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feeling homesick in the place you are suppose to feel like home? what is homesick as an adult. especially if your parents moved out of your childhood house, thats the place youre suppose to be homesick from BUT reminder home is where the heart is and my heart is currently with my parents, brother/ extended family in boston and friends in philly/northeast. but i need to switch and give myself my he...

those mornings feelings - need to just let those pass, my girl and remember that they will pass.

trying to let it out and make the low a little less scary

saturday morning feelings. in a new city.

i cried in this no i didnt, youre lying. this topic is something i have been grieving for the last i would say mentally a year. it officially happened. my parents moved out to colorado and out of my childhood home. grief. what do they say it comes in stages. denial, happened. i was like nah thats not going to happen, anger, happened. i was so upset i feel lost i felt like my parents were throwing...

this was insane to record and i dont even know if it made sense BUT thank you Patrick for this. we will be recording a part 2 of this when i am in philly next. Rachel you found a gem of a man lol. long story short, we def are not alone in this universe but this podcast probably will not lead you into agreeing with me lol

people are always like what chapter are you on. a reflective question i love love love. but what makes more sense in my brain is what page are you in let's get even deeper within the chapter. does this stress you out? what chapter am i in, charleston: researching and developing. continuously researching but maybe it's time to use that research to start developing myself. this never stops....

okay this is a good one but when i recorded this, less than a month in to moving to Charleston i was like hmmmm why did i move here so perfect timing! also good to reflect and trust myself that there was a reason to moving here. i do love it here but i miss my parents, my brother and my GIRLS scattered across the country and everywhere but Charleston but friends will come. in time.

someone asked me this and i thought it was interesting, like they thought i found peace? okay maybe but then i started talking about finding peace and i was like finding peace as a whole is a hard thing to do but i mean i more think i have found peace in the little things, how clichè to say but finding peace in a sow morning, finding peace in a good bagel, finding peace in chatting with a friend/...

i recorded this April 1, a couple days prior to my move out of charleston and never uploaded, why? i don't know but as i am back to charleston mid june, living here, i needed to hear this reminder of why i moved to charleston.

i also recorded this a couple months ago. but this is still extremely relevant and another great reminder. the low moments i am experiencing right now...ill look back at these and agree they were lows in the moment but i will look back and be like my girl all is well. & hey, i got through it, strived to tell the story and will continue to build those experiences. will it get easier? maybe?

here i go again. moving to a new city, even though i was here for 2 months 3 months ago...i still have to re-do and jump back into the things i love here. the things that bring me peace? the gym, coffee shops, the beach, hanging with my friends but also giving myself time and grace to settle, to nest into my new apartment, have days and nights where i have no plans and embrace that. but all i have...

things ive learned when moving to a city, what do to, how to find friends, how to find your third space and find that community you are yearning for.

to talk to strangers like they are your friends. i highly recommend making life more fun.

initial thoughts, a little unsettling, a little bit overwhelmed but overall feeling excited.

online dating, dating in the wild, dating in general. a chat with my mama on my thoughts on dating, her thoughts & a partly, not even close conclusion on dating.

oh what booking an airbnb in a random city for a month can do.

go on a date with yourself, it rocks.

a reflection on the first week in a new city - feeling ungrounded, unfamiliar, and deeply inside my own mind as i learn how to settle into a place that isn’t home yet.

the apps. dating apps or friend dating apps? dating in 2026, good lord.

To have Charisma creating a feeling, to be known by you

first stop in this nomad journey, boston for 3 months. did i like it, love it, will i move there, will i end up there? who knows

take yourself on a damn date & try not to be on your phone. be aware of your surroundings and people watch. you wont regret it.

when leaving in philly i always wanted to go to dinner or go out on the town by myself. just another way to show myself i can lean on myself and not have to wait for someone to do something with & i actually really enjoyed it. it was the perfect event and something CLAIRE wanted to do. enjoy.

i wanted to prove to myself that those low feelings will also pass and look at that i was right.