Zielske 🧘‍♀️ Zen 💚

Hello new year! Time to end this season before the end of the year! Here’s to a better one everyone! Published at 11:58 of 2021

As I am frustrated with my 💇‍♀️ a couple of weeks ago and getting another one next week, I can relate to Billie Eilish’s my boy, “My boy ❤️ his friends like I ❤️ my split ends, and by that I mean… he ✂️” gained a lot of old friends, lost a lot of friends too.. and more than that even! Hang in there! You’re never alone!

I love you by Billie Eilish is her hardest song to perform without crying because it’s exactly her pain and her pain is exactly what I’m going though after having my heart ripped out by the last 4 ppl ❤️‍🩹 I’m facing grief I’ve bottled forever. Please give yourself a safe place to grieve and heal ❤️‍🩹

I just realized last week that one of my childhood best friends was someone I wanted to seek. Now I’m lucky if my messages even get a peak :(

This was during a manic psychosis episode in and out during that summer so even though I thought I was so sure, it was just a phase because I got betrayed in many ways.

A tribute to my Grandma Mimi at her memorial ❤️ April 12, 1952- March 19, 2021

Featuring 1 line from MGK’s song: I Think I’m Okay, but mostly just vibing on the rhythm 🎶

A friend once told me that a white buffalo is metaphor for “the one who got away”. Well now your gone and it’s not my way, but I’ll respect you and that is okay.

Look at what I’m doing! Finding my confidence while I’m single so no one can tell me what I can and cannot do! I am amazing and so are YOU! :)

Last Friday I had a panic attack at Costco plus my tremors from my car wreck on Feb 16 we’re flared up and my ankles were weak so I was hanging onto my cart to stand. When I finally made it to the cashiers, they helped me and walked with me then found a cart lady, Paige, to help me to my car. While I waited outside for Kelly to get Paige, an amazing woman approached me and prayed over me while I w...

My mom has always told me growing up: “If you love something, set it free. If it comes back to you, then it’s meant to be. If it doesn’t, then it never was.”

Welcome to Season 3! This season will be focused on describing other people in my life that can either be tributes or everyday drama. Speaking of being focused, I am working on that.

My high school boyfriend’s best friend, Drew Harsh, accidentally took his life in 2014 (I apologize the episode says 2015). He was only 20 or even 19. Today would have been his 26th birthday. This poem podcast is to honor Drew Harsh’s life and legacy who has inspired many with his talent for music. *End of Season 2, Thanks for listening!*

Mac and cheese at midnight, inspired to write, hope you find delight :)

Life has no guarantees, but being single feels good so don’t ask me twice please. Going to take me time after school is out but it’s back to working hard and learning to sew better before you know it!

Freestyle on a Saturday night, with some Lo-Fi and my sketchbook in sight!

Trying to find my preserves as I’m climbing out of strife, I hope you can too.

Pain can get the best of us, restraining us from our capabilities. But that’s ALL it can do is hold us back. Until we are strong enough to break the chains and spring forward. Not from a life without pain, but because you are more than pain.

Having roommates suck, but being around petty girls is the worst. Luckily I’m not wasting time being dumb, just thought I’d verbalize this...thanks to my thumb!

Everyday is different. Yesterday from today, last year to this year, tomorrow from today. Give yourself a little grace because accidents do happen!

Last week of school before break and going to online only learning. Friday I find out if my county moved to phase red where everything shuts down again, so I’m hoping it’s a phase.

This is an unsettling time for our nation still not knowing the next president. Here’s some garble as I’m overwhelmed but trying to finish the semester strong amidst everything.

It’s been a rough few weeks for me as I’m sure others are going through as well, that’s why I put off this recording. Even though I put it off, it’s still just as current and fitting! Let those worries melt with the snow! Written 10/6/2020.

Welcome to Season 2! I’m back at CSU so this season is going to be relating to school life and trying to balance everything.

Today from afar a glimpse of my past. Happy to see him with someone new happy just as I am with my someone happy.