state of unnecessary Guilt and vigilance that steals our Innocence, and thus our felt sense of safety and love to just Exist.   Reframing the concept of Innocence as an energetic tool, how rewarding Innocence-practice is in romantic relationships, Plus some perspectives on Forgiveness, justice, attachment to justice, fairness,...

My 20s were amazing and this is why.......... From choosing a job, to sex and romance, to social scenes and more.....  Advice on 20s and general existential feels about adulthood.  Originally posted on patreon.com/sighswoon in a Q&A episode <3

Three hours of daily diary entries I recorded while being at Arthur Findlay College studying Trance States and Mediumship, experiencing seances and lectures daily at a boarding school. I believe this collection serves as a very accurate on-site energetic feel of what it was like to be there. Moments of major breakthroughs and belief as well as lows and skepticism. Theories and analysis on practica...

The illusion of envy, envy being mistaken for justice, how to process your influences, and the power of understanding.  This segment is taken from the May 2024 Q&A episode on patreon.com/sighswoon, join patreon for full q&a episodes every month.

Exploring tethers with an audio  segment from patreon.com/sighswoon on the topic:  A tether is someone who you attach yourself to and check up on daily. It can be one of your partner's exes, a career competitor, an influencer; it often feels secretive and intense, and it isn't always jealousy as much as a hunt for answers in this person's social media or gossip. They represent unkno...

Reframing physical discomfort, illness, aging, and dying with Ram Dass' wonderful book, Still Here , as a guide, with analysis and key points of the text shared chapter by chapter. Healing vs. curing, respecting slower realities, transcending Ego, shifting roles, losing importance, being treated with less desire and more respect, and much more. Speaking from his late sixties and post-stroke p...

Definition and opinions on Shadow Work, theorizing on the concept of "uniqueness" and having an attachment to being seen as unique and special, and How to be a Good Host + How to be a Good Guest. These three segments were taken out of a 3-hour-long Patreon Q&A posted on April 10 2024, on www.patreon.com/sighswoon. Available in both river and waterfall tiers.

Defining the soft mania and soft psychosis that occurs with an intense crush, or what some call "limerance". Managing the ups and down of limerance and getting to the truth.

Enigma, Enya, Your Ancestors Should Be Your First Influencers, Bryan Johnson, Dolphin Facts, The Importance of a Good Mirror, The Many Mirrors, 2006 TIME Person of the Year Being a Mirror, Paul Virilio, Active Throats, Ice Cubes, Fear, Honesty, Experimentation, Visualizing Your Energy as an Object or Animal to PsychoAnalyze Easier, God Through Gospel Music in an Uber, Sigh Swoon Sigh

Notes on posting vs. documenting, the natural loss of core memories, proper documentation as release-of-the-past ritual, observing how social media language and formatting alters our true archiving desire. A return to home videos and prioritizing the personal. This episode is the second half of this episode from patreon.com/sighswoon

Themes and potent quotes about the unknown, the importance of solitude, muses, transcending critique, embracing your unconventional nature, the artist’s heart, day-to-day pleasures, and much more in Letters to a Young Poet by Rainer Maria Rilke. This book came into my life right before I wrote Notes on Shapeshifting and was a steady guide for the writing process and moving to a place that was oppo...

how to be free: never put your value in the hands of anyone or anything else Using the above statement as a thesis anchor, I share how a felt sense of freedom comes from not allowing yourself to buy into the many ways we are sold our own worth or value. A spiritual being cannot possibly be appraised the way a car or piece of art can, and even the calculated value placed on those material objects i...

Taking your simple likes seriously ,  focusing on lifestyle goals ,  societal values vs. personal values , Continue/Correct Method,  I Want to See/I Want to Feel Method, the essence of a dream. This is a 30 min excerpt of a long Q&A episode entitled "The Aware Outcast" on Patreon that discusses the following topics as well:  - shadows of social media activism - entering the casual da...