And Also

The Ice Bucket Challenge is back—but this time, it’s for mental health. In this episode, I take a closer look at the #speakyourmind challenge and why it’s not sitting right with me or many others who have experienced the deep, messy reality of mental illness and suicide loss. While the campaign has raised some funds and visibility, it also raises bigger questions: Who is this really for? Is it adv...

I'm back...ish? so it's been an intense few months, and sometimes I just need a break from death & grief to reset my own mental health. this is your reminded that it's okay to take breaks! grief survival guide (books, podcasts, & more!): https://docs.google.com/document/d/1rbjojrt5PYtwj0E4wu9NJC2VcztScC3YMoRAxxsGELg/edit?usp=sharing *************************************************************** F...

there’s so much misinformation out there about schizophrenia, and it’s time to set the record straight. in this episode, we’re tackling the top five misconceptions—from the myth that schizophrenia causes violence to the idea that it’s untreatable. armed with research, real-life examples, and plenty of compassion, we’re here to replace stigma with understanding. whether you’re curious about the tru...

Faith’s world changed the moment her mom was diagnosed with uterine cancer. Told she had 6-9 months to live, Faith barely had time to process before those months were cut short to just 3. In this episode, we dive into the reality of anticipatory grief, the pain of losing your best friend, and why the funeral industry is stuck in the past. This conversation is for you if you’ve ever wrestled with g...

What if the ashes you received weren’t your loved ones? In this jaw-dropping episode, Madison and Brittany uncover the horrifying true story of a Colorado funeral home that turned grief into greed. From selling body parts without consent to forging documents, this mother-daughter duo shattered the trust of countless families. You won’t believe how far they went—or the aftermath that followed. This...

What if healing from deep grief and trauma wasn’t just possible, but transformative? After eight weeks in Shea’s Inner Alignment program, I’ve come out the other side stronger, lighter, and more in tune with myself than ever before. In this episode, Shea and I unpack my journey, share the challenges and breakthroughs, and explore how holistic healing can change everything. This isn’t just my story...

so, your friend just called and told you their loved one died… now what? in this episode, i walk you through a practical grief guide for support systems, complete with heartfelt templates, book and podcast recommendations, and actionable tips to help you show up for your grieving friend in a meaningful way. grief survival guide (books, podcasts, & more!): https://docs.google.com/document/d/1rbjojr...

Have you ever considered what you want for your funeral after you die? In today's episode, we will plan our funerals from start to finish, with the help of funeral director Brittany Demarco-Furman and mortuary science student (me!). *************************************************************** Find Madison 🖤 Main Channel: https://www.youtube.com/@Maadthreads Instagram: https://www.instagram.com...

grief during the holiday season can oftentimes be the HARDEST part of the year. today, we explore how, as grieving people, we can cope with our big feelings during these times. you are never ever alone in this. *************************************************************** Find Madison 🖤 Main Channel: https://www.youtube.com/@Maadthreads Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/maadthreads/ https://...

this one is short & sweet 🖤 *************************************************************** Find Madison 🖤 Main Channel: https://www.youtube.com/@Maadthreads Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/maadthreads/ https://www.instagram.com/andalsopod/ Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/7u5WJfJE4f8ZxWKalFdbe2?si=df09bef0a013449b Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/and-also/id17196...

turning 25 means outliving Regis, my best friend and ex-partner, who died at 24—and that comes with a weight I can’t ignore. surpassing his age feels like both a privilege and a burden, as grief weaves guilt into a milestone that should be joyful. how do you celebrate a birthday when your heart is heavy? how do you make sense of outliving someone you loved so deeply? I explore the tangled emotions...

what if a funeral could do more than honor a life—what if it could feel like them? in this episode, sponsored by Felthousen, we reveal how to curate a funeral experience that engages all five senses, creating a deeply personal atmosphere that reflects your loved one’s unique essence. from the perfect floral arrangements to the sounds, scents, and even tastes that tell their story, we dive into how...

What happens to us when we’re forced to grow up too soon? In this episode, we dive into the grief of a lost childhood with Abby, who was parentified from a young age. Together, we unpack the concept of ambiguous grief—the longing for a childhood that never truly existed and the weight of adult responsibilities shouldered too early. We explore how this hidden trauma follows us into adulthood, shapi...

