Midnight Wisdom

23:10 02.02.2025 cancelled the vipassana.

23:31 26.01.2025 and the duck was living in that cold without shivering or complaint. But I’m not a duck. Spent the day watching Castlevania Nocturne S2 and Pantheon S1. Spoke to Mousa for 42 Minutes yesterday. I am feeling negative towards my yoga school. I am feeling negative because I want to see wins in my life. Big wins.

23:43 commitments are: 1000 words of fiction, 15 minutes of headstand, and a linkedin post a day. So far so good. The world doesnt want me to post my stories online.

21:24 12.01.2025 After dinner with Skadi. In Ubahn. Gloves on. Colorful scarf. Count of Monte Cristo.

16:28 08.01.2025 recorded about Emma, Tabea, my dopamine imbalances and the talkative guru and Slavian

18:41 31.12.2024 End of year reflection part 2. I'm working on my post pictures. I was working today, I'll be working tomorrow. Happy new year.

29.12.2024 I look through my calendar from January till June and I reflect on what I found positive and negative.

22.12.2024 Howdy ho topics: Sylvie donation Blue Catalyst Dating Writing plan Financial freedom, then locational Grooowth Didnt talk about the dance retreat. It is all confidential tho! Love you

01:08 sharing a general view of energy and state and changes the last weeks. Things I missed saying in the last weeks episodes.

21:12 Sunday 08.12.2024 waiting for my date. Good friends with Mahadeen again. Looking forward to life :)

23:45 01.12.2024 first day of december. Lets try to get into deeper focus. I am still having good mornings. Will take me a couple of days to get there. The ego comes in really easy when it comes to beauty.

12:00 pm 25.11.2024 Monday

Saturday 00:51 23.11.2024

23:04 17.11.2024 im glad I did this. A lot of impressions and things this week. On the way to the chair store I listened to my “Scratchpad” podcast episode. I found it so lovely.

21:21 09.11.2025 ive been distracted a lot more. It’s fine. Keep having fun. Learning. Writing. Focusing on spirituality. I shared something really deep in this one.

00:19 09.11.2024 recording in bed. I have been very productive and still a part of me is doubting the path and journey. I have to remind myself I have something unique, intelligent and amazing to offer it so I will have to keep learning and offer it.

Recorded 30.10.2024 Uploaded 02.11.2024 0:33 am. I have been feeling a lot of doubt on who I am. No job, no daily structure. And I worry about the progress I am making. Feeling doubt about my relationship. About not waiting to get the citizenship. And so on. But here I am.

27.10.2024 called Lily from Ducs phone. Angel week at yoga school. Did handstand class yesterday. Vinyasa Yoga today. Fought with Ashraf yesterday. I need to call Agentur für Arbeit to see if I get the money. New moon soon. Im sending Lily a letter I hope and wish she comes back into my life again.

20:47 15.10.2024 mom is mad

23:57 13.10.2024 having fun in amman. Week in Dusseldorf was great. Dreamt mad shit this week.

21:27 06.10.2024 tomorrow is october 7th. Im almost in Dusseldorf. Spent the train ride writing poetry for Basics: Of Life and Being and also for my adhd ebook. I spoke to a lovely couple about everything under the sun. Lovely interaction.

18:54 04.10.2024 07.10 is one year ago in 3 days. I talk about my last jump for the licence. I did the packing course this morning. Im heading to the library.

14:40 27.09.2024 Took a walk after writing linkedin posts. No packing course today, was cancelled due to weather (shouldn’t have been) and one learns quickly how skydiving is really a weather dependant sport. Just like my soul. So! I might have to do the license next year. And I dont mind it. I have to do 12 jumps anyways every year to keep the license. 5 of them have to be instructor jumps. I can...

17:22 24.09.2024

22:45 23.09.2024 after yoga class reflected on the week and Lilly.