Grief can feel like an endless cycle, trapping us in patterns of pain and unresolved trauma. In this conversation, Madison shares her experience with deep grief and trauma, exploring how holistic healing practices can help break the chains that hold us down. With guidance from inner alignment practitioner Shea Opela, this episode dives into the profound process of integrating mind, body, and spiri...

What does it really mean to support someone struggling with addiction? In this episode, I sit down with Avery Grande, a harm reduction specialist at Alliance for Positive Health, to dig into the hard truths about grief, drug use, and the stigma that often prevents real help. We explore how harm reduction can offer a compassionate path forward and what we can all do to better support those who need...

In this episode, I sit down with my co-host Brittany, a funeral director, to pull back the curtain on the world of funerals and the path to becoming a funeral director. We dive into what it takes to work in the death industry, the challenges no one talks about, and why we chose this unique career. Whether you're curious about what goes on behind the scenes or considering a career in the field, thi...

🌟 Welcome to the Season 2 Trailer of AND ALSO 🌟 If you’re grieving, struggling, or simply searching for a deeper understanding of loss and healing, this season is for you. Join us as we explore the raw and real stories that shed light on the experience of grief & mental health. In this trailer, you’ll get a glimpse of the powerful conversations and transformative experiences that await in the up...

surprise! season 2 is underway! thank you for all the love with season 1. i can't believe how much love the show has received, and i'm so excited to share what's in store for season 2 🤍 If you are struggling with suicide loss or ideation, visit https://samaritansnyc.org/coping-with-suicide-loss/ For more information about Schizophrenia and ways you can get involved/donate: https://sczaction.org *...

for once, today's episode is really light-hearted and fun! yay! jake & i play we're not really strangers, and we share many laughs and controversial moments. i hope you enjoy this episode! If you are struggling with suicide loss or ideation, visit: https://samaritansnyc.org/coping-with-suicide-loss/ For more information about Schizophrenia and ways you can get involved/donate: https://sczaction.or...

In today's episode, I take on the self-reflection pack of 'we're not really strangers' and challenge myself to some hard-hitting questions.  Though this episode was more light-hearted than most of mine, it felt great to have an honest conversation with myself about some of my deepest struggles, insecurities, and toxic traits.  If you are struggling with suicide loss or ideation, visit: https://sam...

In today's episode of And Also, I'm talking all about complicated & prolonged grief. I feel that this form of grief is not taken seriously or recognized as a mental health struggle, and it's time we change that for the better! If you are struggling with suicide loss or ideation, visit: https://samaritansnyc.org/coping-with-suicide-loss/ For more information about Schizophrenia and ways you can get...

in today's episode, we delve into queer relationships, self-discovery, and self-acceptance. this episode features a candid conversation with Stella, who opens up about her journey towards embracing her queer identity. she discusses relinquishing the notion of conventional relationships and prioritizing her own sense of safety and authenticity within a partnership. this episode resonates with those...

Join us as we tackle the stigma surrounding grief in this And Also episode. Madison shares personal anecdotes, offers insights, and explores strategies for healing grief in a grounded and authentic way. --- If you are struggling with suicide loss or ideation, visit: https://samaritansnyc.org/coping-with-suicide-loss/ For more information about Schizophrenia and ways you can get involved/donate: ht...

In today's episode, we sit down for a heartfelt interview with Janice Kruger from  @SideoutOrg. Janice opens up about the profound impact of losing her father to cancer at the tender age of 22. Despite enduring unimaginable grief, Janice has dedicated her life to making a difference.  Now at 70, she graciously shares her wisdom and the invaluable lessons she's learned along her journey of healing...

today's episode is all about eating disorders. so trigger warning for anyone who may be struggling! thank you so much to ivan for being so open and vulnerable and sharing your story ❤️ If you are struggling with suicide loss or ideation, visit: https://samaritansnyc.org/coping-with-suicide-loss/ For more information about Schizophrenia and ways you can get involved/donate: https://sczaction.org Dr...